Who?
A guy of course!
Name?
Don't know...
Age?
Don't know...
Studying what?
Don't know...
How he looks like?
Not very sure. Can't get a clear look of him.
Reason for loving him?
Don't know...
Sounds pathetic. I know.
But right now, this is the greatest joy in my life.
Peeping through windows.
Jogging in the evening.
The only thing I couldn't do is snap his picture to show to my friends.
Ahhhh...
How much I wish I could snap his picture.
How to start a conversation with a total stranger???
Someone help me!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm So Dead!
Exam started on Tuesday.
Thank you WeeShean for wishing me good luck.
And sorry couldn't reply you cause my phone expired.
Anyways,
Just finished my econ. paper
Damn!
How much I love doing them.
Wrote till my finger felt like falling apart.
But it was fun.
Rushing with time.
The thrill was there.
So does the 'scare factor'
Today kinda bad luck.
Drove to school today.
Saw him near me.
Speed like a mad cow.
Quickly came out from the car
And....
BANG!!!!!
Knocked my head.
t.t
Pain like shit!
Reach classroom and found out that our row didn't had electricity.
But our 'HERO' rescued us before our exam starts.
Tomorrow's paper will be PA
Haven't even touch that book
Ready to flunk it!!!
Thank you WeeShean for wishing me good luck.
And sorry couldn't reply you cause my phone expired.
Anyways,
Just finished my econ. paper
Damn!
How much I love doing them.
Wrote till my finger felt like falling apart.
But it was fun.
Rushing with time.
The thrill was there.
So does the 'scare factor'
Today kinda bad luck.
Drove to school today.
Saw him near me.
Speed like a mad cow.
Quickly came out from the car
And....
BANG!!!!!
Knocked my head.
t.t
Pain like shit!
Reach classroom and found out that our row didn't had electricity.
But our 'HERO' rescued us before our exam starts.
Tomorrow's paper will be PA
Haven't even touch that book
Ready to flunk it!!!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Foreseeing Future
Relatives from Singapore came to visit us.
As usual, my room was very very very messy.
Believe me.
It's messy!
So, mum told me to clean up cause relatives will be coming.
To make things worse, I had to clean 2 rooms cause I messed up my previous room and the current room I'm sleeping at.
(I run to the back room to avoid memories)
Started off with my front room.
It looked like I haven't been there for ages.
So dusty!
So I swept, cleaned.......
And at the end, I cleared something which was once I treasure them so so much.
Unfortunately, I have to pack them up.
It was all the gifts from him and a few letters which I wrote to him a year ago but didn't have the courage to give them to him.
It was all about the way I felt about our relationship.
How much I dislike something,
How I wish we could mend everything back,
And so on.
There's about 8 letters.
I opened them. ( I sealed them up last time = P )
Read through every single thing that I want him to know.
Cried a lot again at that moment.
Luckily no one was home.
So many heart-breaking moments.
Each and every part of it really minimize a little trust from me towards him.
I can't believe how many sad things happened until I read those letters.
Though some letters was full of hatred.
Because I don't know how to express those stuff to him.
That's why all I do was to write them down.
Well, sacrifices made ain't appreciated.
Every single thing that he once gave to me, I still kept them well.
From my 16th birthday present, to the handphone ornament during our 100th day of 'couple-ing', 2008 valentine's flower....
Even the 1st bar of chocolate that he bought for me, I still keep the wrappers.
Does he do anything like that for me.
Perhaps... I don't know.
All I know was i was so sad and angry at the same time when he lost the 'P' that I bought for him at Singapore.
Sighhh.....
All those are memories now.
I packed everything up into a paper bag.
Including some photos that we took together.
Will be moving to new house this year end.
I didn't intend to bring along those things.
I don't want to bring sad memories along.
What should I do??
Dump it? Donate to the needys?? Or return it???
Future>> Hopefully it's a bright place where there's only sunshine and no rains or thunderstorms will get into my way!
As usual, my room was very very very messy.
Believe me.
It's messy!
So, mum told me to clean up cause relatives will be coming.
To make things worse, I had to clean 2 rooms cause I messed up my previous room and the current room I'm sleeping at.
(I run to the back room to avoid memories)
Started off with my front room.
It looked like I haven't been there for ages.
So dusty!
So I swept, cleaned.......
And at the end, I cleared something which was once I treasure them so so much.
Unfortunately, I have to pack them up.
It was all the gifts from him and a few letters which I wrote to him a year ago but didn't have the courage to give them to him.
It was all about the way I felt about our relationship.
How much I dislike something,
How I wish we could mend everything back,
And so on.
There's about 8 letters.
I opened them. ( I sealed them up last time = P )
Read through every single thing that I want him to know.
Cried a lot again at that moment.
Luckily no one was home.
So many heart-breaking moments.
Each and every part of it really minimize a little trust from me towards him.
I can't believe how many sad things happened until I read those letters.
Though some letters was full of hatred.
Because I don't know how to express those stuff to him.
That's why all I do was to write them down.
Well, sacrifices made ain't appreciated.
Every single thing that he once gave to me, I still kept them well.
From my 16th birthday present, to the handphone ornament during our 100th day of 'couple-ing', 2008 valentine's flower....
Even the 1st bar of chocolate that he bought for me, I still keep the wrappers.
Does he do anything like that for me.
Perhaps... I don't know.
All I know was i was so sad and angry at the same time when he lost the 'P' that I bought for him at Singapore.
Sighhh.....
All those are memories now.
I packed everything up into a paper bag.
Including some photos that we took together.
Will be moving to new house this year end.
I didn't intend to bring along those things.
I don't want to bring sad memories along.
What should I do??
Dump it? Donate to the needys?? Or return it???
Future>> Hopefully it's a bright place where there's only sunshine and no rains or thunderstorms will get into my way!
My Suckie MUET Speaking
Damn!
I don't know whether to say that I'm lucky or unlucky.
Lucky that I'm the only 1 who can speak in the group.
Unlucky cause those 3 jokers didn't want to speak to me!!!!
F*ck!!!!
If my MUET speaking mark turns out bad,
IT'S ALL THEIR FAULT!!!
T.T
Feel like crying man!!!!
How can it be a discussion when I'm the only 1 speaking to myself.
And they didn't even want to have eye contact with me!!!
In the end, I have to speak to the examiners.
So pissed off!!!!
When I'm finally out of point, they still didn't wan to talk!
All they say is "I agree"
Arrgghhhhh........!!!!!!!
So.....
After I concluded task B, 1 of the examiner said "no discussion"
AAAHHHH.......!!!!!
I'm so dead man!
And is all because of that 3 strangers.
Sobsss.............
I don't know whether to say that I'm lucky or unlucky.
Lucky that I'm the only 1 who can speak in the group.
Unlucky cause those 3 jokers didn't want to speak to me!!!!
F*ck!!!!
If my MUET speaking mark turns out bad,
IT'S ALL THEIR FAULT!!!
T.T
Feel like crying man!!!!
How can it be a discussion when I'm the only 1 speaking to myself.
And they didn't even want to have eye contact with me!!!
In the end, I have to speak to the examiners.
So pissed off!!!!
When I'm finally out of point, they still didn't wan to talk!
All they say is "I agree"
Arrgghhhhh........!!!!!!!
So.....
After I concluded task B, 1 of the examiner said "no discussion"
AAAHHHH.......!!!!!
I'm so dead man!
And is all because of that 3 strangers.
Sobsss.............
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Confessions
Okey...
Maybe I'm a little too harsh on 'him'
He's good actually.
I'm the bad one.
So.....
Aha~
Nothing to say.
Maybe I should put it this way.
His business is none of my business anymore.
Nothing to be bothered.
Duhhh....!!!!
Maybe I'm a little too harsh on 'him'
He's good actually.
I'm the bad one.
So.....
Aha~
Nothing to say.
Maybe I should put it this way.
His business is none of my business anymore.
Nothing to be bothered.
Duhhh....!!!!
New Family Member
09/10/2009
10.26pm
Yeah~~~!!! I'm an aunt again! I'm an aunt all this while but this new birth really cheers everything up!
Boy! What an amazing moment.
And some silly jokes.
Now I know how a husband will feel when his wife is about to give birth.
Everything turned upside down!
You can't even recognize your own child!
What a nervous daddy.
At least Janice's husband is better than my dad.
Hahahaha.......
10.26pm
Yeah~~~!!! I'm an aunt again! I'm an aunt all this while but this new birth really cheers everything up!
Boy! What an amazing moment.
And some silly jokes.
Now I know how a husband will feel when his wife is about to give birth.
Everything turned upside down!
You can't even recognize your own child!
What a nervous daddy.
At least Janice's husband is better than my dad.
Hahahaha.......
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Setting My Goals
Future bf to be.
Must be well-spoken in English.
At least better than me la~~~!!!(I don't want to have conversations in chinese!)
Must be 2 years older than me.
(I don't mind finding younger ones though = P)
Don't have to be rich.
As long as he won't tell me 'I don't have money to....'
Those kind of guys can go fly kites!
Oh... And must be well-educated too.
I don't want to look dumb in public.
(It'll be better if he's smarter than me!)
If couldn't find a guy as mentioned,
I'll resort with super 'doinks' guy but must be extremely wealthy to cover up his flaws.
Hahahahahaha...
Damn am I evil.
This is just a joke.
The whole break up thing really changed me a lot.
And I love it!!!
Woohoo~~~
I missed my opportunity to spread my wings for something stupid.
And I'm not gonna do the same old mistake again.
I'll be 'stupider' than that fella if I do the same thing again!
It's obvious that we can't be friends anymore.
Cause seeing him just will remind me of how dumb I am.
And I don't want to be dumb!
For those who said that I'll cry for more than a month if I break up with him,
guys, I proved you wrong!
How proud am I~~
Ceh....
Hahahaha....
All the thing he'd once said are bullshits and rubbish to me now.
I'm so over him!!!!
In fact, I hate him so much till the extend that I'll kill him.
But laws restricted me to do so.
No point going to jail for some silly things.
Committing suicide because of him?
Nawh......
Dream on!
It's not worth it.
Why harm myself when I can improve myself for my future??
Make myself a better bait to catch a better fish.
*giggles
Waiting for my uni life!!
Boy, am I proud of myself!
Must be well-spoken in English.
At least better than me la~~~!!!(I don't want to have conversations in chinese!)
Must be 2 years older than me.
(I don't mind finding younger ones though = P)
Don't have to be rich.
As long as he won't tell me 'I don't have money to....'
Those kind of guys can go fly kites!
Oh... And must be well-educated too.
I don't want to look dumb in public.
(It'll be better if he's smarter than me!)
If couldn't find a guy as mentioned,
I'll resort with super 'doinks' guy but must be extremely wealthy to cover up his flaws.
Hahahahahaha...
Damn am I evil.
This is just a joke.
The whole break up thing really changed me a lot.
And I love it!!!
Woohoo~~~
I missed my opportunity to spread my wings for something stupid.
And I'm not gonna do the same old mistake again.
I'll be 'stupider' than that fella if I do the same thing again!
It's obvious that we can't be friends anymore.
Cause seeing him just will remind me of how dumb I am.
And I don't want to be dumb!
For those who said that I'll cry for more than a month if I break up with him,
guys, I proved you wrong!
How proud am I~~
Ceh....
Hahahaha....
All the thing he'd once said are bullshits and rubbish to me now.
I'm so over him!!!!
In fact, I hate him so much till the extend that I'll kill him.
But laws restricted me to do so.
No point going to jail for some silly things.
Committing suicide because of him?
Nawh......
Dream on!
It's not worth it.
Why harm myself when I can improve myself for my future??
Make myself a better bait to catch a better fish.
*giggles
Waiting for my uni life!!
Boy, am I proud of myself!
Talking About Luck!
It happened yesterday.
I was pretty drowsy the whole day.
Thanks to my flu!!!!
I was either lying or sleeping during classes.
I didn't even listen what the teachers were teaching.
All I bother was to SLEEP
Everytime I lay down a while, teacher will go "Joanne..."
I was like "Urrgghhh...."
Of course I didn't really express it out.
How embarrassing would that be >.< color="#3366ff">zombie or as if I were sobbing the whole day.
Overall, I looked dumb!
But!!!!!
At least there's something to be happy about!
Why??!!
I got number 1!!!
Not for the whole form.
Just for my own class.
*chuckles!*
Gonna use it to get some rewards from my parents. = P
Forget about the whole school thing.
Went for yc session with Shean, Lynn, Bear, KerLee, Bao, LyeKuen and PuiMun.
We chit-chatted, blah this blah that blah everything.
I kept telling Bear how much I don't want to attend the form 6 dinner.
Cause of 'non-other-than-that-someone'
And as we were talking about it...
Damn...... Imagine my surprise.
There he was.
AAAHHHH.......!!!!
There's so many coffee shops in Air Putih.
Why must you be there!!!!!!!
(*note. I'm this emotioned because how am I suppose to forget about him if he keeps popping out of nowheres)
Hello~~~!!!!!
That's the reason I don't want to go to that dinner.
And there he was right in front of me!
Luckily I never lost my appetite.
I never do.
Hahahaha.....
Argh...
What a 'wonderful' way to 'brighten up' my 'happy' afternoon =.=
Rush back home to get ready for the next event.
What time it was??!!
Karaoke time!!!!
Went for a brief snack before we went for our 'vocal class'.
At first, all shy shy.
Who so clever went and chose poker face to sing.
But SY and TM did a good job for the 'opening ceremony'
It was loud and funny.
Most of us were laughing till our stomach sort of cramp.
We sang quite a lot of songs.
English, Chinese and surprisingly Malay songs too.
Hahaha....
We had loads of fun.
Too bad the room was too dark.
Couldn't snap a perfect picture.
And the most touching part was...
When we sang 'You Are Not Alone' for ShuWan cause she'll be leaving us.
Sobs.....
We'll definitely miss her.
I was pretty drowsy the whole day.
Thanks to my flu!!!!
I was either lying or sleeping during classes.
I didn't even listen what the teachers were teaching.
All I bother was to SLEEP
Everytime I lay down a while, teacher will go "Joanne..."
I was like "Urrgghhh...."
Of course I didn't really express it out.
How embarrassing would that be >.< color="#3366ff">zombie or as if I were sobbing the whole day.
Overall, I looked dumb!
But!!!!!
At least there's something to be happy about!
Why??!!
I got number 1!!!
Not for the whole form.
Just for my own class.
*chuckles!*
Gonna use it to get some rewards from my parents. = P
Forget about the whole school thing.
Went for yc session with Shean, Lynn, Bear, KerLee, Bao, LyeKuen and PuiMun.
We chit-chatted, blah this blah that blah everything.
I kept telling Bear how much I don't want to attend the form 6 dinner.
Cause of 'non-other-than-that-someone'
And as we were talking about it...
Damn...... Imagine my surprise.
There he was.
AAAHHHH.......!!!!
There's so many coffee shops in Air Putih.
Why must you be there!!!!!!!
(*note. I'm this emotioned because how am I suppose to forget about him if he keeps popping out of nowheres)
Hello~~~!!!!!
That's the reason I don't want to go to that dinner.
And there he was right in front of me!
Luckily I never lost my appetite.
I never do.
Hahahaha.....
Argh...
What a 'wonderful' way to 'brighten up' my 'happy' afternoon =.=
Rush back home to get ready for the next event.
What time it was??!!
Karaoke time!!!!
Went for a brief snack before we went for our 'vocal class'.
At first, all shy shy.
Who so clever went and chose poker face to sing.
But SY and TM did a good job for the 'opening ceremony'
It was loud and funny.
Most of us were laughing till our stomach sort of cramp.
We sang quite a lot of songs.
English, Chinese and surprisingly Malay songs too.
Hahaha....
We had loads of fun.
Too bad the room was too dark.
Couldn't snap a perfect picture.
And the most touching part was...
When we sang 'You Are Not Alone' for ShuWan cause she'll be leaving us.
Sobs.....
We'll definitely miss her.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Happy birthday, FeiSin!
Today is FeiSin's birthday.
Hope she had a blessed birthday!
Just came back from yc session with them
Uploading pictures.
Bang!
See I so good.
I purposely come my mum office to upload these pictures!
You owe me a big time!!!!
Hope she had a blessed birthday!
Just came back from yc session with them
Uploading pictures.
Bang!
See I so good.
I purposely come my mum office to upload these pictures!
You owe me a big time!!!!
Monday, October 5, 2009
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival
3rd of October, Saturday.
Had a blast on that day.
We didn't celebrate it at the beach.
Instead, we went to my new house to light candles.
The fun part was...........
There's no furniture, no light, no nothing!!!!
Except water.
Hahaha.....
We just lay some mats on the floor and that's it.
Of course we brought some food and snacks.
We even brought a portable stove along to boil water.
Ya!!!
We made tea.
Sooooo traditional!
Lols.....
Chit-chatted a lot.... (as usual)
All my close friends came.
(except Shiyun cause she's at KL and SinYee cause she went for camp)
Such a waste they didn't come!!!!
We had such a splendid time together.
Took quite a lot of pictures.
Must capture these precious moments. Ceh......
*giggles
We were very noisy that night.
I hope I didn't give any bad impression to my soon-to-be neighbours.
Most of the sound was contributed by Bao.
I'm innocent = P
Anyways...... Overall, we enjoyed ourselves that night.
It's better than crowding at TC.
I don't want to be packed like sardine.
And I have some sort of feeling that 'he' will be there too.
No point bumping into him and ruin my mood.
DUHHH......
No matter how, friends will be always better than bf.
They will be angry at me, no doubts, but at least they won't leave me.
That's why I love them!
Sobsss....
You guys are the best!
1 more thing.
My mum made a stupid joke that night.
You see, my new room will be facing the back road.
She says that my boyfriend will serenade songs with a guitar for me next time.
Why must parents approve a relationship after I broke up???!!!
Arrrgghhh....
Nevermind.....
Find another then...
Lolss...
Had a blast on that day.
We didn't celebrate it at the beach.
Instead, we went to my new house to light candles.
The fun part was...........
There's no furniture, no light, no nothing!!!!
Except water.
Hahaha.....
We just lay some mats on the floor and that's it.
Of course we brought some food and snacks.
We even brought a portable stove along to boil water.
Ya!!!
We made tea.
Sooooo traditional!
Lols.....
Chit-chatted a lot.... (as usual)
All my close friends came.
(except Shiyun cause she's at KL and SinYee cause she went for camp)
Such a waste they didn't come!!!!
We had such a splendid time together.
Took quite a lot of pictures.
Must capture these precious moments. Ceh......
*giggles
We were very noisy that night.
I hope I didn't give any bad impression to my soon-to-be neighbours.
Most of the sound was contributed by Bao.
I'm innocent = P
Anyways...... Overall, we enjoyed ourselves that night.
It's better than crowding at TC.
I don't want to be packed like sardine.
And I have some sort of feeling that 'he' will be there too.
No point bumping into him and ruin my mood.
DUHHH......
No matter how, friends will be always better than bf.
They will be angry at me, no doubts, but at least they won't leave me.
That's why I love them!
Sobsss....
You guys are the best!
1 more thing.
My mum made a stupid joke that night.
You see, my new room will be facing the back road.
She says that my boyfriend will serenade songs with a guitar for me next time.
Why must parents approve a relationship after I broke up???!!!
Arrrgghhh....
Nevermind.....
Find another then...
Lolss...
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