Thursday, September 27, 2012

I Have A Husband

Hahaha........
It's just an imaginary husband.
No point getting excited.
Anyways, the new erhua families are formed.
(I still don't understand why they choose me to be a mother! It'll be a total silence in my family)
College's family day started yesterday too.
I'm in ED. XD
Let's see how well I can act!
I wish to get evil character.
Know why? Cause all they do is to laugh loudly!
I'm very good at that = D

Lol....
This post is just for me to brag that I have a husband.
Sad case is that it's not real! XD
Gosh I'm so lame....

Monday, September 17, 2012

Dogtors!

Uni life starts again... (SO RELUCTANT!)
But many things happened that made me feel even more reluctant to be back in Uni.
The week before school starts, ah gong was diagnosed with stroke.
Glad that it's just a minor stroke but this is his second time.
I can't help but feel guilty cause I'm the one who brought him to hospital for his usual medical check ups during my break.
He complained his pain and feel numbness to the doctor.
But the doctor did not pay extra attention to what he said and sort of just brush this matter aside.
All the doctor gave was multivitamin and without any further checking or so.
She said that multivitamin will help to reduce the pain and numbness.
I should have insist her to give ah gong a proper check up but I didn't
2 days later, ah gong could not bare with the pain any longer.
That day so happen  to be National Day and most clinics and private hospitals are closed.
We manage to find 1 but the doctor told us to send ah gong to general hospital because his condition is  serious and his clinic does not have the equipment to test for stroke.
We ended up going to the emergency department and waited for nearly 2 hours before a doctor finally able to attend my ah gong (2 hours for EMERGENCY cases! WTH!!)
And the doctor.... Gosh.... I thought I will strangle her at one point!
Her diagnose report was gout.
Reason is, ah gong did not have all the symptoms of stroke. =.=
What kind of doctors are they??!!
The best part is, she gave us a letter to bring forward the next appointment date which is on December.
I went to the MOPD department on Monday to get a new date.
Guess what?
The earliest date that they can give is November.
What's the differences!!! It's only 1 month apart and my grandfather is 88 years old and in pain!!
Is that all you can do??
When I ask for an earlier date, she can't give me.
I ask her why and her answer was "Surat sini doktor tick 'TIDAK SEGERA'"
Doctor, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
My face turned black on the spot and I just grab my grandfather's appointment book and left.
I'm sorry for being rude but they are seriously irresponsible!
And they say doctors save life... (I want to smack them, punch them, kick them SOOO MUCHHH!)
After knowing that he have to wait such a long time, he finally decided to go to specialist.
And that was the day he was diagnosed and confirmed with stroke.
Felt so guilty... And I cursed the 2 doctors a lot!
Ah gong's car broke down too on that day.
And he said something that I don't know whether I should cry or laugh
"人病, 车也病"

I went back home last Friday and heard another shocking news.
Ah ma fell down again and it's serious this time.
She fell down once during my break but it wasn't that serious.
She just had difficulties standing after sitting too long.
But this time she bruised her body and had her arm dislocated.
She had her surgery on Thursday and was discharged on Friday.
No one told me about it until the day I was back at Kuantan.
It's hard to see her so weak and sick.
And the hardest part is that there's nothing I can help but to be by her side.
It's a relief that she's looking much better this morning before we left.
I wish I could go back often but I know I cant.
But still I'll be going back in 2 weeks time again.

Sigh...
I guess they're really old now.
It's just so sad to see them like this.
They're the ones who took care of me since I was young.
They care for me even more than my parents.
I just hope that they can recover...