So happy right now.
Actually, not really that happy. But... Still have reasons to be happy. Goshh.... What am I trying to say???
Okey, cut the crap off. Anyways.......... Will be shooting off to Penang tomorrow. *woohoo....* What will make me happier than that!!! Can't wait for it. Don't know how many hours I will be sitting on the bus. But luckily my mum is smart enough to buy night tickets. Will be spending most of the time sleeping like a pig on the bus. Will definitely wake myself up when I pass by the bridge. Oh ya, we will be sitting plane back from Penang to Kuantan. *hahaha....*
Thanks to my daddy's boss we get free lodging at Vistana. Will be there for 3 days 2 night. Don't know where will be visiting but all I know is my sis's friend will be bringing us around. But PLEASE!!!! I don't want to stay in the hotel whole day and face the TV. I can do that at home. I don't need to go all the way to Penang to do that.
Oh ya..... Today is 25. Don't know whether he remember this date anymore or not. I guess he's too busy to remember. So, we'll see.
Stop it! Man!!!! What am I thinking! Oh, 1 more thing. I'm addicted to Aerosmith, O-town, 98 degrees and Ne-Yo's songs!!! *giggles* I always got carried away by these songs. I sang so out of tune yesterday until my dad gave me that weird stare and weird smile at me. And I know what he's trying to tell me!!!! I know my singing skill is BAD!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!
What's life? Is it as simple as just eat, sleep, work and play?
Somehow I wish that life is really that simple.
But now I realise how weak is one's life.
How unpredictable it can be.
How life can be so frail.
Sound so sarcastic but it's real. I feel like my family is going through so many rough time within these 3 months. And I feel like I've been going in and out of the hospital so many times this year.
I don't know how many times more I have to go to the hospital and who will be the next one I'll be visiting. Everytime stepping in to the hospital gives me a sudden shiver. I really don't like to go to the hospital. Or have to see my family members on the patient's bed.
When will it end??
Somehow I wish that life is really that simple.
But now I realise how weak is one's life.
How unpredictable it can be.
How life can be so frail.
Sound so sarcastic but it's real. I feel like my family is going through so many rough time within these 3 months. And I feel like I've been going in and out of the hospital so many times this year.
I don't know how many times more I have to go to the hospital and who will be the next one I'll be visiting. Everytime stepping in to the hospital gives me a sudden shiver. I really don't like to go to the hospital. Or have to see my family members on the patient's bed.
When will it end??
Bao's Birthday Bash!!!
21/3/2009
*hoohoohoo....* Our beloved bao birthday. So touching. *hahaha....* Reach TC around 9am. And Yun drove me there. By her own!!!!! How daring she is!!! in Accord!!!! She keeps worrying she might scratch her parent's car but nothing happen. Steady man!
Gathered at McD. Waited for everyone to reach. Oh ya! Next time, please remember to bring lighter la!!!!!!!! I have to bermuka tebal to borrow lighter from someone again. And this is not the first time!!! So embarrassing but I like to do that. Talking to stranger is fun fun fun!!! Crazy right? I wask like.... " Bang, boleh pinjam lighter kejap tak? Kawan I birthday hari ni." hurray! And I got the lighter!!! Berjaya buat kali kedua!!! Bravoo~~~!!!!
Anyway, I'm the one in charge of cutting the cake. After cutting the cake, they criticed my cutting skill. Teruk betul!!!! They ate the cake also at last!
Went to TC2 after all the eating. Charge to the water!!!!!! At first was just soaking leg cause no girls wanted to wet themselves. Then the guys, of cause, splashed water and throwed mud everywhere. At last, got wet too. But really had fun. All of the girls already went up but I was still playing with the guys. How evil they were!!! Use me as their defencing weapon. All hide behind me when they wanted to throw mud. But I too garang. They wouldn't dare to. The joy of being tiger. *giggles* But it was so fun. Splashing water everywhere. Took some funny picture.
Overall, we all had fun. So hard to meet them now. Appreciate every moment with them. And the best part, I get to shout and laugh!!!! Didn't had the chance to do that at home. Oh ya, I shouted so loud at the beach until they can hear my voice at the pondok. Not bad right. My shouting skills. *Muahaha....* What a nice way to release my emotional side.
Went to a shop to collect my batik. Imagine my surprise. Don't know which stupid joker took my batik 'accidentally'!!! And I couldn't find my shirt. So disappointed. I was cursing the fellow who took my batik all the way back to yun's house. Poor shi yun. Have to listen me grumble.
*hoohoohoo....* Our beloved bao birthday. So touching. *hahaha....* Reach TC around 9am. And Yun drove me there. By her own!!!!! How daring she is!!! in Accord!!!! She keeps worrying she might scratch her parent's car but nothing happen. Steady man!
Gathered at McD. Waited for everyone to reach. Oh ya! Next time, please remember to bring lighter la!!!!!!!! I have to bermuka tebal to borrow lighter from someone again. And this is not the first time!!! So embarrassing but I like to do that. Talking to stranger is fun fun fun!!! Crazy right? I wask like.... " Bang, boleh pinjam lighter kejap tak? Kawan I birthday hari ni." hurray! And I got the lighter!!! Berjaya buat kali kedua!!! Bravoo~~~!!!!
Anyway, I'm the one in charge of cutting the cake. After cutting the cake, they criticed my cutting skill. Teruk betul!!!! They ate the cake also at last!
Went to TC2 after all the eating. Charge to the water!!!!!! At first was just soaking leg cause no girls wanted to wet themselves. Then the guys, of cause, splashed water and throwed mud everywhere. At last, got wet too. But really had fun. All of the girls already went up but I was still playing with the guys. How evil they were!!! Use me as their defencing weapon. All hide behind me when they wanted to throw mud. But I too garang. They wouldn't dare to. The joy of being tiger. *giggles* But it was so fun. Splashing water everywhere. Took some funny picture.
Overall, we all had fun. So hard to meet them now. Appreciate every moment with them. And the best part, I get to shout and laugh!!!! Didn't had the chance to do that at home. Oh ya, I shouted so loud at the beach until they can hear my voice at the pondok. Not bad right. My shouting skills. *Muahaha....* What a nice way to release my emotional side.
Went to a shop to collect my batik. Imagine my surprise. Don't know which stupid joker took my batik 'accidentally'!!! And I couldn't find my shirt. So disappointed. I was cursing the fellow who took my batik all the way back to yun's house. Poor shi yun. Have to listen me grumble.
Slumber Party
Okey, let's start off with Friday which was 20th of March.
Fun fun fun!!!!! Went over to Shi Yun house to have my 2 days 1 night over there. *hahahaxxx....* It was around 7.30pm when I reach her house. Was greeted by her friendly grandma and brother. Join them for their dinner but I didn't eat cause I had my dinner already.
Anyways, went upstair and online. Guess what, we browse other people's friendster profile. Commented banyak banyak. So funny!!! Their picture was like..... Urghh...... Then we viewed a rich kid's profile. Damn!!!! So freaking rich!!! Everything she bought was like...... Will never buy it if it doesn't reach 10k. So expensive!!!! Hello~~~!!!! Give me those money I'll probably graduated back from overseas. Then we started questioning what's the father's job. Their life were like so fairy tale. Travelling, clubbing, cruising..... etc etc. Like photostat money as much as they want.
Oh!!! And I forgot to watch my OIAM t.t t.t So sad!!!! Get to watch 3 performances then it started raining causing the reception weak and I can't continue watching. Who cares. Can watch the repeat show.
Shoot off to the bedroom around 11something and wrap Bao's birthday present. Keep worrying Saturday plan will be ruined. Worry it will still be raining on that morning. Didn't talk much that night. Wasn't really happy but was glad to have a friend by my side. Doze off around 12am.
Fun fun fun!!!!! Went over to Shi Yun house to have my 2 days 1 night over there. *hahahaxxx....* It was around 7.30pm when I reach her house. Was greeted by her friendly grandma and brother. Join them for their dinner but I didn't eat cause I had my dinner already.
Anyways, went upstair and online. Guess what, we browse other people's friendster profile. Commented banyak banyak. So funny!!! Their picture was like..... Urghh...... Then we viewed a rich kid's profile. Damn!!!! So freaking rich!!! Everything she bought was like...... Will never buy it if it doesn't reach 10k. So expensive!!!! Hello~~~!!!! Give me those money I'll probably graduated back from overseas. Then we started questioning what's the father's job. Their life were like so fairy tale. Travelling, clubbing, cruising..... etc etc. Like photostat money as much as they want.
Oh!!! And I forgot to watch my OIAM t.t t.t So sad!!!! Get to watch 3 performances then it started raining causing the reception weak and I can't continue watching. Who cares. Can watch the repeat show.
Shoot off to the bedroom around 11something and wrap Bao's birthday present. Keep worrying Saturday plan will be ruined. Worry it will still be raining on that morning. Didn't talk much that night. Wasn't really happy but was glad to have a friend by my side. Doze off around 12am.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Upset! Upset! Upset!!!
Last Saturday was White Valentine. Nothing special. But the fact that I celebrated with my friends is a bit..... erm..... weird. *hahaxx...*
I'm glad they were by my side. Wasn't that happy at that point. Was kinda down and everyone were down too! I don't know what happened but among the 5 of us who all has bf and gf, WE WERE ALL SINGLE & ALONE!!! (except for 1. How lucky she was!) Can you imagine how pathetic we were. Goshhhh...!!!! At least we accompanied each other instead of relying on our 'Love ones'. Arghhh..... And the worst part was, we went to TC. Aiseh!!!! Semua bercinta cinta kat situ kitorang pergi buat pe? Buat ku jealous je! Anyways, I kept rolling my eyes that night cause I couldn't stand it.
Sunday, my tummy was going against me again. Vomitted the whole day. And of cause I dirtied the whole toilet. *giggles* I lay on the bed for the whole day. But it's a nice way to diet cause I lost my appetite and I only ate not more than 10 mouths of porridge for the whole day. Hate my stomach!!!!!
Monday and Tuesday, very very very upset. Why? Family pressure!!!!! My dad keep pushing me to take up hotel management. And I'm a bit reluctant. Maybe not a bit. And my mum tried to fight for my rights. But my daddy somehow insisted that I should take up hotel management. He thinks that I'm not serious in my studies. Hello..!!!!! If I'm not serious in my studies how did 7As pop up on my result slip!!! U think I just pray and wish then the 7As just appeared??!!! NO!!! I studied for it. I get B for my science subject cause I'm weak in Science subjects and I didn't go for tuition classes for them. Obtaining B consider okey man! I admit maybe I didn't study that much. Because I didn't like those subjects. If i really like any subjects, I'll definitely work hard on it. Is not like I'm going to fool around with my own future!!!!
Arghhh..........!!!!! Someone better give me a scholarship! Otherwise my dad is gonna kill me!
I'm glad they were by my side. Wasn't that happy at that point. Was kinda down and everyone were down too! I don't know what happened but among the 5 of us who all has bf and gf, WE WERE ALL SINGLE & ALONE!!! (except for 1. How lucky she was!) Can you imagine how pathetic we were. Goshhhh...!!!! At least we accompanied each other instead of relying on our 'Love ones'. Arghhh..... And the worst part was, we went to TC. Aiseh!!!! Semua bercinta cinta kat situ kitorang pergi buat pe? Buat ku jealous je! Anyways, I kept rolling my eyes that night cause I couldn't stand it.
Sunday, my tummy was going against me again. Vomitted the whole day. And of cause I dirtied the whole toilet. *giggles* I lay on the bed for the whole day. But it's a nice way to diet cause I lost my appetite and I only ate not more than 10 mouths of porridge for the whole day. Hate my stomach!!!!!
Monday and Tuesday, very very very upset. Why? Family pressure!!!!! My dad keep pushing me to take up hotel management. And I'm a bit reluctant. Maybe not a bit. And my mum tried to fight for my rights. But my daddy somehow insisted that I should take up hotel management. He thinks that I'm not serious in my studies. Hello..!!!!! If I'm not serious in my studies how did 7As pop up on my result slip!!! U think I just pray and wish then the 7As just appeared??!!! NO!!! I studied for it. I get B for my science subject cause I'm weak in Science subjects and I didn't go for tuition classes for them. Obtaining B consider okey man! I admit maybe I didn't study that much. Because I didn't like those subjects. If i really like any subjects, I'll definitely work hard on it. Is not like I'm going to fool around with my own future!!!!
Arghhh..........!!!!! Someone better give me a scholarship! Otherwise my dad is gonna kill me!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Tell Me Why...
Tell me why.....
It's so hard to forget...
Don't remind me....
This is part of the lyric from David Archuleta's song.
Love that 3 sentences.
Love that 3 sentences.
Gosh!!!!
I'm still thinking of my SPM result.
Should have get better result.
Man!!!!!
Man!!!!!
Why didn't I put in more effort?!
I might be able to score 9A's then.
Stupid aaaaaaaaa............!!!!!
Bengangnya!!!!
My pretty ugly result. *urghh....*
Friday, March 13, 2009
The gathering again...
Totally miss them so much. They were like my second family. They care for me, talk with me and of cause they tease me. But I had fun with them. I mean.... More like crazy fun. *hahahaxx...*
Anyways, we gathered at Just Relax as usual. Ordered some alcoholic drink. Not that I want to be drunk, I kinda 'accidentally' ordered it. But, hey, no harm. I've got training from my dad. *hahahaxx.....* That little thing is like water to me. The alcoholic level wasn't high at all. Not high enough to make me drunk. But it tasted fabulous. Gosh....!! How much I love lemons~~~
We talk the whole night. And as usual, we hardly call each other by names. It's a habit for us to tease each other to satisfy ourselves. Played truth or dare. Manage to suckered some people. But they have their secrets 'safe' with us. *evil laugh!!* I got suckered too. So, just to have fun and keep ourselves so called 'updated' a little.
Oh ya, yesterday was crazy. I think i created lots of noise. But who cares. Just the usual me. It won't be comfortable for me to keep my mouth shut. In fact, I never will. That's my trademark! Everyone were noisy. It's a way to release our tension and perhaps sadness for those who didn't score quite well in the SPM. But that really doesn't matter. Just a piece of paper. Like my daddy's word of wisdom "The important thing is the way to enter the society" It's the personality and behaviour that counts. (Man! I begin to sound like my dad!)
And 1 more thing! The climax of the whole event. Someone wanted to confess his love. Drank some alcohol to make himself 'braver'. But didn't work out. So...... Too bad~!
Oh ya! Receiving my SPM means I'm beginning a whole new chapter in my life. Ended my relationship means I put a full stop to my sadness, sorrow and tears...............
P/S: my life won't suck without you!
Anyways, we gathered at Just Relax as usual. Ordered some alcoholic drink. Not that I want to be drunk, I kinda 'accidentally' ordered it. But, hey, no harm. I've got training from my dad. *hahahaxx.....* That little thing is like water to me. The alcoholic level wasn't high at all. Not high enough to make me drunk. But it tasted fabulous. Gosh....!! How much I love lemons~~~
We talk the whole night. And as usual, we hardly call each other by names. It's a habit for us to tease each other to satisfy ourselves. Played truth or dare. Manage to suckered some people. But they have their secrets 'safe' with us. *evil laugh!!* I got suckered too. So, just to have fun and keep ourselves so called 'updated' a little.
Oh ya, yesterday was crazy. I think i created lots of noise. But who cares. Just the usual me. It won't be comfortable for me to keep my mouth shut. In fact, I never will. That's my trademark! Everyone were noisy. It's a way to release our tension and perhaps sadness for those who didn't score quite well in the SPM. But that really doesn't matter. Just a piece of paper. Like my daddy's word of wisdom "The important thing is the way to enter the society" It's the personality and behaviour that counts. (Man! I begin to sound like my dad!)
And 1 more thing! The climax of the whole event. Someone wanted to confess his love. Drank some alcohol to make himself 'braver'. But didn't work out. So...... Too bad~!
Oh ya! Receiving my SPM means I'm beginning a whole new chapter in my life. Ended my relationship means I put a full stop to my sadness, sorrow and tears...............
P/S: my life won't suck without you!
Sigh....
No one was happy for me. My family members wasn't satisfied with my results. Especially my grandparents. *sobs..*
My mom break the news to them. I wasn't around that time. My mom told me that they weren't happy with my result. Somehow I feel that no one congratulated me. My dad keep encouraging me to take up hotel management but that wasn't my interest. Not that I don't like that course but that wasn't what I had in mind. I mean...... 7As. Really that bad??
But they don't know I was under pressure all these while. Being the youngest isn't fun at all. My siblings all did very well in every major examinations. 3 of them scored full A for their UPSR. I only manage to get 4. PMR they all get straight A. I get only 4. They all entered SMART school. I only manage to get into an ordinary Air Putih school. I was always the loser in the house. The weakest one.
I was trying hard not to be the worst in my house. Their SPM results...... Elder sis 9As, bro 7As, 2nd sis 11A1, me 7As. At least I didn't break my family record this time. But I know they weren't happy with the amount of A's.
Looks like I will always be the loser in the family. I just isn't good enough for them.
My mom break the news to them. I wasn't around that time. My mom told me that they weren't happy with my result. Somehow I feel that no one congratulated me. My dad keep encouraging me to take up hotel management but that wasn't my interest. Not that I don't like that course but that wasn't what I had in mind. I mean...... 7As. Really that bad??
But they don't know I was under pressure all these while. Being the youngest isn't fun at all. My siblings all did very well in every major examinations. 3 of them scored full A for their UPSR. I only manage to get 4. PMR they all get straight A. I get only 4. They all entered SMART school. I only manage to get into an ordinary Air Putih school. I was always the loser in the house. The weakest one.
I was trying hard not to be the worst in my house. Their SPM results...... Elder sis 9As, bro 7As, 2nd sis 11A1, me 7As. At least I didn't break my family record this time. But I know they weren't happy with the amount of A's.
Looks like I will always be the loser in the family. I just isn't good enough for them.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Happy..... Satisfied...... Predestined??
Just came back from my lunch. Went to school around 10am to take my SPM result slip just now. We lepak around there and visited our teachers. *so miss them... sobs.* Anyways, we were happy as usual. Chit chat, chit chat, chit chat..............
12pm, *gosh* so nervous!!! Time for us to take our result. Man!! they only announce those with 9A and above. That moment, all I can think was 'I'm not gonna be called up stage'
And I was right *sigh~~* But it's okey. Cause I only aimed for 8. Luck wasn't on my side. I only got 7As. *sakitnya hatiku!!*
Anyways, manage to get 5A1, 2A2, 2B3, and 2B4. Still okey. I mean.... no C.
Overall,
Satisfied? YES!
Happy? YES!
Predestined? HELL YES!
The only reason I say it was predestined because I did something silly yesterday. I was so worried of my result. Took 2 dice out and throw it thrice. And the outcome was so scary!
1st shot, 5!
2nd shot, 5!
3rd shot, 7!!!!!!
And I got 7A's today. So creepy~~!!! Well, this is fate.
2 things I'm happy about and 1 thing I'm mad of!
I'm mad because I aim my chemistry and est A!!!! Hello~~~!!! Why on earth did the Bs appear!!!!
I'm happy because, for the very first time in my life, I got A for my history!!! *woohoo...* The A came on the right time. 1 more thing, I thought I will flunk my biology and physics paper at first. But, I got Bs for both of it. *evil laugh*
12pm, *gosh* so nervous!!! Time for us to take our result. Man!! they only announce those with 9A and above. That moment, all I can think was 'I'm not gonna be called up stage'
And I was right *sigh~~* But it's okey. Cause I only aimed for 8. Luck wasn't on my side. I only got 7As. *sakitnya hatiku!!*
Anyways, manage to get 5A1, 2A2, 2B3, and 2B4. Still okey. I mean.... no C.
Overall,
Satisfied? YES!
Happy? YES!
Predestined? HELL YES!
The only reason I say it was predestined because I did something silly yesterday. I was so worried of my result. Took 2 dice out and throw it thrice. And the outcome was so scary!
1st shot, 5!
2nd shot, 5!
3rd shot, 7!!!!!!
And I got 7A's today. So creepy~~!!! Well, this is fate.
2 things I'm happy about and 1 thing I'm mad of!
I'm mad because I aim my chemistry and est A!!!! Hello~~~!!! Why on earth did the Bs appear!!!!
I'm happy because, for the very first time in my life, I got A for my history!!! *woohoo...* The A came on the right time. 1 more thing, I thought I will flunk my biology and physics paper at first. But, I got Bs for both of it. *evil laugh*
Nervous!!
Okey, this a very short post.
Cause in few hours time I'll be taking my SPM result.
Well, just a piece of paper that will determine my future.
*Goshh...*
Very nervous right now.
Crossing my fingers!
Good luck to myself and my buddies.
p/s: See me either crying with joy or sorrow!
Cause in few hours time I'll be taking my SPM result.
Well, just a piece of paper that will determine my future.
*Goshh...*
Very nervous right now.
Crossing my fingers!
Good luck to myself and my buddies.
p/s: See me either crying with joy or sorrow!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Insomnia..... Diarrhoea..... What's next?
Man! My body is killing me!! Why aren't my organs working well?? Damn..!!
It's been a long time since I had a comfortable sleep or even rest! Suffering from insomnia. *poor thing... t.t* It's always 1 or 2am by the time i doze off. Saturday was even worse. I thought after doing some exercise might use up all my energy and I will be able to sleep better in the night. Looks like I'm wrong. My eyes was still widely open!!! lay on the bed on 11pm. Turn around, flip around....... And it just made me more alert... Keep looking at the time. 11.45pm, 12.32am, 1.25am, 2.45am. And that was the last time I look at the time. Luckily I was able to fall asleep. Otherwise.... I'll go crazy!!!
Woke up around 7.45am the next day. And my tummy is going against me! Gosh!!! So freaking pain. Went to the toilet more than 10 times yesterday. My mother almost bring me to the doctor. Of cause I don't want to go. Phobia?? NO! I'm just worried I might diagnosed with something serious cause my tummy always gives me problem. But this time is the worst ever.
Today, still suffering from diarrhoea. The moment I can't take it anymore, then I'll go say 'HELLO' to the doctor. Better be a cute one!
It's been a long time since I had a comfortable sleep or even rest! Suffering from insomnia. *poor thing... t.t* It's always 1 or 2am by the time i doze off. Saturday was even worse. I thought after doing some exercise might use up all my energy and I will be able to sleep better in the night. Looks like I'm wrong. My eyes was still widely open!!! lay on the bed on 11pm. Turn around, flip around....... And it just made me more alert... Keep looking at the time. 11.45pm, 12.32am, 1.25am, 2.45am. And that was the last time I look at the time. Luckily I was able to fall asleep. Otherwise.... I'll go crazy!!!
Woke up around 7.45am the next day. And my tummy is going against me! Gosh!!! So freaking pain. Went to the toilet more than 10 times yesterday. My mother almost bring me to the doctor. Of cause I don't want to go. Phobia?? NO! I'm just worried I might diagnosed with something serious cause my tummy always gives me problem. But this time is the worst ever.
Today, still suffering from diarrhoea. The moment I can't take it anymore, then I'll go say 'HELLO' to the doctor. Better be a cute one!
I Did It!!!!
Went 'mountain climbing' with my buddies on Saturday. And it was FUN FUN FUN!!! What a sweet escape. A VERY sweet one. *hahaxx...* There were 7 of us. Then, we split into 2 groups. (cause I was damn slow)
So, Tew, YitJun and KerLee were with me. 1/6 way up Bukit Pelindung, still able to breathe, talk and joke around. I mean, we were teasing each other. We had our own nicknames when we were in form5. So, it's kinda cool and fun.
Tew = potato
KerLee = keli fish
YitJun = pig
Joanne = tiger
Tew: Tiger finally back into her natural surrounding.
Joanne: Potato, you so rounded. careful fall down a!
YitJun: I thought fish suppose to be in the water, not on land.
(translated into English)
1/4 way up, gosh...!!! Barely able to breathe. So exhausted already. Wanted to give up that moment. The slope was so steep till I can fall down if I didn't step on the ground nicely. Oh ya, got bullied that time. I allow them to tease me.*sobs....* Cause I was out of breath and I don't know why they are still so energetic (of cause! they are guys!) Anyway, they took advantage on me knowing that no matter what they say I will never be able to 'debate' with them. So unfair right??!!!!
Half way, half dead. *hahaxx...* I was so weak!!!! My lips and my face started turning pale. Have to force my way up cause it's already half way. I'm not gonna quit (although I wanted to)
I'm not a quiter! (yes I am) *hahaha....*
Anyway, manage to reach the end at last. My shirt was wet. (Luckily I didn't wear a white one) And my pant was drench in my sweat!!! So embarrassing cause it looks like I pee on my pants or something like that.
Going down was piece of cake. But it hurt my tummy and my toes. *Ouchh!!!* Guess what?! I had my revenge back on them. I teased them back! *hahaha....* What a splendid moment! All those hard work paid off!
And i don't know what happen to that Wei Hong. I call him WeiHong he don't want reply me. Call him TewTew he looked back. *=.=* For the first time I call him sincerely by his name but he didn't bother me. So, I guess I'll just call him Tew Tew. *evil laugh*
1 more thing, all that exercises didn't help much. Not a size less from my actual weight. LOL!! And I conclude one thing from this event. I got no stamina at all!!
So, Tew, YitJun and KerLee were with me. 1/6 way up Bukit Pelindung, still able to breathe, talk and joke around. I mean, we were teasing each other. We had our own nicknames when we were in form5. So, it's kinda cool and fun.
Tew = potato
KerLee = keli fish
YitJun = pig
Joanne = tiger
Tew: Tiger finally back into her natural surrounding.
Joanne: Potato, you so rounded. careful fall down a!
YitJun: I thought fish suppose to be in the water, not on land.
(translated into English)
1/4 way up, gosh...!!! Barely able to breathe. So exhausted already. Wanted to give up that moment. The slope was so steep till I can fall down if I didn't step on the ground nicely. Oh ya, got bullied that time. I allow them to tease me.*sobs....* Cause I was out of breath and I don't know why they are still so energetic (of cause! they are guys!) Anyway, they took advantage on me knowing that no matter what they say I will never be able to 'debate' with them. So unfair right??!!!!
Half way, half dead. *hahaxx...* I was so weak!!!! My lips and my face started turning pale. Have to force my way up cause it's already half way. I'm not gonna quit (although I wanted to)
I'm not a quiter! (yes I am) *hahaha....*
Anyway, manage to reach the end at last. My shirt was wet. (Luckily I didn't wear a white one) And my pant was drench in my sweat!!! So embarrassing cause it looks like I pee on my pants or something like that.
Going down was piece of cake. But it hurt my tummy and my toes. *Ouchh!!!* Guess what?! I had my revenge back on them. I teased them back! *hahaha....* What a splendid moment! All those hard work paid off!
And i don't know what happen to that Wei Hong. I call him WeiHong he don't want reply me. Call him TewTew he looked back. *=.=* For the first time I call him sincerely by his name but he didn't bother me. So, I guess I'll just call him Tew Tew. *evil laugh*
1 more thing, all that exercises didn't help much. Not a size less from my actual weight. LOL!! And I conclude one thing from this event. I got no stamina at all!!
Saturday, March 7, 2009
The Day I Visited A Psychologist
Q: When was the last time he contact you?
A: A week ago...
Q: When was the last time you've seen each other?
A: 2 or 3 weeks ago
Q: When was the last time he called you and have a talk on the phone?
A: Approx. half a year ago
Q: The reason he gave you for not contacting you.
A: BUSY!!!
Q: You believed it?
A: Yes and No!
Q: Why no?
A: Can't even spend a minute on me but got time to online. Hello~~ even idiots won't believe that stupid reason
Q: Will you be able to let him go?
A Trying to cause I'm suffering from his ignorant act!
Q: Do you still love him?
A : I wish I'm not!
Q: What was the most touching thing he ever did for you?
A: He gave me a rose and a slice of cake on last year's Valentine. ( I was angry of him that time)
Q: What was the thing he'd done that hurt you the most?
A: Oh boy! There's plenty of it.
Q: Example...??
A: He was looking at the horoscope section on the papers. I was curious when he read neither mine nor his horoscope. I asked him and he say he's reading mine. I was like...... Huh? That's not mine. Then he says "Aren't your birthday on the 28 of June?" Mine was on the 16!!!! Guess what? 28 was 'the person he love before he loves me' one!!! Man!!! And he says was his grandma's. Come on! what a 'coincidence'. And my birthdate was the same as his!!! Really regreted I didn't box him that time.
Psychologist: Hmm.... He really knows the way to 'CARE' your feelings. Don't he?
Jo: Ya!!! a very 'CARING' way! And this is what they call 'LOVE'. HAHA!!!
A: A week ago...
Q: When was the last time you've seen each other?
A: 2 or 3 weeks ago
Q: When was the last time he called you and have a talk on the phone?
A: Approx. half a year ago
Q: The reason he gave you for not contacting you.
A: BUSY!!!
Q: You believed it?
A: Yes and No!
Q: Why no?
A: Can't even spend a minute on me but got time to online. Hello~~ even idiots won't believe that stupid reason
Q: Will you be able to let him go?
A Trying to cause I'm suffering from his ignorant act!
Q: Do you still love him?
A : I wish I'm not!
Q: What was the most touching thing he ever did for you?
A: He gave me a rose and a slice of cake on last year's Valentine. ( I was angry of him that time)
Q: What was the thing he'd done that hurt you the most?
A: Oh boy! There's plenty of it.
Q: Example...??
A: He was looking at the horoscope section on the papers. I was curious when he read neither mine nor his horoscope. I asked him and he say he's reading mine. I was like...... Huh? That's not mine. Then he says "Aren't your birthday on the 28 of June?" Mine was on the 16!!!! Guess what? 28 was 'the person he love before he loves me' one!!! Man!!! And he says was his grandma's. Come on! what a 'coincidence'. And my birthdate was the same as his!!! Really regreted I didn't box him that time.
Psychologist: Hmm.... He really knows the way to 'CARE' your feelings. Don't he?
Jo: Ya!!! a very 'CARING' way! And this is what they call 'LOVE'. HAHA!!!
I'm so addicted to.....
Well, I literally didn't move my butt off my chair from 9.30pm to 2am yesterday. Watching tv for that 4 hours plus.
1st, it was one in a million. quite nice their performances. Especially Aweera and Tomok. Aweera sang his on version of Gemilang which sounded really good and he won an immunity. Sang it with a little 80's rock version. So cool!!! I was screaming like mad and got scoldings from my mum. *hahahaxx....* But I couldn't resist it. Oh ya, and Tomok. Never knew he could sing at the beginning. His performances was dull previously. But yesterday, he was superb. Man!!!!! Can't imagine a guy singing 'Crazy In Love'!!!! And he did it!!! It was awesome!!!!! And I don't know why I like to call him Tomoko instead of Tomok. ( must have been influenced by June)
The show ended at 11pm but I'm waiting for my 12am show. So......... Watch a little bit of Para Para Sakura. Kinda boring~~~
Anyways, watch The Phantom Of The Opera!!!!! Although I have the DVD and I think I watch a million times already, I still stay up late to watch that show. Stupid huh?! *giggles*
Man!!!! Sang throughout the whole show. Pity my mum's ear!!! But it was really great. Though they cut off part of the show. Those songs were so melodious. 'Think Of Me', 'Masquerade', 'Point Of No Return', 'That's All I Ask Of You', 'Angel Of Music'....etc etc etc. By the way, they cut off 1 of the nicest song in the show!!!!!!!!!!! 'Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again'. That song is nice man!!!! How can they cut that off!!!!!!! Gosh...!!! And my favourite song of the show is the ending song. Funny rite? 'Learn To Be Lonely' was the best of all.
And 1 more thing. Just woke up just now around 10.30am. Switch on the tv. Guess what? It's the Jonas Brothers!!!! *woohoo.....!!!* How happy am I. What a good way to kickstart my day. Love the Jonas Brothers!!!!!!*muackz!*
1st, it was one in a million. quite nice their performances. Especially Aweera and Tomok. Aweera sang his on version of Gemilang which sounded really good and he won an immunity. Sang it with a little 80's rock version. So cool!!! I was screaming like mad and got scoldings from my mum. *hahahaxx....* But I couldn't resist it. Oh ya, and Tomok. Never knew he could sing at the beginning. His performances was dull previously. But yesterday, he was superb. Man!!!!! Can't imagine a guy singing 'Crazy In Love'!!!! And he did it!!! It was awesome!!!!! And I don't know why I like to call him Tomoko instead of Tomok. ( must have been influenced by June)
The show ended at 11pm but I'm waiting for my 12am show. So......... Watch a little bit of Para Para Sakura. Kinda boring~~~
Anyways, watch The Phantom Of The Opera!!!!! Although I have the DVD and I think I watch a million times already, I still stay up late to watch that show. Stupid huh?! *giggles*
Man!!!! Sang throughout the whole show. Pity my mum's ear!!! But it was really great. Though they cut off part of the show. Those songs were so melodious. 'Think Of Me', 'Masquerade', 'Point Of No Return', 'That's All I Ask Of You', 'Angel Of Music'....etc etc etc. By the way, they cut off 1 of the nicest song in the show!!!!!!!!!!! 'Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again'. That song is nice man!!!! How can they cut that off!!!!!!! Gosh...!!! And my favourite song of the show is the ending song. Funny rite? 'Learn To Be Lonely' was the best of all.
And 1 more thing. Just woke up just now around 10.30am. Switch on the tv. Guess what? It's the Jonas Brothers!!!! *woohoo.....!!!* How happy am I. What a good way to kickstart my day. Love the Jonas Brothers!!!!!!*muackz!*
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Trauma
My grandma is undergoing an operation right now
Very worry for her
Although it was a minor operation,
I'm still scare
Since the day my granny pass away,
I'm very worry that either of my family members will leave me.
I really don't want to go through that experience again
I really don't want to.
It's scary.
Once is enough.
I want them to always be by my side
Hope that everything will be fine.
She's the one who took care of me since I was small.
And I was the youngest of all.
She loves me and I love her too.
She always pampers me
And I still want more.
It's never enough for me when she puts her care on me.
May God bless her during the operation.
May God bless her with strength.
Very worry for her
Although it was a minor operation,
I'm still scare
Since the day my granny pass away,
I'm very worry that either of my family members will leave me.
I really don't want to go through that experience again
I really don't want to.
It's scary.
Once is enough.
I want them to always be by my side
Hope that everything will be fine.
She's the one who took care of me since I was small.
And I was the youngest of all.
She loves me and I love her too.
She always pampers me
And I still want more.
It's never enough for me when she puts her care on me.
May God bless her during the operation.
May God bless her with strength.
Jerry and Me
Jerry came over yesterday morning.
And since I was boring and he was boring too,
I decided to take some pictures with this cute dog
*hahahaxxx....*
Best time
Although it only lasted around 7 minutes and was disturbed a little,
It was the best moment I had within these few days.
I was having my driving lessons
And thanks to my uncle
He's listening to Fly fm.
How cool is that uncle *hahahxx...*
SO SO SO happy!!!!!
It was THE MOFFATTS. *SCREAMZZZZ~~~!!!!*
Miss You Like Crazy!!!!!
I was surely crazy at that point.
So glad that uncle wasn't in the car.
I was singing like nobody's business
Havent' listen that song for ages!!!!
LOVE IT!! *muackz muackz muackz~!!*
And that was just part of my story
Then, it was the JONAS BROTHERS!!!!!
Can you imagine me in the car holding back my feelings??!!
Wanted to scream so loud!!!
But I know I'll look stupid
So, I chill down a little and learn how to park the car
Sang a little bit. (more like mumbling)
*When you look me in the eyes~ And tell me that you love me~*
AAAHHHH............!!!!!!
Crazy for them!!!!!!
Oh ya, some other instructor taught me yesterday
And is a cute one!!!!!!
Damn nervous!
What a hot babe!!!!!
Never knew will meet a cute hunk at a driving institute
Wowwww....!!!!
*Yipes!!!!*
Anyways............... That short 10minutes made my day a lot more cheerful!
It was the best moment I had within these few days.
I was having my driving lessons
And thanks to my uncle
He's listening to Fly fm.
How cool is that uncle *hahahxx...*
SO SO SO happy!!!!!
It was THE MOFFATTS. *SCREAMZZZZ~~~!!!!*
Miss You Like Crazy!!!!!
I was surely crazy at that point.
So glad that uncle wasn't in the car.
I was singing like nobody's business
Havent' listen that song for ages!!!!
LOVE IT!! *muackz muackz muackz~!!*
And that was just part of my story
Then, it was the JONAS BROTHERS!!!!!
Can you imagine me in the car holding back my feelings??!!
Wanted to scream so loud!!!
But I know I'll look stupid
So, I chill down a little and learn how to park the car
Sang a little bit. (more like mumbling)
*When you look me in the eyes~ And tell me that you love me~*
AAAHHHH............!!!!!!
Crazy for them!!!!!!
Oh ya, some other instructor taught me yesterday
And is a cute one!!!!!!
Damn nervous!
What a hot babe!!!!!
Never knew will meet a cute hunk at a driving institute
Wowwww....!!!!
*Yipes!!!!*
Anyways............... That short 10minutes made my day a lot more cheerful!
So Long Ago...
Once upon a time,
There was a sudden knock on the enormous door of my kingdom
Standing there was a man
Knight in shining armours
It was love at first sight
And I never knew we had so much in common
It was love and passion that tied our knot together
But..................
I never knew him well enough
One day,
he unveils his true colours
Those evil eyes of his
He attacked me and my kingdom with his troopes
Stole my money and possessions
I was angry not because he had stolen my belongings
I was angry because he cheated on me
My feelings and my love for him......
I gave up
I raise the white flag
Shut the door of my kingdom
Maybe someday,
Someone would knock the door of my kingdom again
It need not be warriors, knights or prince charming
I don't care whether he's rich or handsome
All I want is someone who truly loves me for who I am
Who treats me sincerely,
Lend me a shoulder to cry on,
Be by my side when I'm alone,
And of course care and warmth.........
DECIPHER THIS STORY AND YOU'LL KNOW
There was a sudden knock on the enormous door of my kingdom
Standing there was a man
Knight in shining armours
It was love at first sight
And I never knew we had so much in common
It was love and passion that tied our knot together
But..................
I never knew him well enough
One day,
he unveils his true colours
Those evil eyes of his
He attacked me and my kingdom with his troopes
Stole my money and possessions
I was angry not because he had stolen my belongings
I was angry because he cheated on me
My feelings and my love for him......
I gave up
I raise the white flag
Shut the door of my kingdom
Maybe someday,
Someone would knock the door of my kingdom again
It need not be warriors, knights or prince charming
I don't care whether he's rich or handsome
All I want is someone who truly loves me for who I am
Who treats me sincerely,
Lend me a shoulder to cry on,
Be by my side when I'm alone,
And of course care and warmth.........
DECIPHER THIS STORY AND YOU'LL KNOW
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Bye Bye JUNE~
my sister left me
*sobs*
It will take me 2 years from now for me to see her again. So sad......
No one to fool around with me
No one to watch Hannah Montana with me
No one to sleep with me
No one to tease me
No one to be by my side when I'm alone
No one to quarrel with me
No one to molest me ( p/s: only my sis can do that on me)
So lonely right now. I'm glad I went out with my friends that day. Rather cry in front of my friends than in front of my sis. Anyways, hope she'll be fine there. Will be going to Australia next year end for her graduation day. Can't wait. *hahahaxx....* I wanna go to Gold Coast!!!!!!
Lots of misses and kisses. *muackz~*
*sobs*
It will take me 2 years from now for me to see her again. So sad......
No one to fool around with me
No one to watch Hannah Montana with me
No one to sleep with me
No one to tease me
No one to be by my side when I'm alone
No one to quarrel with me
No one to molest me ( p/s: only my sis can do that on me)
So lonely right now. I'm glad I went out with my friends that day. Rather cry in front of my friends than in front of my sis. Anyways, hope she'll be fine there. Will be going to Australia next year end for her graduation day. Can't wait. *hahahaxx....* I wanna go to Gold Coast!!!!!!
Lots of misses and kisses. *muackz~*
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