Another Craze~

Oh boy.... Can't wait for Christmas!!!
The season to be merry~~
Having sugar cookies in my mind!
Now i'm crazy over these cute little edible babies!
Ahhhh~~~~
Waiting for that day!
STPM, please over a.s.a.p.
I can't stand YOU anymore!!!

By the way, attended a malay wedding yesterday.
Saw Pahang Tengku Muda's wife.
Oh so pretty!!!!!
She's so gorgeous and elegent of course!!
The whole event was rather boring.
The only interesting part was the handsome pianist ♥
And the singer who sang anuar zain's song.
Woooo...........
Nice~!

If I Die Young

Ever wonder what you'll do if one day you died??

People, if I die young, please remember me.

And I'll always love you guys ♥

Special People

Keeping you in my mind is the one thing that'll I'll always do
Everything you've help me for these 9 years
Reaching out for me when no one else could
Lending me your ears to listen all my upsets
Encouraging me whenever I'm down
Each and every thing you've done for me, I APPRECIATE it lots!

You're like a sister to me for you've shared so many wonders with me
Under the same rainbow we've went through life's happiest and toughest moments
Now is the time for me to say that I LOVE you

Being your friend has gotta be the most joyful thing that happen in my life
All the laughters and cheers you've brought not just to me but all of us
Opening your chirpy side is what makes you so SPECIAL to us

Sharing our life's bittersweet is what we do
Holding up for each other whenever we're crashing down
Enduring all those heart wrenching moments together bonds us even closer
After what've we've been through all these years
Need not me to say how IMPORTANT you are in my life.

Jaunty as you are that makes me smile whenever you're around
Each time you show us your cheeky side will bring a grin on everyone's lips
No others can be who you are for you are such a LOVABLE person.

Tanjung Jara Resort Trip

I finally had my wish!!!!
Manage to escape the hustle and bustle of life. (I seriously need a little peace!)
Took in lots and lots of sunshine and fresh air.
I'm not that satisfied cause it's too short and the food wasn't as good as I expect it to be.
We spent less than 24 hours there and not to mention my embarrassing moment.
I fainted in the gym room...
my dad and sis have to carry me out.
Lucky no one was around.
Just a housekeeper who so happen passing by that area.
And another bruise on my knee after knocking onto something which I don't know what it is, obviously!
Anyways.... I still enjoyed the day.
At least I get what I wished.
Though what I write here sounds boring, but believe me, it's relaxing and soothing!
The whole environment was so serene and all you hear is the wave crushing on the shore.
The light breeze that blows and kisses softly on your cheek.
No worries or what-so-ever.
You'll be pampered during the whole trip.
The best part was the people there are super friendly and you'll get royalty treatment.
They serve your every need!
All I did was eat, sleep, eat, sleep...............
Yeah I gained weight.
But I don't bother.
I'm not starving myself at such a situation.

Paradise~~!!! Ahhh....

The reception.

Beach! No crowds~ Me likey~

On the hammock~! Slept there for 10 minutes cause no one was around!

Overall, I released all my problems and burdens there.

Time to work hard, Jo!

Wowsers!

I know it's bad to gossip.
But if it'll make me laugh, why not??
At least it'll kill my boredom.
And update myself with the latest and juiciest news of course!

*winks*

Baby ♥

I was digging through some old pictures at my Friendster profile.
And look what I've found!
Pictures of baby Jerry.
It is almost four years now since we've first took care of him.
Back then, he was just slightly larger than our palm.
Can imagine how tiny he is?
Oh he's such a baby.
We pamper him a lot.
And he still acts like a baby whenever he's with us though he's an old dog now.
But he's just too adorable.
You'll never get mad of him.

Jess gave him this stuffed toy to play with.

See his short leg and tiny body. Don't suit his big head = P

Look at his sweet smile! = )



So baby. His teeth were growing back then...

Jerry hardly visits us anymore.

Partly because we have our own dog already (Same species with Jerry)

But I still misses him.

We took care of him since he was a baby.

There's a special bond between us.

Shattered Dreams..

Owh great...
My neighbour is not moving in tomorrow.
And there goes my purpose to bake.
Well... I have to wait some other time then.

Thanks to those pesky mosquitoes!!!
Annoying blood-sucking monsters!!
Insect dracula.
Humphhhhhh............

Tartsie = )

Finally!!! It's weekend again!
I've been looking forward for this weekend long long long time ago.
That's the only time I can do what I like most.
And what makes me happier than BAKING!!
I had search lots of recipes online.
Having tarts in my mind whole week.

Ooooooo...........
Can't wait for tomorrow.
Will be baking blueberry cheese tarts, kiwi cheese tarts,
And my very own new creations.....
Read bean/green bean/black glutinous rice tarts with coconut pastry cream as filling.
I've tried to seach whether anyone had thess same wild ideas in the internet.
Too bad no one make them before.
So I guess I'm the first silly person to do these desserts.
Hopefully it works.
I might even add green tea powder in the red bean tarts.
Green tea and red bean goes well together, Right??

I thought of these new recipes because I have tight budget.
Yes I do love baking but if the ingredients are so expensive.
Why waste so much of my time and effort when I can buy them with the same price outside?
So.... It pops out in my mind.
I'll use something that I can get anywhere and super cheap!
I can get red beans, green beans and black glutinous rice at any supermarket.
And it's super affordable compared to fresh fruits like kiwi, strawberry or blueberry.
And in country like Malaysia, these fruits are under the luxurious list as these fruits cost RM10 or more per 250grams.
I know.... It's so pricy~!
As for the filling, I'll use fresh coconut milk.
Mark my word, FRESH!
This is the advantage living in a small town area.
I can buy fresh coconut milk or coconut shred easily from a sundry shop.
And at a very very cheap price.
RM1 each for a very large amount. ( I'll take some pictures tomorrow)
If compared to cream cheese......... cheese are way more costly!

As for the result, I have to wait for tomorrow till I bake those babies.
I've baked blueberry cheese tarts before.
And it's so freaking yummy!
I hope my new creations are as good as the cheese tarts. *crossing my fingers*

I'll upload some pictures tomorrow.
Hope that it'll be a successful day tomorrow.
Pray hard~~ = )

Love Changes Everything

True... Love does change everything.
As in everything...
Just had a talk with one of my old friend.
We talk much.
Mostly on my past relationship and his present relationship.
This conversation brought back bits and bits of memories.
Of course I'm a little sad now.
Knowing what I've sacrificed ain't appreciated.
And how dumb I am to do this and that for him.
Sigh....
Do regret a lot.
But, what can I do now?
A word REGRET will not turn back time.
It's a lesson meant to be learnt.
Though it may seem so hard to evercome,
at least I know I've managed to hold myself better now.
I admit I've sobbed my way through many nights.
But it makes me a stronger person now.
Physically and mentally.

Remember,
Though a tear may be ever so near,
Must always think of the good thing ahead.
Though the sky may turn dark,
There'll be a brighter day moments later.

Overweight!

Hmm....
I think I should start cutting down on snacks and desserts.
My sweet tooth is causing my weight to increase!
Bulging tummy, big bum bum, flappy arms....
Sigh....
My waistline had disappeared.
My face looked like it's swollen.
Looking back on my older pictures makes me go OMG!!!!

Besides that, I can't get my proper meal on time.
Breakfast at 10.45am (usually I'll eat secretly before that time cause I'm terribly hungry!)
Then I have to wait till 2.30pm for my lunch. (thanks to my school!!)
When it's dinner time, I'll be either still to full or I have to wait till very late before I eat.
(I prefer to skip my dinner cause it's pretty unhealthy to eat after 8pm)
But I always end up with growling tummy and snacks is the best way to solve my problem.
That's why it's hard for me to choose between to eat or not to supper.
I always choose to eat as I couldn't stand starving throughout the night.

And that's what contributes to my recent figure.
I know my problems but I couldn't solve them.
Have tried numerous times to diet but to no avail.
Many suggested different type of ways to cut down body weight.
You can even search it online and they're many outcomes with uncountable solutions.

But it only worked for few days as most of them involve longterm regiments.

Depending on individual, different approach will yield different results.

Well, there's always other options like liposuction, slimming tea or slimming programs.
But it's a little dangerous and of course will cost you a bundle.
If you're loaded and you're willing to take a risk,
By all mean, go on...
If you're the scaredycat type (like me!), try doing more exercise regularly and drink plenty of water!
I hope it works!!

p/s: It's almost midnight now. Waiting for my mask to dry.
I'm a green monster XD

The Cycle Of Love

When it comes to a situation where 'a boy likes a girl' or 'the girl had a crush on that boy' thingy,
Everything seems so simple.
You just accept that person into your life.
You see all of your partner's angelic side.
The charm, the look, the sweet smile, those dashing eyes, perfectly sculpted figure.
Everything that makes you go WOW WOW WOW!
You wish to be by their side no matter when or where.
The one you'll share your deepest secrets and whisper to them silently.
The one you'll wish to cuddle in their arms and listen to sound of waves crushing on the shore.

Well... This will not take long until you have your first fight/quarrel/disagreements etc etc.
And it'll take not long too to forgive your partner.
First time, yes...
But when things starts to run not as smoothly as you thought it will,
Everything turned upside down.
Then you'll begin to think.
Having flashbacks on what happened between the two of you.
You will find the flaws of your partner and your partner will think that you're the one should be blamed.
In the end, you guys will start pointing fingers at each other.
Picking up all the mistakes and making judgements.

Somehow, love turned into something ugly.
Hatred breaks those special bonds which once hold the two of you together strongly.
Anger starts to fill the minds of both of you.
When everything are unbearable, the perfect 'solution' was to break up.
The person you once cherished so so much in your life,
The one you'll sacrifice for,
The one you'll protect from all danger and harm,
Now seems so unpleasant, so intolerable....
From friends to lovers and now enemies.

Cute Little Things

I finally baked!
After resisting for 2 weeks cause of my trials, I finally did it!
And I'm so proud of myself till I feel like crying. *sobs*
It's my first time baking these little babies.
It's a success and the cake. *Voila~*
The only problem was with the frosting.
Gosh... It was so freaking sweet!!
I wonder how those westerners eat their cupcakes.
The recipe even call for GENEROUS AMOUNT!
Anyways, I have to improvise my recipe now.
Was a little worried cause I used a recipe that I randomly picked online.
Luckily it turned out to be good.
Better than what I had in mind.!!

Woohoo~~~~~
I'll be baking them again next week for neighbours house warming.

This looks like a sushi box! I don't know why XD!

These are with sprinkles. I couldn't find anything nicer than these though it's not that nice!

I wanted to use chocolate shaves. But I ran out of time. Ended up with chocolate chips and chocolate rice

♥

These are just with normal frosting. Damn they look so good but it's so SWEEEEET!

These are without any frosting on! They taste perfect just the way they are. In fact, the frosting covered it's chocolaty taste!

I just love to bake!

Ain't these the cutest XD

A Little Little!

Awesome! My trials ended yesterday!
Hip Hip!!!! Hoorayyy~~~!!!
I shouldn't be happy YET cause it's not my finals.
But at least I'm able to breathe a while, for pete's sake!
And I already knew some of my papers' results.
Well.... That's the price I get for not putting in any effort.
At least I passed.
Questions weren't very difficult.
Just that I can't seem to recall anything I learnt cause I never do any preparations and revisions.
Owh well... That's that.
I'll just have to concentrate on my studies MORE!
(I wish I could do that. *sigh*)

Ohhhh...!!!!!! I spotted another cute looking guy in my school.
Too bad he's younger than me.
It's not like I favour younger guys but guys who're same age with me seems.........
Better not write anything or else I might offend them.
Anywayssss............ He's cute!
AND.... I'll 'admire' him from a distance.
It'll be my last 2 months to be in this school.
Better make full use of it, right???
Geeeezz............. How time pass.
Feel so old now.
I'm gonna be 20 SOON!
I'm aging!!!!
Wait! I haven't even sit for my finals.
Why an I thinking so far ahead??? (Cause I'm a dreamer!)

Hmmm.... Thinking of baking.
My fingers are kinda itchy now.
It's hard to resist! (In my case!)
Feel like baking cupcakes.
Should I???
Maybe not......
Arghhh..... Bear with it Jo!!!
You can bake all you want by December!

6 more weeks to go before STPM starts.
Jo, you can do it!