Waterful!

Oh nothing much to write about...
Just that Kuantan flooded and it was the worst in 65 years ( according to newspaper)
Nothing much....
Just pools of water everywhere...
Rubbish floating like balloons...
And I'm trapped in the clinic!!
At least the dentist and nurses are with me.
But then the whole building blackout!
Luckily it was still bright outside...
Otherwise I'll be screaming like mad.
I stared outside for a long long long time waiting for my dad to arrive.
I knew he'll be late because he was stuck somewhere else too.
So FB came to the rescue to solve my boredom.
At first I thought it was just the area I'm at experiencing flood.
But then my FB wall was full of flood posts of many parts in Kuantan.
So reaction was...... WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Well they say sharing is caring.
So I caringly shared the news to the nurses.
And just then water start entering the premise.
Another reaction......... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I just move my butt from one sofa to the one slightly inner.
Just then, received a call from mum.
"Opposite Voon Pharmacy already flooded! Are you at home?"
"No.... I'm at the clinic"
"Nobody jaga the dogs! Don't know our house flooded or not. Call papa go home check"
"Papa can't even pick me up how to go home and check?"
"Cham lo the dogs..."
And yes I FBed right after the call! XD
There's nothing else I could do... Not that I don't want to help.
After several waits, daddy came.
Rolled up my pants, 1 hand holding my bag and the other holding an umbrella.
Plunged into the pool of water trying to cross to the opposite road.
Have to walk very carefully cause there's drains.
And I nearly make a stupid move of trying to cross a big drain which I can't see how big it is.
I eventually gave up after dad told me to walk further up the road before crossing.
SO....
There's one big me in the middle of the road walking like a tilting statue in the water.
Reaction......... OTTEOKHAE~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I literally screamed that out loud that people at the shops look at me.
What a sight!
But then I manage to enter the car safely!
Phew~
Reached home and saw mum standing inside neighbour's house because someone parked his car right in front of our house till we can't even open our gate.
The good thing is our house is not flooded and the dogs are safe.
XD
End of story!

This was before the dentist check my teeth.
Just imagine how high the water rose after my checkup.

A Crack.

It's a crazy world out there.

When people sit down together for a conversation, you realize how scary human can be.

It's not easy to find a person who is willing to share your stories.

I find that telling secrets to others in Uni is like spreading out your own rumours to the world.

Somehow they just don't get the idea of 'SECRET'

Anyways, at least I have one but I'm just sad that we could not share much conversation this semester.

All those midnight chats and heart-to-heart talks.........

I miss those moments very much and yes I wish she is my roommate again this year 

But sadly, that's not the case.

It always make me feel safe telling my feelings to her.

Cause we always respect each others' decisions.

We really do keep secrets among ourselves and that is what I love most when I'm having close conversation with people.

It's not like I don't enjoy being with my course mates but I do believe they can't keep secrets.

These days, conversations with them are mostly about whether to stay in college or not.

Honestly, I'm indecisive. 

If possible, I would like to stay because the environment here is good (I'm not talking about the activities!)

But then, I know I'm not active in joining activities and my merits are definitely insufficient for me to stay.

So, the option is to move out.

Here comes the problem.

Firstly, it's not easy to stay with people who's hard to please.

Secondly, cleaning will be a big headache.

And lastly, friction might occur but you still have to face them because you're under one roof!!

But there are also benefits of staying out (those are personal matters)

There's so many things to considerate if I opt to move out.

That's why I was thinking of moving back and stay at my sisters' place.

In other word, I would rather be with my sisters.

That's just how I feel now.

There's still another semester to go....

I told you I'm indecisive....

Damn...

I'm being emo again.

Gonna watch some gag shows!

Say What?! = )

Ok... Now I feel bad for him.
Having closed interview is bad enough because the fans could not see him being interviewed.
The interview was carried out so poorly because he had to stand there answering questions.
Not even a seat and a table like a normal interview should have.
Then on his concert day, fans that are being called up on stage do not know how to sing his songs.
Arghhhh..........
So depressing... No wonder he sulked more than he smiled.
It's obvious that he did not smile like he used to on any other concerts.
(I know it cause I watched his videos! = D )
I don't think he will come back to Malaysia...
Thanks to the organizers and the 'fans'
We left a bad impression.
BAD~~~!!!

A few new songs are out this week.
Didn't really like the songs very much at first.
But after listening for few times and knowing the meaning of it, they get pretty catchy and absolutely loving it now!




Rainy days like this makes me lazy.
Hiding in the room cuddling my pillow while listening to music.
Perfecto~! = )

He's Here!!!

I know I've been crazy posting about SeungGi's stuff on my FB again.
I'm sorry if I've bothered anyone or might feel annoyed because of all the postings popping out in front of them.
Well.....................
I CAN'T HELP IT! XD
Hahaha...........
I even screamed at the bus stop when Seung Gi was on one of red fm radio segment.
And as embarrassed as it may sound, I'm still so contented about it!
Yes.. It's pretty embarrassing because there's people there and I shouted like nobody's business.
Sorry ei.........
I just got excited... Maybe 'overexcited' suits this situation better.
But it's such a sad thing that I could not go to the airport to pick him up.
Imagine! I can just shout something silly then he might pay attention to me.
Then a silly fan like me might get a smile or a weird stare from Seung Gi!
Anyway it is, at least he noticed me =D
Sadly, I was having class at that hour!
But luckily he let us out at 7 sharp!
Just in time to tune in to radio.

It's so cruel of my lecturer to put the account test today.
Can't she understand my feelings towards Seung Gi?!
Maybe she can't but I'm desperately eager to meet him.
There goes my long awaited to-meet-SeungGi chance.
What a tragic.
I freaked out in the room since Wednesday.
I even thought of skipping my test and just resit the paper another day.
I know this is EXTREME!!

Small complaint: SeungGi's cody/stylist or whoever you are! Do your job properly! Look at SeungGi's hair during his interview!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!! Please style SeungGi smartly... PLEASE~~~~!!!

Anyways, Seung Gi still look good ♥

You know I'm in good mood when...

Had a brief moment back at Kuantan.
I'm so glad ah ma is alright now.
Except that she still feels slight pain on her fingers.
Well... It's better than seeing her all weak and frail like the past few weeks.
I feel like I haven't really went back to Kuantan although I did!
It's so weird!!!
Everytime I go back, I don't have enough time for what I want to do.
This moment I'm in Kuantan, that moments I'll be back in KL again.
Sighh...
So depressing!
If only my semester break is this week.
I miss hanging out with my friends.
I don't mind them teasing me anymore.
Just let me be with you guys~~
It's such a sad case that I have to wait till next year to meet them.
It's like... "WHAT THE HECK!"
Ah well.......... Life goes on~~~~

Yes!
Family Day ended!
Yes!
Our ED won 2nd place!
Yes!
We got last for our overall performance because we are The Thing from Fantastic 4.
4th placing then...!!! XD
Woohoo...........
Like I bother!
I mean I do bother about my ED but the overall thingy is not up to me to bother.

Hahaha........
I find myself weird at times.
Everyone had been sick for the past week and I happily brag that I did not and could not get sick this semester.
I brag so much that I even told them I wish I were sick.
There you go... My wish came true.
But at a perfectly WRONG timing.
I mean.... Of all time, why happen during my super duper short weekend holiday trip back to my beloved hometown where I've prepared a thousand to do things????
But then...... That's the consequence for bragging non stop.
Congratulation Joanne Lee. You have won the award for the best bragging tittle.
Your prize is your long time wish "To Be Sick During Your Holiday"
*clap clap clap clap clap*
Damn it!

Did I mention my sis went to Big Bang's concert?
She did!!!
And that makes me want to attend SeungGi's concert even more!
I even asked my mother "Can I skip my test and attend SeungGi's concert?"
She answered "What's not meant for you is not for you"
Sad to the max!
SeungGi, don't worry!
The next time you come, and if there's no sudden obstacles (thank you account test 2!), I'll definitely go to you!
And if you might not come Malaysia again, don't worry!
I will make sure to fly to Korea after I get my butt out of Uni.
But then if I'm still a crazy fan like now and you haven't enlist in military = )
So make sure you remain active like you used to be... PLEASE!
I told my mum that she can deactivate Astro because you're no longer in 2 days 1 night.
I know... I'm crazy! XD
Please please please have a new variety show and make sure it's on KBS because mum does not subscribe other channels!
Thank you very much! <3 p="p">
Oh gosh...
Why am I writing to SeungGi??
Sorry... It must be from the sore throat that I'm having.
Makes my head and heart sore at the same time.
Aihhh...
Jiwangnya!

Exploded

Gosh... I can't believe I got mad and raised my voice on the spot.
It's like "BAM!"
I'm the bad person in everyone's eyes now.
I don't care anymore...
I don't mind you people not being serious but please at least play your own roles!
It's so hard to explain it.
Seriously, I've lost my senses today.
Juniors, seniors, friends...
I don't mind you all change impression of me or not but that's that.
If you think I'm overreacting then that's fine with me.
I give up being good.
Let's just get back to the old me.

FIRE UP!

Silenced...

It's this time of the year again...
The busiest period in our college where all of us have to gather at our 'respective' families till late night!
Arghhh.....
I hate it so much but yet we have to deal with this.
My eye bags and dark circle are so freaking obvious now thanks to these activities.
And I have a serious case of insomnia!
Man.... I have to wait till 2am to be able to fall deep sleep.

Most of the time I'll be watching my dramas and movies!
Oh!!! Talking about movie, there's this one movie that I've been longing to watch!
And yes i finally found it with English subs!
I literally celebrated with joy in the room.
Ya... Imagine me hopping, jumping and screaming!!!
But the story of this movie is a little...
Well... a bit heart wrenching...
And to make things worse, it's a true story.
It revolves around the students and staffs of a school for deaf.
It's already unfortunate enough for the children to be born with impairment and yet they still do those immoral      things to them.
Bullying... Assaulting... Raping.......
It feel like a horror movie to me.
I can't imagine how terrified those kids were...
Although what's showed are just play and act, but knowing that it is based on true story just makes me....
Urghhh... I can't find a word to describe my feelings.
I just manage to watch the first part and yet it already leave such impact on me.
It was such an emotional movie.

I get to know this movie when it was being reported on TV as it was consider as a controversial movie.
Somehow they think that this movie will reflect on every schools there is although it is just that one school who actually did that.
Anyways, they aired it and I'm glad they did.
Thanks to that movie, several new acts and law had been set to punish those immoral people.
Imagine, an educator suppose to give good example and be a role model to the young.
Instead, they did those awful things to the children.
I never knew I could get angry because of this movie.
Usually is those sad sad movie that can move my heart.
But somehow I feel the unfairness for the children.
I think I got carried away now, although I just watched the first part.
Well... That just show they are good actors and actresses in that movie!
They brought the emotion out so REAL!

And you think all K-drama and K-movie are those love love and love stories.
Ah Ha! Think again!

Breaking my breaks!

I feel like crying!!!
Why is our mid semester break different with other universities??
It's already hard enough for me to meet them.
Now it's even harder!!!!
Arghhh.....
I hate it when things are not going according to my plan.
(That's why I'm always mad!)
Darn I really miss them!
Those are the people whom I meet everyday during my school life.
Now, I can only meet them few times in a year.
And yet, this kind thing happens!
How am I suppose to meet them??!!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeee.............
I feel like screaming so badly.
But I'll do so when I'm back at the beach.
Then I'll go "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~"
I miss doing that!
I shall have a list of 'The Things to Do in Kuantan'
Seriously........... I'm like freaking out in my heart!!
I can't shout now unless if I want my roommate to think that I have some mental breakdown or whatsoever.
Anyway.......... I'll got back during Haji break!
Lalala.........

1 more thing!
I found my long lost primary schoolmate.\
Ei wait, it's him who found me.
I had a great laugh thanks to him.
Of all things to use to describe me, he said I'm fierce!!!
Ahhhh.......
I'm no longer fierce la........
I have to  be fierce last time.
But not anymore!
Maybe now still a little but not as bad as last time.
Arghhhh...........
"Wanna try a dose of my fierceness during my secondary school life?"
Hahaha............
Damn...........!!!!!!!
See...!!! Now I'm fierce!
Just kidding........

I can't help it if I look fierce.
My father look fierce too...
I got his genes! XD

I Have A Husband

Hahaha........
It's just an imaginary husband.
No point getting excited.
Anyways, the new erhua families are formed.
(I still don't understand why they choose me to be a mother! It'll be a total silence in my family)
College's family day started yesterday too.
I'm in ED. XD
Let's see how well I can act!
I wish to get evil character.
Know why? Cause all they do is to laugh loudly!
I'm very good at that = D

Lol....
This post is just for me to brag that I have a husband.
Sad case is that it's not real! XD
Gosh I'm so lame....

Dogtors!

Uni life starts again... (SO RELUCTANT!)
But many things happened that made me feel even more reluctant to be back in Uni.
The week before school starts, ah gong was diagnosed with stroke.
Glad that it's just a minor stroke but this is his second time.
I can't help but feel guilty cause I'm the one who brought him to hospital for his usual medical check ups during my break.
He complained his pain and feel numbness to the doctor.
But the doctor did not pay extra attention to what he said and sort of just brush this matter aside.
All the doctor gave was multivitamin and without any further checking or so.
She said that multivitamin will help to reduce the pain and numbness.
I should have insist her to give ah gong a proper check up but I didn't
2 days later, ah gong could not bare with the pain any longer.
That day so happen  to be National Day and most clinics and private hospitals are closed.
We manage to find 1 but the doctor told us to send ah gong to general hospital because his condition is  serious and his clinic does not have the equipment to test for stroke.
We ended up going to the emergency department and waited for nearly 2 hours before a doctor finally able to attend my ah gong (2 hours for EMERGENCY cases! WTH!!)
And the doctor.... Gosh.... I thought I will strangle her at one point!
Her diagnose report was gout.
Reason is, ah gong did not have all the symptoms of stroke. =.=
What kind of doctors are they??!!
The best part is, she gave us a letter to bring forward the next appointment date which is on December.
I went to the MOPD department on Monday to get a new date.
Guess what?
The earliest date that they can give is November.
What's the differences!!! It's only 1 month apart and my grandfather is 88 years old and in pain!!
Is that all you can do??
When I ask for an earlier date, she can't give me.
I ask her why and her answer was "Surat sini doktor tick 'TIDAK SEGERA'"
Doctor, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
My face turned black on the spot and I just grab my grandfather's appointment book and left.
I'm sorry for being rude but they are seriously irresponsible!
And they say doctors save life... (I want to smack them, punch them, kick them SOOO MUCHHH!)
After knowing that he have to wait such a long time, he finally decided to go to specialist.
And that was the day he was diagnosed and confirmed with stroke.
Felt so guilty... And I cursed the 2 doctors a lot!
Ah gong's car broke down too on that day.
And he said something that I don't know whether I should cry or laugh
"人病， 车也病"

I went back home last Friday and heard another shocking news.
Ah ma fell down again and it's serious this time.
She fell down once during my break but it wasn't that serious.
She just had difficulties standing after sitting too long.
But this time she bruised her body and had her arm dislocated.
She had her surgery on Thursday and was discharged on Friday.
No one told me about it until the day I was back at Kuantan.
It's hard to see her so weak and sick.
And the hardest part is that there's nothing I can help but to be by her side.
It's a relief that she's looking much better this morning before we left.
I wish I could go back often but I know I cant.
But still I'll be going back in 2 weeks time again.

Sigh...
I guess they're really old now.
It's just so sad to see them like this.
They're the ones who took care of me since I was young.
They care for me even more than my parents.
I just hope that they can recover...

It's Not Easy To Be Me

Will there be any peace??
Don't they get fed up??
The only time I get is when they are away from me.
For some reason that's the only time I have peace in my mind.
Once they're back,
All that's pop out in my mind are 'They're gonna start it again', 'They're gonna start again', 'Again...'
I have headaches every single time they come back.
EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
Is like I have to think of what to say, how to reply, how to react.
I'm literally acting in front of them.
With all the scripts running in my head... 'Say this', 'Don't say that', 'Should I keep quiet?'
Move, don't move... Hide, don't hide.... Speak, don't speak...
Even I start to doubt every thing I do now.
It's so annoying!!!
Sometimes I even thought of moving out
It's just so irritating and just URGHHHHH........!!!!!
 I'm proud of myself for being this great actor.

I'm happiest when I'm with my dog. ALONE!!!
I'd rather face the tv and laptop whole day then to see them for a minute!
That's my wish now!
To be by myself.
Don't blame me if one day I just leave

난 슬픈
난 아픔
너무 섭섭해
알아??
너... 몰라....

They're Same

Had a great time at the beach last night.
Met up with KerLee and Nana...
Hahahaha.... It's been a long time since I last seen Nana.
We used to be together during tuition since Form 1.
We always sat together partly because the only people we know in the class is each other.
Mum never allow me to attend tuition classes with my friends.
She sends me to where my siblings used to go and I shall continue the legacy... XD
Anyways, back to the story.
And so, she so happened to be in the classes.
I was lucky to have her there.
Otherwise I'll be all alone. ( Owh so sad!)

It's a small small world.
She so happen to be my friend's roommate in Uni.
How lucky!!!
To have someone whom you already know from the same hometown to be your roommate!
Hell yeah I'm jealous.
Can just joke around without worrying about offending because we are already so close.

We chatted all night till we didn't realize how fast time passed.
And our topics are what we usually talk about.
Uni life, studies, boys and boys and boys.
Okay...
So we talked mostly about boys.
And so the topic of past relationships starts!
And as she was telling me her story, about what cause them to break up,
Why there's such anger and stuff like that,
I somehow felt something.
I turned to her and said "This sounds so familiar!"
She then asked "Have you already heard my story before?"
I answered "Nah... It sounds exactly like my story!"
Bwahahaha!!!!!!!!
We laughed so hard. Or maybe it was just me!
I can't help it.
It's like every guys said the same thing when they have changed.
Is it that every guy had a similar script that they had thought of??
Lie no.1: I'm very tired
Lie no.2: I'm very busy. you'll know how I feel when you enter _______
And as they were giving these reasons to us, they find time to do other stuff which is not reasonable.
If it's stuff like studying or rest of course we can understand that.
But if it's like meeting up with 'friend' and complaining about how tired it is when we call or text,
then that's another story!
Is it us that cause you to be tired and busy??!!
Oh crap... bad memories are back.

I bet I can write a book 'How Much I Hated My Ex!'
Might be a bestseller.
Who knows! XD

Don't Touch Me!

Seriously... This is why I hate foreigners so much!
Or maybe he's not a foreigner but he looks like one to me.
And damn him for pissing me off so early in the morning.
Had my usual walk in the morning as usual with grandparents
And these silly men suddenly walk up and tried to talk to me in that silly mandarin of his.
'ni hao ma~' I was like... Giving him my ganas stare and ignored him.
And a second later his hand was approaching my back.
That's the WTF moment where I raised my voice and said "DON'T TOUCH ME!"
Ok... It's not just the voice that scared him.
Plus my furious stare and a finger pointing pointing straight into his eyes.
I would have punch him if I had the courage, for trying to lay his freaking dirty hands on my back.
He backed off "Okay... Okay..."
Boy I must be that mad for a man to be so taken aback with my reaction.
Seriously, I hate strangers doing things like that.
Who the heck you think you are??!!
Should had laid my fist on his face and screw his mouth!

I'm too stressed lately.
Many things happened at home.
And that idiot just make my day even worse!
 Urghh.......

There She Goes

Our beloved Yun finally went to Australia.
Awwwwww........
Missing her so much.
No more gossiping in her room for a year I guess.
= )
Hopefully she'll cope well there.
It's funny that we've been always together since we're 15.
Even our parents knew each other even before us.
Such fate... Hahahaha....
It's fortunate to have her as friend.
Makes things so much easier.
As in, if I want to go out and hang out with my friends, the easiest way is mentioning her.
"I'm going out with ShiYun."
And that's it XD
No more long questions.
Somehow my parents allow me to go out if I mention her name.
That's because they know her parents.
And allow me to go at ease.
Those were the good old times.
= )
4 of us would always sit together during classes.
Eating food when teachers are teaching in front.
Goofing and laughing around.
Talk like nobody's business.

IMU TAN SHI YUN

 ♥

Good Goodbye.

Finally, the time has come.
After all the long waits, days of loneliness, hours of boredom...
I'm out of here!
Yay...
Today is the last day to be in UPM for my first year!
My last day to be in 169 Rajawali to be exact.
My last morning waking up on my bed.

Hahaha...
I wonder who'll be staying in this room next semester.
They will surely complain about the speed of the fan. (Seriously stuffy!!)

Damn I should be studying for my statistics now!
What ordinary people will say :"Statistics, I'm gonna bring you down!"
What I will say :"Statistics, you're gonna bring me down!"
XD
Whatever....
This very last minute studying will not help much.
Will flip through later.

Awwwwww.........
I'm gonna miss blogging and crapping here.
Sigh...
Never mind.
I'll talk to my dogs.
Biber~~~

 Last day in 169. Adios~!

 

Indulging In Dreamland

Gosh I'm so tired.
It's 1 something in the morning and I'm still blogging.
Seeeee.... This is what happen when I have no one to talk to!
But I'm good at talking to myself for certain reasons.
Just finished my 4 hours intense statistics revision.
Ha.....
Never thought of doing revision but since there's a class, might as well just join.
And I'm glad I went.
Cause I knew I won't be doing anything in the room and feasting my eyes whole night. (Yes I'm talking about LSG. Who else?? XD )
I've been mentioning about giving up on statistics for days.
Looks like there's still chances in getting A.
Well... At least I can say I've put in effort (although not that much but still.... )

Weeeee.......
In less than 24 hours I'll be out of here.
Counting down.
But then I have lots of things to pack.
Whole room is a mess now but luckily room mate ain't around.
So... Who cares!
Better pack everything tomorrow morning.
Much to be done but not that much time.

Have lots of things in my mind.
Things to do when I'm back at Kuantan.
The most important is meeting with Yun.
I'm so gonna miss her!!!
Things to bake cause I haven't bake in ages.
Kimchi! Gonna do tons of it.
Traveling with family and friends.
And early morning walks with grandparents at the beach.
Yes I miss TC!!!

Oh well....
These will be done when I'm back.
I'm going home.
Home Home Home!!!
Ho~ Ho~ Ho~
The only thing I'll miss here is the internet access.
Sighhhh....
Never mind... I'll just go to mama's office.
= D

2 More Papers To Go!

2 more days and I'll leave this place.
Sounds like I'm leaving for good but unfortunately that's not the case.
This Friday marks the very last day for my first year in Uni.
Great!!!
Nothing to be happy about cause it's a hard start for me.
Hopefully next semester will be a better one.
Once I'm home, then everything will be the same just as before I enter Uni.
My home, my bed, my dogs and the people around me.
Only thing is that popo is not around.
Sigh...
Regrets are overwhelming.
It's over now and nothing much I can do.
Will spend more time with ah gong and ah ma.
Popo's death just give me so much fear that someday ah gong and ah ma might leave us too.

Gosh....
Room mate not around just makes me much more emo.
Missing her already.
Looks like we'll be having different room mate next semester.
It'll be great if she's still my room mate.
She's the one I can talk to...
Share my thoughts, happiness, sadness, craziness...
I'm gonna miss those late night pillow talks where we'll just chat and chat and chat

Gonna watch 2d1n now.
Need something to make me forget about those sad things.
If only my sisters are here.
At least they watch dramas and movies with me.
At least I'm not alone.

It's The Heart That Counts

It was my 21st birthday last Saturday.
Got many wishes from friends.
But not from my family cause neither of them remembered my birthday (as usual~)
Anyways, was very touched by all the kind wishes from my friends.
Especially the phone call from Wen Ni.
She's still in India.
Never in my wildest imagination that she would call to wish.
It's pretty sweet of her and it's happier and funnier that we wished each other happy birthday.
Khang Sheng and ShiYun called too.
Awwww...... How much I miss them.
Sigh...
There's so many things to share with them (in other word, 'KEPOH')
But yeah... will meet them soon and tell them later.
My coursemates were sweet enough to give me a birthday card.
Haven't received one in many years. Thanks to them = )
And also all the sincere wishes on FB and through messages.
Thanks a lot.
Celebration?
I can't.
Not that I can't but it's still the mourning period and it's best if I respect it.
It's also the 14th day since popo passed away.
Many say that everyone's 21st birthday is such a big thing to be celebrated.
But I guess it's not that very important for me cause family is still by far more important.
JiMuis are not around with me this year.
And my first time in many years a birthday without cake.
Hahaha....
Spent my day with June watching drama till 5am.
I don't know why I wasn't sleepy that night.

It's my final exam period but I can't concentrate at all.
Last time no matter how lazy I am I'll definitely study.
But not in this case.
I just wish time would pass fast.
That's all...
I just wanna go home.
Home is where I want to be at this moment.
Where family and friends is.

Looks like I need lots of TLC.

Always In Our Memories

Popo passed away on last Sunday 3/6/2012.
It was such a sudden lost for us.
Never knew that this could happen.
We never thought that thing was this serious.
And the doctor....... Damn I feel like spanking him after hearing what mum said.
If popo's condition was too severe to carry out any operation and you know that there are no possibilities anymore, you should have told us!
It was your responsibilities to inform the condition of popo to us.
And not giving us fake hopes and all.
If we knew popo would be gone so soon, we would have given her to eat the things she wanted.
We would have came back and spend more time with her.
We didn't dare to give her eat the things she wanted because we thought that it might worsen her situation.
We wanted her to carry out the operation so that she gets better.
This is the hope that you as a doctor gave us and all these while you knew that there is no way it could have happen.
Why didn't you tell us earlier??
I regretted so much for not going back 1 week earlier so that I could have spend more time with her.
She even told me to take leave the last time I visited her.
I promised her I will be back 2 weeks later to see her.
But it's too late...
It broke my heart so much to see how thin and weak she is on the bed the last time I went to visit her.
I even told her she will not feel the pain so much after the operation.
She couldn't even sleep well for that 1 month.
She was sitting all day long and couldn't even lie down on the bed.
She had to lean against a table to get some rest.
I felt so bad for not being able to do anything for her.
Popo was most afraid of pain.
Still remember the day she held my hand tightly when the nurse had to take blood from her.
The sight of the needle made her so scared.
I can't even imagine all the pain she had suffered during this 1 whole month.
And to think that no one was by her side all these time.
Only during meal time where mum and kam mou will be there.
How lonely she must have felt to suffer the pain alone.
And why must I fell sick when I'm back at Kuantan??
Why??!!!
I could've spend more time with her...
I could have been by her side.
I feel so sorry for so many things.
We all never expect her to leave us this fast.
All these while she's been so healthy
How long have she endured all the pain??
Hours seem like days to her.
When I told her that I will be back 2 weeks later, she kept telling me she's not sure whether she'll still be around.
And I didn't see her for the last time.
She was alone when she passed away.
No one was by her side.
We should have been by her side.
We should have....
I guess sis felt the worst.
She was the only 1 who didn't saw popo at all.
At least we all went back to visit popo when she was hospitalized.
Sis felt even worse when mum showed her popo's death certificate.
The cause of death just made her cried because all this could have prevented if popo follows her medications.
Sis mumbled her a few time last time for not taking her medicine.
She must have felt bad as she knows this kind of thing.
And I think popo really held on to her life to see Nick.
All these while his family didn't even inform him that popo is hospitalized.
He must have felt terrible for being able to see popo once.
Popo passed away the next day.
Sigh...
I could not hold back my tears the first time I see popo lying in the coffin.
So helpless... Wanted to wake her up so badly.
It hurts the most when we heard the sound of the coffin being nailed.
It was the last time that we were able to look at her face.

Popo was buried on 7th June 2012.
That was the day we all cried our hearts out.
All of us did.
Except for Nick.
He stood by the coffin the longest.
He must have many things to say to popo.
Deep inside he must have been heartbroken.

Had breakfast with ah gong and ah ma on Saturday.
Popo used to follow us for breakfast.
Not now anymore.. Nor in the future.
There's this sudden emptiness now.
I can't no longer stand in front of her house and shout ‘婆婆， 我来了！’
I miss her.
I miss her badly.

婆，
我很想你。
我要载你去吃早餐。
我要载你去买菜。
我还有很多东西没对你做。
没想到今年的新年是和你一起庆祝的最后一年。
再也不能弄饼干给你吃了。
对不起，从来没好好的孝顺你。
对不起。。。

Farewell Dinner

Looks like I've neglected my blog for some time now.
I'm not sure what I'm busy about cause it seems like I can't remember what I've did.
Hmm.. There goes my short term memory.
Anyways, my first year of Uni is about to end (Excluding my exams!)
We had our last dinner together last night as ErHua-ians.
And yes I'm still kinda awkward with them although it's been almost a year.
My bad.... I just can't mingle with them.
I can't help it.
But good thing is we sat with 2 funny seniors which cracked us till the max.
Gosh... Their gags are like super insanely funny.
Hahaha....
Oh, and my 'wind' did not appear yesterday.
Hahaha!!! I know who he is already.
And my guessing is accurate.
I'm GOOOOD!!! ( I need a little self praising = D)
I'm too lazy to post any pictures of yesterday's event here

I'm too eager to go home now.
Knowing the fact that sis has brought and bought things back from Korea for me.
YES!!! Lee Seung Gi~~~
The much treasured~
Can't wait for Thursday!
And almost 2 weeks of holidays!
I can scream in delight but roommate is around so no point freaking her out
Owwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!11
All I'm thinking about is food again.
I've been searching for recipes like mad.
Gonna try making steam cakes. (Got addicted after trying them!)
And yes Kimchi is a must must.
But then it all depends on whether I have enough time to do so or not.
I'll be making trips to the hospital everyday I guess.
So that mum won't have to be so busy.
I know there's lots of things she has to deal with now.
And that's the reason why I don't call back home.
Not even to ahma.
Cause I know I'll be a cry baby and complaining stuffs to them.

Oh well...
Hopefully popo gets well soon.
To be honest, I hate the feeling of losing a family member.

I'm Being Emotional = ' )

I don't know why I'm being so nervous about
It's a funny thing that although certain occasions have nothing to do with you
Somehow you're being excited for others
It's something to be happy about and I think it's worth to celebrate.
But there's this certain sadness that I have at the same time.
Not as it BAD sad things... but it's those GOOD sad ones
You know.... Those kind of happy tears...
When we've known someone long enough
Our relationships are very close
Our family members know who our friends are
Till the extend we can call them as part of our family...........
That's the time we find it hard to let go

It's not easy to find friends like these
And I'm whole lot glad that I have found them
Those hours, days, weeks, months and years we've spent with each other
There are times where we just rely on each other
And those crazy fun moments we've had
Sharing our happiness, sadness, frustrations, problems and not to mention GOSSIPS!
Hahahaha.......
Just thinking about it makes me laugh
Of all these are the things that we've done together
(Did I miss mentioning about studying?! XD We just don't study together. Don't we??)

Sigh.........
It's sad that we all grew up and took different paths in our future.
Some are near and some are far
And someone is going even further
It's sad thinking about it
But then...........
It's a great opportunity for that person and a bright future is waiting ahead of her
Hopefully, our friendship will not be forgotten
And we'll always be in each others' hearts

LOLness....
Can't wait for that person to announce!
I'm freaking nervous about it.
Don't ask me why XD

Just remember this! = )

♥

Humans!

Am I glad I'm not in that situation.
And yes not expressing your angers or dissatisfaction is a wise choice.
It's damn true we get to witness all kind of people in Uni life.
Taking a step front or taking a step back makes so much different.
We as friends can't do much too cause there's nothing much we could do
Oh well......
It's up to them.
They're mature enough to solve this.

Don't you think life is easier when you're younger?
What's with all the problems as we age??
Is it a must??
If only we wouldn't grow old.
Be naive and know nothing about the dark side of the world.
And live happily ever after~

YOU WISH!

They're Just Humans

Oh gosh....
Never knew things were getting worse these days.
My 1 week emo period is over.
But it seems like others are not in good relation these days.
Boy I'm glad I just blah my dissatisfaction here instead of other places.
Cause it seems like there are people are are not in favour of each other.
Well it's a bad thing cause after all we're course mates.
The problem is we don't know what other people thinks.
And ya it's partially our fault too for making our own assumptions.
But then it goes back to them where they were being dishonest towards us.
Maybe I shouldn't use the word dishonest.
It's more like not telling out everything situation.

Sometimes I'm just glad I'm being able to hold back my anger here and at least I just show black face.
Cause somehow I know there's no point arguing about something and in the end every bonding just breaks off just like that.
Hopefully they'll work things out.
Although it's none of my business
But still it affects the whole group in a way or so.
We all know people have different attitude and things like that.
I myself have my own attitude.
But at least I make sure I have done my part of the job so that others can't blame on you.
That's what I think because I believe when problems pop out, definitely people will be pointing fingers at each other.
And of course I don't want to be blamed or being responsible for the faults.

Well, it's just human nature that we are born with peculiar attitudes or behaviours that might somehow offended others.
To think about who's wrong or who's right, it'll be a very loooooooooooooong process.
Things get even more complicated when we hear different versions of the whole process.
Who to trust and who is right??
How do we know.
In the end, we 'viewers' will conclude based on our assumptions and that might not be the right thing.
So many things happened and somehow these happens around the same time.
When we compile everything up and solve the puzzle, we realise that
"Oh......... So this is it. Why didn't you say earlier? Why didn't you ask earlier?"

There are times that we don't know what is the best thing to do at that moment.
We don't know what other thinks.
So it comes to an end that humans are scary!

Scary people, scary human.

I Dare You!

Well....
It seems like my blog posts and Facebook updates are getting more violent day after day.
Know why???
Cause that's the truth!
Damn I'm angry.
Do not piss me off when I'm not in the mood, you people!
Darn you people keep taking me as a joke!
I just had my happy mood back a while ago and here you are posting silly stuff on my wall.
What do you wanna prove?
Don't ever make me show black face in front of you guys!
Wanna mess with me?!
Bring it on!!
I'll have my nails well trimmed!
One day when I can't hold back any longer, you'll get a whole lot of ugly dirty stuff from me!
Believe me.
I'll make your life miserable!

We'll see who'll be the laughing stock...
Never ever evoke me!
NEVER!

Gone With The...

Lol.........
Told 'ya its just a silly crush.
I practically lost all the feelings during the meeting.
Don't ask me why.
It's just gone...
Just like that!

And what's wrong with me?!
I feel like I blog too often nowadays...
Am I having to much problems??
Or is it just plain me crapping like nobody's business??
Aigoo.......
Who cares!
No one sees this anyway!
Hahahaha.........

Sigh.......
Entering uni has so much responsibilities where every single little things you do counts.
It's a never ending story.
How much I wish to go back to secondary school days.
Where you can just pause or freeze or escape any moments as you wish.
Well........ Maybe it's just me.
Perhaps some kind of disorder?

I got a feeling I can't stop complaining these few days.

It's like every tiny issues annoy the hell out of me.

I'll freak out!!! 

But not when there's people around of course.

I just freak out here and blah all my dissatisfaction out here.
Self-contradicting
Don't you just LOVE being crazy.
This is what happen when you see me write crazy stuff in the middle of the night!
Ooppss........
Correction!
It's early in the morning!
Crap.......
Having goosebumps now for no reason.
Damn I feel like shouting and scolding people!
It's not that I'm pissed off...
Just that there's this certain feel in me where all i want to do is @#$%^$#@$$%%
Maybe i should just curse at the wind.
 
Anyway, the I had a crush thing is over!
That's all = )

Mentally Strange

Feel like secondary school life all over again.
Not the skipping classes part nor eating, partying and sleeping in class.
Just that here I am.......
At my own corner......
With my only laptop............
Typing and talking to myself (LOL!)
Falalala........
As usual!

It's presentation month and YES I'm so not ready for it = (
And YES I refuse to present today.
Hence, BLOGGING here like nobody's business.
Man I'm a bad student!
I never was a good one upon entering Form6.
Hahaha!!
Let's blame on the school that I've attended during Form6 (Typical me! Blaming others XD)

FOREVER ME~~!!!
ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!
Let me be selfish for a little while = )
Or have I been selfish all these while??
Now I'm confusing myself!
What the heck!

Whole or Hole?!

Sigh........
Is GROUP assignment still considered as GROUP assignment when your GROUP members are not working as a GROUP??!!
I'm so tired!
I really don't understand what are they so BUSY about??
You think I have nothing better to do is it?
Then I also find a partner and go out with him all the time and when it comes to assignment time can I say I'm BUSY too??!!
I couldn't even spent more time with my parents when they came to visit me
All because I have to do all the shit work myself! (excuse me for being rude)
I also want to do the easy job...
Better yet, I don't want to do a single thing
I'm reluctant even it's just lifting up my fingers to type those reports.
Can I?? Can I?? Can I??

I'm willing to do it because I care for my marks!
And not doing copy and paste works which pissed me off even more.
I'll have to do the extra works to clean the mess you people made!
Damn I'm MAD!
I'm angry I'm the one doing most of the things!
I'm angry some of them never do anything at all!
I'm angry they did not contribute even after i ask them to do so and so!
Damn it pissed me off!!!!!!!!

There's Nothing Perfect

People always try their best to be perfect.
So.......... are there any ways to measure 'perfect'??
How perfect is considered as perfect?
Are perfectionist really perfect?
Sometimes, it's flaws that make a person stand out among others.
No matter how smart, how great, how strong you are
There's definitely something that ought to be your weakness.
People, never push a person beyond their limits.
Everyone has a limit.

Lol........
I hope I can use those things that I've advised my friends on myself.
See.... I'm good with words, not so good with actions.
Hahaha.........
I miss being with them

♥

SECRET

Hahaha....
Nothing secretive about this post.
Just that I'm at Secret Recipe
That's all.
I've been sitting at the same spot for almost 2 hours.
I can feel my butt has been flatten out.
But good thing is,
there's a very good looking guy sitting right in front of me probably waiting for his girlfriend to come
But who care....
Feast my eyes for a moment will not hurt much = )

Lol....
And I'm crazy updating status cause I'm too bored!
DAMN................

Oopsie!!!

Gosh... I think I had a crush on someone!
OMG~~~!!!
I'm so dead!
>.<
Man......
Why this feeling all of the sudden???
Arghhhh......
Not now....
어떻게??
어떻게??
어떻게??

Joanne lee!!!
Wake up!!!
Study!
Assignments!
Tests!
Final!

Stop dreaming... It's bad!

I'm glad it's over!!!

YaY!!!!
Inter-College English Drama 2012 is officially over~~~~!!!
AWESOME!!! (catchphrase of the day XD)
After nights of insufficient sleeps, long hours of meetings, this event was finally run and executed today.
Though there are flaws here and there (not to mention the major technical problem!)
But still, we manage to overcome it and yes it's a success!

It was pretty scary at first and even thought of quitting from the very beginning.
And I think I've made the right choice.
At least I get to know more people now (though not that close nor not that many of them)
But it was a pretty good experience.
Learning the ways to do certain things and achieving it makes you feel so damn proud.
Seriously, things are much tougher and it's different compared to secondary school.
I've conducted event but not like this!
This is like major serious kind of stuff.
Screw one part, you screw the whole thing!
Really salute Director! (the most well dressed one!)
Problems after problems popping out.
Yet manage to deal them calmly.
If it was me.... HaHaHa~~!!!
Just imagine all the screams~~~
Awww.... I miss my juniors now~! (okay... that was pretty random...)

Anyways, just want to say our hard work paid off.
Though we're fatigue, eye bags are all hanging under our eyes, rushing for home works and this event at the same time, I think we never thought we would come this far.
Yet we did!!!
And I had a pretty bad timing.
Having period the day before event is like....
WTH!!!!!!
I'm just glad I'm not those get stomachache easily type of people.
But still.... It's pretty uncomfortable.
Not to mention all the walking up and down the flights of staircase.
Sigh......
Well, it's just my luck!

Just realize I haven't been home for 2 weeks.
Haven't called my grandparents since the day I came back to Uni.
I miss them.
How much I wish to go back this weekend.
Sacrifices!!!!!
Hopefully this is the end for this semester.
Test 2 and final exam is just around the corner.
I better not ruin my results.
Gosh...
To think of it, I realize it's my laziness.
That's the main problem!!!

Lol.....
I'm suppose to write about the event but somehow I'm talking about myself again (as usual!)
Back to the topic!
Performances during the 1st session was awesome to the max but the 2nd session was a little...
Well, you can say it's like rocking a baby in his cradle.
I nearly doze off...Zzzzzz..........
Sadly, we didn't win the champion prize though we won best script, best stage and best actress (WEIRD!)
The Challenge Trophy no longer belongs to K2 anymore... (owh so sad!)
Guess that's it.
Ohhh!!!!
And I braided 8 people's hair!
Record breaking moment.
Hahahaha!!!

Declare War!

Oh wow!!!
Blogger changed a little format.
A little weird though....

I'm so tired!!!
From all the assignments, activities... (and drama too!! = P )
Everything have to be done by tomorrow!!
Otherwise I'm in big trouble!
I don't know why am I so unorganized in this semester.
Nothing seems right.
Gosh.....
I'm not in my right mind!
Hopefully next week ends fast.
After that I will not be bothered by anything!
Sigh....

Crave Leads to Caze!

Yes I'm just like the rest....
I too went for Sushi King Bonanza.
And we were so eager to go till we skip our statistic class ( not a good thing to be proud of)
But we have our reasons for doing so.
Maybe it's just excuses XD
OK!!! My bad.... It was me who asked the rest "Wanna skip statistic class and go for sushi?"
Anyways, it is better to be there before lunch break.
No point cramming with the crowd and waiting for hours where we can slowly take our own sweet time.
It was funny of us to go there that day.
We were wearing our ErHua's T-shirt and carrying our backpacks.
We must have looked like secondary students
Even the people inside asked us 'Rombongan sekolah?'
We laughed like mad. Or maybe it's just me who laughed like MAD!
Oh the food!!!!
It was a first time experience in Sushi King where the workers actually walk up to you and ask whether we want that certain food!!!
He even served the food right in front of us and we don't have to snatch like crazy (which I believe the late comers do and couldn't enjoy the privilege we had *MUAHAHA!*)
Seeeeee.....!!!!
That's why we came earlier!
It was also my first time having wasabi on sushi. (I'm no wasabi fan >.<)
Gosh.... The smell.... and the 'kick' effect. *woosh*
My nose nearly fell off.... and not to mention my tears.
It was fun to experience it but second time is so a no-no!
By the way, we 4 girls ate 25 plates of sushi.
Normal la....

We then head to ChaTime for roasted milk tea... *yum yum yum*
If only there's Snowflake too... = )
Enough of the food talk...
I almost unbutton my pants after all the starchy rice and cold sweet drink.


Tired yet awesome day. I'm loving it~!

Back to typing report. *sigh*

After Holiday Blues

Yay!!!!! My phone regained consciousness...!!!!
Having a hard time to decide what type of new phone to buy.
Looks like I don't have to think about it anymore.
It's just a habit of mine.
It's hard to let go of the old stuff.
No matter it's good or bad...........
Same goes to relationship.
Talking about that... Sigh...
All though they're old enough to sort their problems,
But they didn't notice the pain that they brought to us.
Seriously, my mood changed from sadness to anger.
I hate it when people keep asking me about them.
Especially when the elders ask.
It ruined my mood that I eventually raised my voice at them.
I know it's bad to do so but I really hate to talk about them.
And why is it during the time I'm back that all these things happen???
Why when others are back nothing happened???
I can't handle that kind of situation.
Enough of them... i can write an essay if I continue about them.

Ahem.... Back to me!
I cut my fringe again. And it's pretty bad I believe.
Sis reaction was like.... WHY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR LIKE THIS!
*head down*
whatever~~~ It'll grow XD
By the way, Yun permed my hair again.
Gosh it's been like 3 years since the last time she permed my hair.
Hmm.. Girls, I'm missing you guys already!!!! *hearts*
Wish we could spend more time together.
In fact, I wish we would study together in the same class just like the good old days.
I don't mind wearing uniform!!!!
= D

Brother is in a relationship I suppose. *giggles*
Stalked him a while just now.
HAHAHAHA!!!!
I know it's bad but I couldn't resist.
Sorry... My bad....

Anyways, I'm back in my uni again.
Will resume the normal daily routine....
I had this feeling that the way I'm going uni is just the same as when I was in my primary school days.
Mum, dad or sis will fetch me to uni and I'll cry or whine that I don't want to go.
It's just like like time where I'll cry till having an asthma attack.
They had a hard time to bring me to school when I was young.
So it is now...
I don't like to be without my family.
It's even harder to be without my grandparents.
I just hope that I don't have to grow up.
A dream that will never be fulfilled.

Missing them!

It's that kind of feelings again!
I know it's just another 14 more days then I can meet them
But just the thought of meeting them makes me feel so excited.
So many things to talk, share and listen
Boy I'm waiting for all the stories! = )
Will think of the menu soon.
Just want to sit, eat and talk for the whole night
Love it!

Counting on the days..............

Just to pass time...

Yawn.... Waiting for 12.00am
Why???
To watch drama... Duhhh........
Hahaha....
This is how crazy I am nowadays....
By the way, I'm going back again tomorrow!
yeahhhh!!!
By right I should be home now!!!
Arghhh............ Was kinda pissed off!
That's like the funniest message I ever received.
"I should tell you earlier, then you can back today.
I thought you know, but I scare later you don't know.
So I decide to tell you tomorrow no class"
What the heck!!!!
It's not like you know it during the last minute!
It's a week old news!
OMG~~~~
I nearly faint upon hearing the news.
I don't really know how to react.
To laugh or to cry
Sigh!

Oh, it's 12am!
Yay....

♥

Dedicated to Bao with LOVE!

Ahem......
Lol!!!
Hey Bao,
If you're reading this,
Just want to let you know....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~!!!
I feel so bad not being able to be by your side celebrating this day with you.
We've been celebrating our birthdays together since form4.
It's been 5 years now and sadly, from this year onwards,
It's seems that we won't be able to do so anymore.
Breaks my heart so much just thinking of it.
How much I wish we will still stick together just like secondary school
Those days where we all laugh and play like mad in the classroom...
Eating in class like nobody's business...
If only we can turn back time *sigh*
Anyways, it's your big day today.
Hopefully you'll be having a blast celebrating with your family.
And take good care of your health!
I still don't know what happened to your eyes!!!
Please let me know what happened ya... = )
Thanks for your concerns for the pass few days.
Am glad that you care about me *perasan! XD*
Ohhh.... Forget to ask you this.
How's work??
My sis told you me had your own office!!!
Wow!!!! Hahaha...
Anyways, will update with you in three weeks time!
(Long waits = ()
Love you~

21~~ Big Day!

March 21 2012
A very special day for that special someone.
= )
Expect me spamming someone's wall tomorrow!
Many things to say to you
Wait for tomorrow's post!

LOVE

Another thing to be happy!
SeungGi's new drama will be aired tomorrow!
Woohoo~~~~
Hahaha... I can't help to hold back my feelings
I think they are bored of hearing me mentioning him.
But I can't resist.
The King 2Hearts
Hwaiting!!!

Saranghae~

Signing off,
JoJo

Testing Testing 1 2 3~ *crack*

Look....!!! I'm suppose to be studying for my first test.
And here I am blogging while listening to JiWon's song.
Why Baby Why~~~~
I didn't make that up!
That's really the song!
Why Baby Why~~~ XD
Oh shuts! (Too much of 1 night 2 days!)
I'm having fun with my laptop + all the SeungGi videos!
Seriously addicted!
Good thing for a fan!
But not for a student....
I'm so dead tomorrow.
Hopefully what I read will come out tomorrow.
Did I read all??
Almost.... I guess....
Crap!!!
Hahaha!!!!

By the way, my voice turn sexy again. *fuh*
Sad case is I can't sing my SeungGi songs = (
Damn....
Is it usual to crave for food when you're sick??
Whatever.....
I crave for food even when I'm all healthy.
Excuses!!! BAD!
Sigh.... missing my phone already.
I miss my SeungGi ringtone to be exact
Heeeeee~~~~~
I know.... I'm madly crazy over him.
Everyone knows that.

I might not be able to go home for the orchestra.
Damn H.E test on Sunday!
WTH!!!!!
Who on earth allow them to let us sit for paper on Sunday??
Indespicable!

Har.... Just to satisfy myself = )
Anticipating new drama! The King 2Hearts
*can't wait can't wait!*

Kisses~~~

Hehehe.... I'm a lot happier when I'm at home with my sisters!
Obviously~~~~~ *hearts*
Though I'll be spending my Saturday all alone in the apartment
It still makes me happy when they're back at night = )
I'll be going back again on 31/3 *muahahaha~~~*
Will be attending another orchestra
Yipeeee!!!!!
By the way.... Saw Douglas Lim (Kopitiam fan! )
Okay... Not sure whether it's him or not now.
But what a bad time to bump into him.
We're so embarrassed cause our car was blocked by another car
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
Should have asked for his signature or anything.
Sighhh.............
Good luck for his musical... The Last Kopek!
Hahaha....

= )
You'll never see this kind of smile in Uni

A Little Light...

Gosh.... Hopefully I'm on the right tack.
Have been quite indecisive these few days.
Not knowing why.........
Anyway, had great fun last night.
It's our 'grandma's' birthday.
Hahaha!!!!
We cherries celebrated her birthday and there are 2 more cherries birthday in this month. (Including my roommate = ) shall hunt for present tomorrow.)
Hmmm............ Somehow they knew about the best speaker thing...
Back to the topic!!!
People are spreading news of water disruption in our uni...
And we collected pails of water just in case there really is.
But luckily it didn't happen.
Otherwise it'll be super troublesome.
But I already bought a 5litre bottle of drinking water for emergency like this!

Sigh... Haven't go back to my sisters' place for 3 weeks.
Good news!! I'll be going back tomorrow!!!!
Hahahahahahaha~~~~~~ Time to be merry~~~!!!
Falalalalala..... lalalala.....~~~~
I wonder how I'll survive if I'm at UUM.
= )
Hey guys, thanks for concerning about me! *hearts*
I'm fine.... it's just a bit of my emo moments.
Love you guys *hugs*
See... I gained weight again. Prove that I'm alright! XD

2 days and 1 night

I can't believe I'm crying while writing this blog.
Although it's just a show...
But I think many people had their tears running down their cheeks after watching this episode.
The show that always brought laughter with their fun thrilling outing visiting different parts of Korea.
The show that I will never miss even after entering Uni.
The show that I will continuously watch all the repeats without feeling bored.
This show had finally come to an end.
All the memories shared in this show made people love Korea deeply.
Though there are members who left the show for certain reasons, their witty acts in this show are much missed.
Season 2 will be out soon and there will be different cast and 2 original members will be leaving.
Hopefully the new season will be as good as Season 1.
Kang HoDong, KimC, MC Mong, Lee SeungGi, Eun JiWon, Lee SuGeun, Kim JongMin, Uhm TaeWoong............

일박 이일~~~!!!!

Break of Dawn!

Yay..... Weight is dropping.
By 2kg...
I know it's not much. But at least it dropped!
Better than nothing right?
Heeeheeee......
What am I doing?
Oh nothing.
Just crazy downloading 2 days 1 night!
Bwahaha!!!!!
Okay okay.... Enough of those crazy LSG moment.
I'll just rejoice by myself = P
Have been going to the beach everyday since Monday.
I just LURVE it so much!
TC is usually packed with human (which I'm phobia of) at night.
So going there early in the morning is so so so freaking much fun.
I'll be hopping, jumping, running up and down like nobody's business.
It's super fun!!!
The only hard thing to do is waking up.
Man do I wake up early.
6am just to go to the beach.
Well.... At least I get to accompany my grandparents during my holidays.
And they feed me well. XD
(Is that a good news?)

Why whenever I have the spirit to blog, something will pop up and I have to leave!
Sigh....
Will have to continue some other time
Bye bye my bloggie <3

Knock Knock!

Oh yeah............ I'm super crazy these few days!

Haah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will be sitting for my last paper tomorrow.

But here I am blogging. *tsk tsk tsk*

Sad case.... Who cares!

It's SeungGi's day today!

WooHoo.....

Hahaha....

Doing some serious video searching!

Awwww...... He's just so cute!

Especially in 2 days 1 night and Strong Heart.

Sigh...... Too bad 2d1n will end soon.

That's like the saddest news ever.

I mean, where else can I see SeungGi on screen?!

Aigoo.........

Ahhhh....... What the heck am I doing?!

Joanne Lee, please study for your Bio paper!

Bio........... Bioooolooooooogeeeeeeeeeeeee..............

Hate it.

Urgh.......

It's the end

Few more days and I'll end my first semester.
Weee....... = )
Somehow I felt like I've wasted a whole year doing nothing.
Seriously, now that I think back of the past, I gain nothing but WEIGHT.
Hahaha!!! I find it funny....
Okay, cut the crap!
Anyways, time passed super fast in year 2011.
Maybe too many things happened.
My mind is like a malfunctioning computer which lags every single time whenever there's too many things loading at the same time.
In the end, I have to open my task manager and end the programmes that are not running anymore.
Wait, what am I talking about?
Whatever....
The point is, I'm too lost in 2011.
It's like a series of unfortunate events keep happening on me.
When will it end???
Hopefully all the 'not-so-good-and troublesome-things' ended in 2011!
It's TWENTY TWELVE guys!!
Happy New Year~~!!
Alright, today is 12/1/2012.
I'm a LITTLE late to wish everyone happy new year.
But better than nothing.
Yipes..... I think I just got back my blogging feel.
Oh yeah....~~ Let's crap. (Excuse me for being like this cause Uni life totally ruined this crappy side of mine so I'm kinda excited now that this crappiness is back! *winks* )
Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll..........................
This few weeks had been the most comfortable time in my Uni life (Excluding the exam moments which turned me into a total freak!)
Joining different group of people having dinner together.
Hang out with my coursemates and college mates...
Ended up meeting ShiYun and left my group *AWKWARD!*
But seriously, meeting Yun just made my day.
I don't know why but I'm very happy to meet my Kuantan friends when I'm not in Kuantan.
Just make me feel so, so, so..... You know, the back to home feel. *sweeeeet*
Ah well, I'll be home soon. REAL SOON.
2 more days and bye bye uni....
I'll be crazy baking stuff
I MISS MY OVEN!!!!!
Sighhh....
I wanna write more but just got a call to go downstairs to study.
Great timing.
Did i mention I have another paper to go?
Hahahaha....
I'm too into holiday spirit.

Oh oh oh!!!!
Can't forget this
Happy Birthday LeeSeungGi~!
<3 (I know you guys think I'm crazy but it's very important for me to wish this!)
It's tomorrow anyway, I'll wish again tomorrow.
XD

Till then..... Jo = )