You know I'm in good mood when...

Had a brief moment back at Kuantan.
I'm so glad ah ma is alright now.
Except that she still feels slight pain on her fingers.
Well... It's better than seeing her all weak and frail like the past few weeks.
I feel like I haven't really went back to Kuantan although I did!
It's so weird!!!
Everytime I go back, I don't have enough time for what I want to do.
This moment I'm in Kuantan, that moments I'll be back in KL again.
Sighh...
So depressing!
If only my semester break is this week.
I miss hanging out with my friends.
I don't mind them teasing me anymore.
Just let me be with you guys~~
It's such a sad case that I have to wait till next year to meet them.
It's like... "WHAT THE HECK!"
Ah well.......... Life goes on~~~~

Yes!
Family Day ended!
Yes!
Our ED won 2nd place!
Yes!
We got last for our overall performance because we are The Thing from Fantastic 4.
4th placing then...!!! XD
Woohoo...........
Like I bother!
I mean I do bother about my ED but the overall thingy is not up to me to bother.

Hahaha........
I find myself weird at times.
Everyone had been sick for the past week and I happily brag that I did not and could not get sick this semester.
I brag so much that I even told them I wish I were sick.
There you go... My wish came true.
But at a perfectly WRONG timing.
I mean.... Of all time, why happen during my super duper short weekend holiday trip back to my beloved hometown where I've prepared a thousand to do things????
But then...... That's the consequence for bragging non stop.
Congratulation Joanne Lee. You have won the award for the best bragging tittle.
Your prize is your long time wish "To Be Sick During Your Holiday"
*clap clap clap clap clap*
Damn it!

Did I mention my sis went to Big Bang's concert?
She did!!!
And that makes me want to attend SeungGi's concert even more!
I even asked my mother "Can I skip my test and attend SeungGi's concert?"
She answered "What's not meant for you is not for you"
Sad to the max!
SeungGi, don't worry!
The next time you come, and if there's no sudden obstacles (thank you account test 2!), I'll definitely go to you!
And if you might not come Malaysia again, don't worry!
I will make sure to fly to Korea after I get my butt out of Uni.
But then if I'm still a crazy fan like now and you haven't enlist in military = )
So make sure you remain active like you used to be... PLEASE!
I told my mum that she can deactivate Astro because you're no longer in 2 days 1 night.
I know... I'm crazy! XD
Please please please have a new variety show and make sure it's on KBS because mum does not subscribe other channels!
Thank you very much! <3 p="p">
Oh gosh...
Why am I writing to SeungGi??
Sorry... It must be from the sore throat that I'm having.
Makes my head and heart sore at the same time.
Aihhh...
Jiwangnya!

Exploded

Gosh... I can't believe I got mad and raised my voice on the spot.
It's like "BAM!"
I'm the bad person in everyone's eyes now.
I don't care anymore...
I don't mind you people not being serious but please at least play your own roles!
It's so hard to explain it.
Seriously, I've lost my senses today.
Juniors, seniors, friends...
I don't mind you all change impression of me or not but that's that.
If you think I'm overreacting then that's fine with me.
I give up being good.
Let's just get back to the old me.

FIRE UP!

Silenced...

It's this time of the year again...
The busiest period in our college where all of us have to gather at our 'respective' families till late night!
Arghhh.....
I hate it so much but yet we have to deal with this.
My eye bags and dark circle are so freaking obvious now thanks to these activities.
And I have a serious case of insomnia!
Man.... I have to wait till 2am to be able to fall deep sleep.

Most of the time I'll be watching my dramas and movies!
Oh!!! Talking about movie, there's this one movie that I've been longing to watch!
And yes i finally found it with English subs!
I literally celebrated with joy in the room.
Ya... Imagine me hopping, jumping and screaming!!!
But the story of this movie is a little...
Well... a bit heart wrenching...
And to make things worse, it's a true story.
It revolves around the students and staffs of a school for deaf.
It's already unfortunate enough for the children to be born with impairment and yet they still do those immoral      things to them.
Bullying... Assaulting... Raping.......
It feel like a horror movie to me.
I can't imagine how terrified those kids were...
Although what's showed are just play and act, but knowing that it is based on true story just makes me....
Urghhh... I can't find a word to describe my feelings.
I just manage to watch the first part and yet it already leave such impact on me.
It was such an emotional movie.

I get to know this movie when it was being reported on TV as it was consider as a controversial movie.
Somehow they think that this movie will reflect on every schools there is although it is just that one school who actually did that.
Anyways, they aired it and I'm glad they did.
Thanks to that movie, several new acts and law had been set to punish those immoral people.
Imagine, an educator suppose to give good example and be a role model to the young.
Instead, they did those awful things to the children.
I never knew I could get angry because of this movie.
Usually is those sad sad movie that can move my heart.
But somehow I feel the unfairness for the children.
I think I got carried away now, although I just watched the first part.
Well... That just show they are good actors and actresses in that movie!
They brought the emotion out so REAL!

And you think all K-drama and K-movie are those love love and love stories.
Ah Ha! Think again!

Breaking my breaks!

I feel like crying!!!
Why is our mid semester break different with other universities??
It's already hard enough for me to meet them.
Now it's even harder!!!!
Arghhh.....
I hate it when things are not going according to my plan.
(That's why I'm always mad!)
Darn I really miss them!
Those are the people whom I meet everyday during my school life.
Now, I can only meet them few times in a year.
And yet, this kind thing happens!
How am I suppose to meet them??!!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeee.............
I feel like screaming so badly.
But I'll do so when I'm back at the beach.
Then I'll go "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~"
I miss doing that!
I shall have a list of 'The Things to Do in Kuantan'
Seriously........... I'm like freaking out in my heart!!
I can't shout now unless if I want my roommate to think that I have some mental breakdown or whatsoever.
Anyway.......... I'll got back during Haji break!
Lalala.........

1 more thing!
I found my long lost primary schoolmate.\
Ei wait, it's him who found me.
I had a great laugh thanks to him.
Of all things to use to describe me, he said I'm fierce!!!
Ahhhh.......
I'm no longer fierce la........
I have to  be fierce last time.
But not anymore!
Maybe now still a little but not as bad as last time.
Arghhhh...........
"Wanna try a dose of my fierceness during my secondary school life?"
Hahaha............
Damn...........!!!!!!!
See...!!! Now I'm fierce!
Just kidding........

I can't help it if I look fierce.
My father look fierce too...
I got his genes! XD