Not being ME~!

Sigh....
It's been months now since I entered Uni
But somehow I'm still not used to this new environment.
It's so weird.
I can't be myself here.
I can't believe I'm actually this quite
And not laughing out loud like I used to.
All the HAHAHAHAHA and banging on table and stuff like that....
So hard to do something that you always do when you're in a different situation.
Sad case la.....
Seriously....!!!!
I can't mix in to this new situation!!!!
Now I know why people get emo when they enter uni...
Arghh~~~
If only they offer us to continue studying in our secondary school after form 6
How nice would that be??!!
I don't even have to trouble myself on what to wear.
At least I still get to watch SeungGi on the internet. (Better than nothing XD)

Mentioning about SengGi,
I wanna go Seoul badly!!!!
I wanna go for his concert on this weekend!!!
Sad man!!
= (

And I have time to camwhore XD
Who cares....
Not many know about this anyways~~
This is seriously not for public especially when I'm in Uni.
= P

JoJo's forever same smile~!

Rise and Shine~~~

This is what happen when you wake someone up too early in the morning (CRAZY!)

WooHoo~!!!! cut my hair! Forever won't grow long!

The one and only!

I'm so addicted to this song!!!
OMG....
All time favourite singer.
I listen to this song so many times till my roommate can't stand.
The power of LSG! : D
Wanna date? : )

OMG......... Time to update!

My blog seems so dead!!!!
Haven't been able to update since since since........ long long time ago
Awwwwww.......
I miss typing so much!
Now that I have unlimited internet access, I can update as many times as I want!
Yeah....!!!!
But I don't think I have that much time.
Thanks to the college I'm staying.
So many activities since the day I entered uni!
Did I mention I'm finally in uni??
People, I'm in university!!!
Living in a university!
Staying like a university student!!
Nothing great though.....
Having homesick!!!
Miss my family, my dogs, my friends......
If only they were here too.
Anyways, back to topic!
Since day 1 I entered, I never knew they've arranged so many events for us.
University orientation> college orientation>block orientation>family day....
I hope the list ends there.
I haven't even started studying.
And my lecturers..... Urghhhhhhh.................
They're good in making people feel sleepy.
So many assignments and presentations!!!!
I wanted to go back to secondary school life so much.
EAT SLEEP PLAY in the class.

Oh!!! I forgot to mention this!
Seniors here are sooooooooooooooo scary!
Feel like they'll eat us up any moment!
It's so tiring for us to fulfill their needs.
There's a week where the girls in our block get to sleep only after 1 or 2am!
Crazy right!!!!!
I miss my seniors so much.
At least they play and chit chat with us.
Unlike now. All they do is scold scold scold.
And they say it's for our own good.
What kind of good?
Eyebags?? Sickness?? Fatigue??
So many of us visited our uni's college thanks to them!!
Crazy people!!!!!!
Test 1 is on next week and we still have so many things on!!!
Arghhhh!!!
Most of us are already planning on where to stay next week even it is just the 3rd and 4th week we've been in this college.
Sad case right!!!!!

I wanna go back kuantan so much!!!
I want my family!
I want my bed!
I want my tv!
I wanna watch Seunggi!!!!!!!!!
That's the thing I missed most!
Sighhhhh.....
Another 3 weeks and I'll head home!!!
Perseverance is all I need now!
Till then.........

What's new? = )

Lee Seung Gi!!!!!!!

Yes! He's the cute guy with a charming smile on 1 night and 2 days.

I watch the that programme twice a week just to see him!

Ahhhh!!!

He's so adorable!

Listening to his music now.

Soooooo nice (though I don't understand a single word)

But it's so relaxing and very touching

I can't find other words to describe him.

He's really really cute!!!!

I'm so gonna watch all of his dramas and listen his songs!

♥Lee SengGi!

Jo Alone Again

My sisters left me!!!!!!

Sobs.....

I was crying all the way back after dropping them at the bus station.

And there's this guy who stared at me in his car.

Crying while driving is so not a good thing to do!

But I can't help it!

When I reached home, no one greet me.

I'm back to facing four walls and a tv with a dog.

There's no one to talk to now.

Sigh.... I'm sad......

And I'm still crying.

Hope this wifi never go missing.

Cause this is the only place for me to talk (type actually)

No one to sleep with

No one to talk with

No one to play with

No one to quarrel with

= (

Times Flies...

Haven't update my blog for a very looooong time.
Hahaha...
Partly is because I don't have internet access.
Yes! Again! I wonder what happened to that free wifi services....
Too many users like me I guess XD

Anyways, about ME now.
Went for a 4 days trip to Sabah.
Yawn yawn.... Nothing fun or interesting there.
I rather stay in Kuantan.
I didn't even eat any seafood!!!!!
No crab, no prawn, no lobster, no clam, no nothing!!!!
But it wasn't that bad cause I'm allergic to seafood and my lips were cracking.
The worst part was my dad wanted to take a look at UMS.
A total NO NO for me!!

Last week, went back to school for Anugerah Kecemerlangan.
Some sort of ceremony where I'll attend only because I'm in the list.
Haha!!
I know... Bad!
It's my first time and my last time to be on a stage to accept any awards during my secondary school life.
A bit late right?
But better than nothing.
We have to dress in a robe!
For pete's sake! We're just 20. We haven't even enter university.
And why on earth do they have dress code if they already planned something for us.
Total waste of money for me to buy something appropriate!
At least we look better than the younger ones.
Imagine those 16-year-old kids wearing them.
*Laugh!*
The best part was the cash!
RM250. Not bad!
Took some pictures.
Unfortunately it's in my sister's camera.
Can't upload!
Sobs!

About my job.
Gosh... I'm so bored of it!
Those kids really drive me crazy.
I wanna quit! So badly!
I can't take it any longer!
I wanna go to kl.......
Have to wait and see.
Hope luck is on my side
*crossing fingers*

I guess that's it.
I brag about my job so many times till I don't feel like mentioning it.
Just makes me sick.

Guess Who?! XD

It's obvious I'm free now.
I thought it'll be fun to do something silly like this.
I laughed while typing this.
Believe me.
I think so hard about you guys and realise we did quite a lot of silly things together.
The more I think of you guys, the funnier things get.
You guys are really very cute at times!

Now, this is how to play this game.
Simply read those characteristics that I write and guess who I'm talking about.
1)______________________
This person is a real blur one.
Always lost in our conversations.
Very funny and sociable.
We always gather in the room.
And we adore this person grandmother's food!
Hahaha... We crave those food so much especially fried rice!

2)_____________________
Hmm... This person is a strong silent type.
You'll never see her in anger.
Well-mannered, polite and lovable.
You'll never find any friend like this person.
But... Don't under estimate this person's stregth.
A whack will give you a big bruise.

3)_____________________
A person who is good in academic and non-academic.
Very well organised.
Always working hard to achieve goals.
Look strong outside, but very fragile deep inside.
Loves pink A LOT
My listener when I'm down.

4)_____________________
The scary one....
We always get molested when this person is around.
Very hardworking in reading certain type of articles (you know what XD)
Has great command of English
Very cute and adorable!
We'll never get bored when this person is around.

5)_____________________
This person is a DIY freak.
Good in handcrafts and lots of other stuff.
Another no temper person.
Gets a little silly at times.
But is a very fun loving person.

6)____________________
The emo one. VERY!
Complains about almost everything.
Good in basketball and mathematic.
And an excellent eater!
Used to have the most special hair among my friends.
But it seems they're back to normal.

7)___________________
My taufufah partner!!!!
The one who brings me for food.
A future accountant (Am I right??)
This person always wants to win.
Teaches me lots of cantonese words.
Including the bad ones = P

Guess them yourselves.
This is too easy.
And I think the clues that I give are pretty direct.

Dilemma

I have a weird feeling now!
It's like....
Before taking result, during taking result and after taking result,
I still feel so freaking nervous!
The problem that I have now is to choose the right course and the right university to enter.
I know what some may think
"Just pick whatever you're interested in!"
Well.... I wish I can do that
BUT I CAN'T!
Know why??
Cause I might and I will choose to be a pâtissier or better known as pastry chef
And my parents will slaughter me for good if I chose that course!
So... Still thinking hard.
Accounting is the only proffesional course I can choose now.
No I don't want to be an educator.
My little chicks ruined that dream of mine.
I don't want kids yelling at me "teacher teacher teacher!!" anymore.
Business management?
It's like the whole world is studying business management.
It's becoming a common course
It seems that any graduates you ask on what course they took, they'll answer you "Business"
Finance... Hmm....
it's okay for me but I'll still be studying that subject under accounting.
I might as well just take up accounting.

It's so hard to choose.
I know what I want to be but I can't opt for that.
I might have that slight opportunity if my result is slightly lower.
See.... Good grades bad grades equally bad!
Gives me headache for no reason!
This is killing me!

Till then,
Jo....

To That Someone

Hey... You know what?
This is the first time I feel like thanking you for dumping me.
Thanks to you I studied so hard night and day
Fill my time with homeworks and tuitions just to forget you.
You chose the right time to leave me.
Thank you thank you thank you.
If it wasn't because of you breaking my heart
I wouldn't have worked so hard from the beginning.
And thanks to you
I got nothing else to think of besides my studies.
At least my hard work paid off.
And this just proves the power of breaking up with you.
Though there're some miserable nights when I sobbed just because you're not around
Well.... I don't care anymore.
Know why?
Cause I know it's not worth it!

I won't ruin myself just because you left me.
Instead, I become stronger.
So much better than you'll think of.
It feels so good right now.
Without you... So???
I'm still breathing, walking, eating...

People! I got 3.75!!!
Though I'm not the best, but I've put in all my efforts.
Better than my expectation.
Thanks to all my friends for all the supports and encouragements.
You guys are my best buddies ever!!!
2A for my econ and general paper, A- for my accounts and B+ for my maths.
A bit disappointed with my maths but it's still okay overall.

One lesson learnt.
Love isn't everything.
Stand back up from the place you fell.

Prove them wrong and make them regret!

My Valentine ♥

No! I don't have a boyfriend!
BUT
I get two kisses.
One from my 5 years old kid in the kindergarten
And another one from my grandma.
Haha...
I know it's funny.
It's been years since my grandma last kissed me.
And that little girl....
It was so sudden.
"teacher.... *muackz*"
Anyway, this proves I don't need a boyfriend to be loved!

I received a news too on valentine's day.
Not that someone had a crush on me or anything like that (though I'm wishing for that. Just kidding... XD)
Apparently, STPM result will be out on next Monday 21/2
Which is 6 days from today.
AHHHHH.............
Yeah... That's the exact thing I did when my friend told me.
My sister was so annoyed by my screams she wrote it on the newspapers in both sections.
Mum and dad saw it but they didn't ask much.
It's kinda early to release the result on that date.
Imagine.... If the result is good, then you'll have a bundle of joy.
If it turns out bad, you have to suffer for 7 months before you'll enter into local uni.
Saddest part is you're not even accepted in any local uni.
How sad is that!!!
Better not think much.

I guess that's what happened on my valentine.
Oh ya, and I lost my voice mid way teaching my kid.
It got worse this morning
= (

Heaven!

My long awaited day had arrived!
I'll be FREEEEEE from this very day...
Hip Hip Hooray~~!!
No kids, no shouting, no heart attacks
I'm in for a lovely week <3
Waiting for my friends to be back.
I miss them loads!!!
Miss crapping the most though....
It's like our routine.
Everytime we're together, the chit chatting times will be never ending.
Talking about these makes my mouth itchy already = D

The thought of no kids for a week really puts a grin on my face!
I feel so bad for feeling this way.
But I guess this kind of thought is acceptable, No? = P
There's a few cute ones that I'll miss though...
Well... I better enjoy the week before heading back to the jungle.
It's pretty wild out there.
Believe me... very wild!
Like monkeys jumping all over the place swinging form branch to branch.
Haha...
Maybe I exaggerated a little.
But it felt that way to me.
You have to be in my shoe to understand me.
I know... They're just kids...
What harm can they do??
A lot!!!!

Just finish baking.
Have to rush for orders.
Oh so tired~~~
Have to continue tomorrow.
$$$

Updates!

I think it's a bit too late to update about what's happening in my life recently.
But better than nothing rite? = P

First of all, I'm in my twenties now!
Sad case!
But the good news is, I'm not officially 20. (I will not admit until it's my birthday!)
When you're young, you wish to be older so you can do 'adult stuff''.
When you pass your teenage life, you wish you could turn back time and be young all over again.
Sigh.... Let's just face it.
Let's age gracefully~ XD

What I'm doing now??
Oh nothing... Just hanging around my house.
Stuffing food in my mouth, baking 24 hours a day, watching every single shows and advertisements on the tv and sleeps after every yawn.
Hahahaha....
That's just what I wish to do after finishing my exams.
Unfortunately... NO!!
My life didn't work out that way.
In fact, I'm now a teacher.
Teaching, screaming, chasing pre-school chidren.
Yes they drive me crazy!!!
I was like.... AHHHHHH~~~~!!!!
In my mind of course.
Otherwise they'll think I'm a freak.
But the nice part is they're seriously cute.
I call them 'the sweetest devils'
I also give tuition to a 9 years old girl.
She's the most adorable girl!
Though a little mischievous which makes me go nuts sometimes.
At least she's better than those little chicks!
I got to say, my job is pretty simple.
All I have to do is make sure she finishes her homeworks before going home.
And if it's still early, I'll just give her do some exercises.
That's all!
Easy earning money when you're a teacher.
Though the way they call me makes me feel so OLD
But look on ther brighter side $$$
And the fun part is, I'll have holidays whenever they're having their break!
Ain't that the coolest?!
No works, money keeps flowing in!

What else??
I have to start baking for chinese new year cookies!
Had orders already but I can't make them too early as it'll not taste as good as freshly baked ones.
I keep telling my mum I'll bake later but she doesn't understand it.
Seriously, cookies taste awfully bad if they aren't fresh!!!!
But no one seems to agree.
All they want is cookies right in front of their very own eyes.
Who cares!!!
I'll do everything at my own pace.
Thought of doing cupcakes on valentine.
But have to see.
I don't like doing things half way.
Is either do or nothing at all!!
Besides, my old faithful eaters aren't around!
Who'll eat for me then?
Might as well wait for them to be back.
Chocolate truffles, cupcakes with swirly cream, valentine heart shaped cakes~ *dreaming*

Oh oh oh!!!!
I forgot to mention my Singapore trip!
Well, I think this post is a bit too long.
Will brag about it in my next post!

*winks*

For Real!

Yes!!!
This is for real!!
I finally have internet access!!!
Woohoo~~~!!!! *jumping/hopping/clapping*
Yay...!!!!
Had been waiting for this for so freaking long!
It's a bit too late now.
Will upload some pictures and videos
And of course update my stuff (believe me, there's lots of stuff i wish to blah out here!)
Anyways....
l'll continue writing tomorrow.

Nitez people~!

Happy New Year

Yay!!! It's 2011 guys!!!
Happy new year to everyone~!
It was pretty fun last night
Though it's just the 2 of us ( ShiYun and me)
We did silly things like 'listing potential boyfriends', nail polishing and we drank 'you know what'
Hahahaha....

There's nothing much to do when there's only 2 people in a room
We did lots and lots of gossiping (as usual!)
And we constantly check on Mr KS's profile to see whether that 'someone' posted anything on his wall
Unfortunately, NO!
KS, if you're reading this, I must tell you something.
Yun and I are very DISAPPOINTED cause that 'someone' didn't post!!!
But we spammed your wall anyway XD

That's pretty much everything.
The sun is out today!
Bright and shiny to warm up the gloomy weather!!!
In 2 days time I'll start working.
(please please don't cry. Otherwise I'll cry with all of you *sobs*)

p/s: I deleted my cbox cause there's many weirdo leaving comments there. Anything just comment on my post. Baking will resume tonight (hopefully!)