Will there be any peace??
Don't they get fed up??
The only time I get is when they are away from me.
For some reason that's the only time I have peace in my mind.
Once they're back,
All that's pop out in my mind are 'They're gonna start it again', 'They're gonna start again', 'Again...'
I have headaches every single time they come back.
EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
Is like I have to think of what to say, how to reply, how to react.
I'm literally acting in front of them.
With all the scripts running in my head... 'Say this', 'Don't say that', 'Should I keep quiet?'
Move, don't move... Hide, don't hide.... Speak, don't speak...
Even I start to doubt every thing I do now.
It's so annoying!!!
Sometimes I even thought of moving out
It's just so irritating and just URGHHHHH........!!!!!
I'm proud of myself for being this great actor.
I'm happiest when I'm with my dog. ALONE!!!
I'd rather face the tv and laptop whole day then to see them for a minute!
That's my wish now!
To be by myself.
Don't blame me if one day I just leave
난 슬픈
난 아픔
너무 섭섭해
알아??
너... 몰라....
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
They're Same
Had a great time at the beach last night.
Met up with KerLee and Nana...
Hahahaha.... It's been a long time since I last seen Nana.
We used to be together during tuition since Form 1.
We always sat together partly because the only people we know in the class is each other.
Mum never allow me to attend tuition classes with my friends.
She sends me to where my siblings used to go and I shall continue the legacy... XD
Anyways, back to the story.
And so, she so happened to be in the classes.
I was lucky to have her there.
Otherwise I'll be all alone. ( Owh so sad!)
It's a small small world.
She so happen to be my friend's roommate in Uni.
How lucky!!!
To have someone whom you already know from the same hometown to be your roommate!
Hell yeah I'm jealous.
Can just joke around without worrying about offending because we are already so close.
We chatted all night till we didn't realize how fast time passed.
And our topics are what we usually talk about.
Uni life, studies, boys and boys and boys.
Okay...
So we talked mostly about boys.
And so the topic of past relationships starts!
And as she was telling me her story, about what cause them to break up,
Why there's such anger and stuff like that,
I somehow felt something.
I turned to her and said "This sounds so familiar!"
She then asked "Have you already heard my story before?"
I answered "Nah... It sounds exactly like my story!"
Bwahahaha!!!!!!!!
We laughed so hard. Or maybe it was just me!
I can't help it.
It's like every guys said the same thing when they have changed.
Is it that every guy had a similar script that they had thought of??
Lie no.1: I'm very tired
Lie no.2: I'm very busy. you'll know how I feel when you enter _______
And as they were giving these reasons to us, they find time to do other stuff which is not reasonable.
If it's stuff like studying or rest of course we can understand that.
But if it's like meeting up with 'friend' and complaining about how tired it is when we call or text,
then that's another story!
Is it us that cause you to be tired and busy??!!
Oh crap... bad memories are back.
I bet I can write a book 'How Much I Hated My Ex!'
Might be a bestseller.
Who knows! XD
Met up with KerLee and Nana...
Hahahaha.... It's been a long time since I last seen Nana.
We used to be together during tuition since Form 1.
We always sat together partly because the only people we know in the class is each other.
Mum never allow me to attend tuition classes with my friends.
She sends me to where my siblings used to go and I shall continue the legacy... XD
Anyways, back to the story.
And so, she so happened to be in the classes.
I was lucky to have her there.
Otherwise I'll be all alone. ( Owh so sad!)
It's a small small world.
She so happen to be my friend's roommate in Uni.
How lucky!!!
To have someone whom you already know from the same hometown to be your roommate!
Hell yeah I'm jealous.
Can just joke around without worrying about offending because we are already so close.
We chatted all night till we didn't realize how fast time passed.
And our topics are what we usually talk about.
Uni life, studies, boys and boys and boys.
Okay...
So we talked mostly about boys.
And so the topic of past relationships starts!
And as she was telling me her story, about what cause them to break up,
Why there's such anger and stuff like that,
I somehow felt something.
I turned to her and said "This sounds so familiar!"
She then asked "Have you already heard my story before?"
I answered "Nah... It sounds exactly like my story!"
Bwahahaha!!!!!!!!
We laughed so hard. Or maybe it was just me!
I can't help it.
It's like every guys said the same thing when they have changed.
Is it that every guy had a similar script that they had thought of??
Lie no.1: I'm very tired
Lie no.2: I'm very busy. you'll know how I feel when you enter _______
And as they were giving these reasons to us, they find time to do other stuff which is not reasonable.
If it's stuff like studying or rest of course we can understand that.
But if it's like meeting up with 'friend' and complaining about how tired it is when we call or text,
then that's another story!
Is it us that cause you to be tired and busy??!!
Oh crap... bad memories are back.
I bet I can write a book 'How Much I Hated My Ex!'
Might be a bestseller.
Who knows! XD
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