Bad Start!

Ooo... My trials started off pretty bad.
Questions were rather hard and none of the tips were accurate.
Not even one!
Luckily I didn't study on the tips given.
It'll be a total waste of time.


Read on the newspaper today.
Am a little bit pissed off!
It's about a couple abusing their maid and even force her on a threesome with them.
Come on!!!
Think people, THINK!
How on earth there's people like them
Threesome is normal in some countries
But with your maid??!!
What happened to these people's senses???
What was running in their minds when they're 'doing' with a maid?
A maid??!!
I still can't believe it.
This society is turning into something bad, real bad!
They even physically abused her with belts and irons.
Damn these people are so so so immoral!


Had my retainers on for these few nights.
Man I was so happy when my mum passed me my box of retainers!
I thought I lost them when I moved into this house.
I searched everywhere but I just couldn't find them.
I even when back to my old house to search for it.
Anyways.... At least I have them now.
The bad thing is, it hurt so bad!!!
As in freaking pain!
I even have ulcer on my gum!
I've visited the dentist many times to fix it but still............

See the bling on my teeth!

Yea I can't close my mouth properly with my retainers in it =.=

Couldn't sleep last night. Ended up taking these pictures.
I know... I'm lame = P

Ignore my messy hair. It's 12 midnight and I'm not bothered on the way I look!

Trial

Tomorrow marks the first day for my trial.
And... I haven't touch any of my books!
I know... I'm that lazy.
But I really really really doesn't have the mood to study.
Studying have to depend on mood?
For my case, yea....
Gosh...
Kill me!!!!
I'll study later, maybe.
I don't know.... I have tough time to force myself to study.
It's the first time I totally ignored books during exam.
What's wrong with me??!!
Sigh...

I want to get good results for this trial.
Seriously!
But I ain't motivated to study at all.
I sucks!
Can anyone throw me to a river and just drown me to death?!

A month?

Hmm....

Missing him. Wonder what he's doing?

Posing in front of the shop? = P

"wondering where I am lost without you

And being a part ain't easy on this love affair

Two strangers learn to fall in love again

I get the joy of rediscovering you"

Cant stop missing u ♥ K ♥

Latest craze!

Ain't these the cutest!!!!
I'm so making these after my STPM!
They are so darn good looking and I hope they are delectable too = )
Owh I can't wait!

Cute to the max!

On The Go

Yeah... I'm writing on my blog again.
My fingers get itchy and I had loads of stuff to blah out.

Firstly, I bumped into him
But not in person.
Maybe I should put it this way.
I bumped into... HIS CAR XD
Gosh... I always get to see only his car.
I mean... Come on!
Can't I just see him in person!!!!!
Well.. Forget it!

And... I've been sitting in front of the laptop the whole day!
Brought out my mathematics homework.
I didn't even manage to finish 1 question!
Damn it!
Instead, I was browsing for recipes.
Had tons of recipes to try.
Sadly, I couldn't lay my hands on any of them right now.

Having many thoughts in my mind.
Wondering what to do, what to say...
I'm a little fed up with myself now.
Somehow I can't think straight (don't get me wrong. I'm not thinking anything dirty!)
Am I finding trouble?
My feelings are wearing me down.
Gosh... I think I screw up my life.
Please get out of my mind.
Can I get a short break?
Are there any heavenly island around?
Feel like lying on a hammock.
With the sea breeze blowing so gently...
Nothing but fresh air and wind.
Man I need to escape from this life for a while.

Who will know what future beholds?
Who will ensure there'll be a better tomorrow?
For every yesterdays we had experienced,
Never ever look back or regret, but learn!

Oooo..!!!! 1 important thing!
I thought of turning this into a food blog.
Just so that I can stop writing about 3883.
And of course it's my passion for baking too = P
Hmm....
Should I???

Hard Feelings

Sigh... I guess I really liked him.
I miss him...
Miss bumping into him.
Miss texting him.
Miss his voice.
Miss his midnight calls.
Eveything...
I miss everything about him.
And I can't get him out of my head.

Somehow I wished this works though I know it'll never.
Felt like texting him sometimes but I don't want him too feel like I'm falling heads over heels for him (although I am, obviously!)
Just that I hate this sort of feelings.
First, you gave me high hopes.
Then, you crush me flat.
I don't like it.
And I know I must get over with it.
Keep reminding myself "Forget him, Jo!"
But I can't!

My trials and finals are just around the corner
And I'm writing stupid stuff here instead of studying!
This is what happens everything I fall deep.
I need someone to pull me out.
Felt like been locked in a dark dungeon
Where you get to see a glimpse of light shining through a hole.
But no matter how hard you tried,
You can't grasp hold of it.

I need some program to reset my brain.
Suck out all the useless stuff that's driving me crazy!
I want a little peace in my mind.
And it seems like no matter how hard I tried, there's still something sprouting out of my head constantly reminds me of those things!
How am I suppose to concentrate??!!!

I'm really really really unsatisfied now!
I want everything to be the way I want!
I don't want to play by the rules of someone else's game!
Though I may sound selfish but I SERIOUSLY IN ALARMING SITUATION!
Found myself pretty weird nowadays.
I'm afraid of people.
I dislike hitting the malls cause I'm kinda 'crowd-phobia'
I rather listen to people complaints than to complain about my stuff.
Talk less makes me feel a bit out.
But my mouth is somehow partially glued.
And I hate people giving me weird stares.
(Though they are not but I somehow felt it that way)
I don't know...
I just feel weird myself.

Gimme a break!