Sneak peaks!

Hmm.... Having tuitions all day long had made me sick sick sick! Having flu, sorethroat, cough, etc... Kinda tiring and exhausted with all the 'rushing here, rushing there'. Gonna jump into the deep blue sea sooner or later.

Went to Megamall last night. Poor maintainance!!! Each toilet room was dark!!! Stupid! I had to pee in the dark! I mean... How do you expect people to do their 'business' in the dark??? Come on..!!! Common sense larh~

But there's something good happened there yesterday. Saw him~ *shy smile* I can't believe he's there and was quite near to me. I didn't even dare to look at him. Still felt the 'childhood embarrassment'!!!

Saw him again today during breakfast. He was having his tuition break. *giggles*

= )

p/s: joanne stopped listening to that song already! It only lasted for a week!

This Is Bad!

Finally! I have the time to blog this post. 8 hours of tuitions again today. I could die if everyday is TODAY!

So, this is the bad news. June might not be able to come back for next year's CNY. *sniff* Which means.... Next year's CNY will be dull, boring and URGHHH..... Alyssa and Amabel wont be back too. Looks like I'll be spending my CNY with Jess only.

I was really looking forward for June to come back.(Cause I want all the goodies! = P) I thought of calling her to buy liquor for me!!! Looks like I have to forget about those stuffs. Sighhh....

Any good news?? Nahhh.... Plain boring! I didn't even have time for movies. There's so many mov. I wanted to watch desperately!

Oh ya, there's a good news after all! I'll be moving out! Hopefully before Christmas! Iron grill is finally fixed. (Took them months!) Will be shopping around for furnitures and some electrical appliances. Can't wait for it! So far we have bought bedsheets and curtains only. And we haven't pack our things yet. Gotta sort out my things after all my tuitions. So many rubbish and 'unwanted stuffs'. Yay...!!! I'm finally moving to a place without a single memory of him!!! MY SANCTUARY!! Woohoo...!!! Can't wait for it! It's fun to move to that area. Cause it'll be like.... 10 steps away from my house to Koala's house. Just thinking of it makes me jump up and down.

6 hours of tuitions tomorrow! Attack!!!!!

My life isn't that bad after all = P

p/s: I didn't listen to that song anymore. Miss the tune so so so so much!

6 down.. 2 more to go!

I hate today... 8 hours of tutions. 2 more hours to go later.

Today's weather is pretty chill. Or should I say "It's freezing cold!" Wore my sweater the whole day. My fingers were nearly frostbitten.It was really that cold! Guess what? The temperature at my tuition centre is 16degree! Hell cold!

But I still love this weather. Suits my sleepy mode! Yeah... I was drowzy in my econs. tuition. The bad part of it is, I couldn't concentrate well. Everything teacher says..... I was like "What?" Pathetic!

Went for the 4 hours maths class in the morning. Guess who I saw? My first crush. Giggles! But we didn't talk. It'll be a total embarrassment! My friends looked at me when he passed by in front of me. I stared back at them. So obvious they are teasing me!!! I sat at a pretty good angle whereby I get a clear look of him from the place I sit. No... I did not peep at him the whole time! Just occasionally = P I can't believe I liked him for like... 6 years? Chuckles! Naive~!

Chat for a while with NaNa just now, after our econs. tuition. How much we missed crapping with each other! Though we're from different school, we talked a lot during our form 4 & 5 acc. tuition. She asked me the same question as others who haven't seen me in ages. How's ur relationship with XX? Haha.... Same answer. "We broke up" Some say it's a good thing (My former teacher say so = P). Some say it's a waste (cause it's a 2 years relationship). For me, life goes on as usual. (Being optimistic!) I miss NaNa. I'm her only friend who calls her NaNa. ^^

p/s: I didn't have the time to listen to that song! Sobs... Will do it tonite!

Hols Is In Da House!

Yipesss!!!
This is the happiest moment of my life.
No school!!!
How great is that!!!
Today is my last day of schooling for 2009.
Yay...!!!
But it was a busy day.
Thanks to those PBSM certs!!!
KerLee and I was printing them for hours!
Bored to death!
And we went round the school to look for our teacher.
Damn....
She's like playing hide and seek with us.
One minute she's there.
Next minute, she's gone.
We couldn't find her in the end.
We just leave those stuff on her table with a note.
= P
Saw him at the canteen today.
So darn cute!
Too bad he's younger than me!!!
And is a Malay!
Sobs....
Well, a little fantasy will not hurt much.
Giggles!!

Today is the last day for me to get a good rest.
I don't even dare to think of tomorrow.
8 hours of tuitions!
Can someone just kill me??!!! T.T
3 weeks of tuitions.
Argh....
It's a torture!!!
Hope these weeks goes by in a blink of eye. (I wish!)
Then I'll be heading to Malacca for hols.!
Woohoo...!!!

June will be back in exactly 7 weeks from now.
I'm waiting for the goodies!!!
I hope she doesn't but anything common anymore.
The last time she bought back Nougats and TimTam.
I can get those stuffs at Kuantan la, sister!
I can't waiting to lay my hands on Honey-ed Macadamian Nuts!
Yummmooo~~~

p/s: Still listening to it = P

Rainy Dayss...

Looks like monsoon season is here.
Yeappp!!!
LOVEEEE it so much.
Reminds me of those days when June and I will fold paper boats.
*giggles..
We'll be wet from head to toes.
Dancing and fooling around at our backyard.
Like it when we're all drenched.
We usually get sick the next day = P

Well, since we don't have any snow in Malaysia.
Monsoon season is the only cold and chill time we'll get.
Sighh...
Home alone-ing now.
Miss my sisters so much.
Sobsss....

Haven't been to school for three days since Tuesday.
lolss...
I'm that lazy!!!
Got a little nagging from my parents, of course!
School to me is like jail.
There's no freedom.
But I'll be going to school tomorrow.
Is our last day.
Gonna snap pictures!!!!
Chhheeezzzzz.......
= )

Had been doing silly stuffs at home recently.
Salsacise and aerobic.
Just to shake those stubborn fats off my body.
But it's tiring!!!
I'm all poofed out after every session.
I look dumb dumb doing so.
haha...
But, who cares?!
No one is seeing me.
I make sure all windows are closed before I do so!
It'll be embarrassing if outsiders see me in that situation.

p/s: I'm still listening to that song~~ Lurve it!

Aaaaahhhhhhhhh........~~~!!!!!

I can't get that music out of my head.
Somehow, it got stuck in my brain.
Now, I had to listen to that song at least thrice a day.
Shuts...!!!
It's really that good!
I'm waiting for the day I'll get bored with it.
Maybe few weeks from now = P
But it's really that addictive.
Don't know what makes me like this.
So freaking nice!!!
I don't know how he manage to remix both the songs.
I wish someone will play that song for me...
Awwww~~
How sweet will that be?!
It'll be a jaw-dropping moment.
And maybe a little drool... = P
I mean....
A guy doing stuff like that is rare to find.
So....
If it really happens, I'll be on cloud nine!!!

D,
you are superb!!!!

Grumble... Mumble.... Bubble??

Sobs...
My tummy is palying a fool with me again.
After 1 year, and here it is again.
Damn.....!!!

had a bad stomachache this morning.
Went back home right after assembly.
I had to get my form teacher's signature before i can leave the school.
So happen my teacher was absent today.
So my econs. teacher signed for me right after hearing I'm not feeling well.
Unlike that stupid, dumb, idiotic teacher!!!
Another teacher asked me whether I'm having fever.
And that dumb chinese teacher said
"Kenapa demam masih mau datang sekolah?!"
Shit la!
I havent even answered yes or no!
I was like....
What the hell...!!
Simply scold me before listening to my real reason.
Dumb man!
Silly teacher!
Brainless.....

Anyways, there's good news!
I got number 1!
Again..!!!
Thanks to him for giving up on me!!!
Yeahhh....~~~!!!!
I'll prove to him I'll not die for not having him in my life.
In fact, I'll be better!
Cheers to singlehood!
I kinda dislike chinese guys now because of him.
Somehow affected me a little.
That's why.... I'm looking for ang mo's~~~
Lols.... =P

Had been listening a good piano music these few days.
Thanks to Sa's neighbour, Andrew!
The songs he played was superb!!!
Love it very very much!!
Especially Love Story & Canon remix!
Was fascinated with that song!
Ahhh.....
Kinda addicted to that song.

Untitled..

Just finish viewing pictures and video of a boy.
Passed away on 11-11-2009
Hope he'll rest in peace and may God bless him.

I'm not his friend but I've talk to him once or twice.
During last year's schools events when he performed and I emcee-ed.
He's such a great dancer.
Cute, handsome and funny.
Backstage, he jokes a lot with his friends
When my friend mentioned his name, I couldn't recall who he was.
Until I saw his pictures.
I never had in mind that it was him when my friends told me.

I think everyone is in grief right now.
Nick when to see him for the last time.
Many people went.

Sighh....

Torture Begins!

I'll be having loads of tuition classes.
Never ending classes.
Worse than having school classes.
Thinking of it now makes me shiver.
Scare la~
But maybe it'll be fun
(trying to be optimistic = P)

What makes me sad is....
I'll have shorter holidays..
Sobzz....
Sighh.....

Bad Luck Strikes!

My voice has never been husky for this long.
Don't know when I'll get better
(Hopefully soon!)
Hate my voice so much.....

Skip maths class for the first time today.
sigh....
Teacher complained.
(She wasn't in a good mood, obviously)
Scolded us.
Sighhh.....
First time a.....
How 'lucky' am I???

She's gonna hate us for sure.
Don't feel like going to school tomorrow t.t

Joanne Lee is in holiday mood!!!

Falling Into Pieces

I'm dead sick today.
Worse than yesterday.

Shuts..!!!
Coughing till I feel like digging out my lung and dump it.
Damn pain.
Hmm...
Asthma again??
Better not.
Hate hospitals....!!!

Went to Sri Jaya this afternoon for lunch.
Having party for Joshua~~
What a darling! = )
Such a sweetheart.
Daddy drove there.
I was practically dead in the car.
Felt like a pack sardine in it.
Anyways, reach there around 12.30pm
Hop down from the car for some fresh air.
Ate watermelon~
Best way to cool my body down.
Waited for the rest at the restaurant.
The dishes only came out around 1.30pm
Hungry like mad by that time!!
But it was worth to wait.
The food was SUPERB!
Hahaha....
Which means I gain more weight!
Reach home around 4.15pm.
Went straight to my room.
Doze off immediately.
I was so tired.
Sneezing throughout the day.
Caughing like an old lady.
Walk with my back hunched....
And I woke up with a husky voice.
Sad!!!

Just brought Jerry back to his daddy.
Sobzz...
Miss that dog so much~!
And his owner kutuk me kao kao!
Sheesshhh....!!!
As if he's very good!
I can cook, okey?!!
Think I'm what?
Silly guy!
Luckily Jerry doesn't have any of your genes = P

Joy To The World!

Yeah~~!!
I'm so over with my exams!
Cheers to all who finished their exams too!
Just ended my muet exam this morning.
Boy am I nervous to the max!
As usual, my tummy churned and churned and churned.
Silly psychology thing that I should overcome.
Too bad I couldn't.
During my spm times, I even brought my 'po chi yi' with me
(In case I.... U know....)
Anyways, today was fully packed.
And I'm sick
sobzz....
I don't know how on earth I got my flu.
It started with a mere sorethroat.
Dad suspected that I caught a cold by getting wet in the rain.
But I told him I didn't.
So, all he say is 'Means you didn't drink enough water la~!'
Hahaha....
I'll have to admit that.
Pass few days had been raining heavily.
And it makes me wanna pee more often.
I'm lazy to make trips to school's toilet (And it stinks!)

Ahhh~~~~
I'm so relieved right now.
So stressfree and are planning things for the hols.
Hopefully it's a great one.
KoaLa came back early in the morning today.
As in "early morning"
2am. Man! How much she misses us and Kuantan.
Went out with her just now.
Talk about... Ahem...
What else... Of course its about guys!
ChungYu was around too.
Hahaha....
I refused to talk about my pass when ChungYu asked me.
Somehow I've realised everything.
Thanks to my friends.

I'm so full right now.
Just had a lavish dinner at my aunt's place.
My cousin is having her confinement period...
So.... Lots of foods!!!
That's why I'm so bloated now. = (
Sighhh.......

Yay.... Time to enjoy!!!

What We Learn...

Today econs. class was ridiculous!
This happened roughly 4 hours ago at our tuition class.
What we learn today is about Pendapatan Negara.
Teacher said that even though our income is 0, we will still spend on our daily needs.
So....
The question was....
Where do we get the money to spend on???
Teacher asked Bao.
So she answered
1) Mengemis (Beg for money)
Teacher didn't heard her answer.

2) Cari Kerja (Find a job)
Teacher says assume there's no job.

3)Cari boyfren kaya. (Find a rich dude)
Teacher was speechless....

This kid really knows how to pull off a good joke.

When teacher asked Jen.
She answered
1) Cari ibubapa ( Help from parents)

Kids nowadays....
Teacher will go crazy with these kind of answers!

We laughed like mad girls who gone crazy.

So...
What did I learn today?
Find a rich guy or parents when I'm broke!

= P

A moment with jerry~

It's That Time Again..

Heartache
Body-ache.
Headache.
Stomacahe.
Backache.

Oh boy, here comes all my sickness again.
So many people die everyday.
Why not me?
Not trying to be emo or what so ever.
And it's not because of him.
It really hurts as in pain physically.
It's not my feelings.
Arrgghh....!!!!
I need therapies!
Seriously!
And a psychologist too!
Need a little brainwash...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Diet!!!!

Just finish looking at some old pics with my friends.
And realised.........
I'm so big and fat now!
Damn.....
Gain so much weight and fats.
Sobsss.....
OMG!!!!
Must diet like hell right after exam.
So much of difference t.t t.t
Die also must diet!!!
Too bad I can't start my diet now.
Exam time, I have to feed my brain = P
AAHHH.....!!!!
Shit shit shit!!!!
Putting on my retainers after exam.
That way, I can't eat even though I want too.
Have to torture myself!!!!!

STOP EATING!!

I'm Doomed...

Just finished accounts paper.
I flunked it for sure!
I don't even understand a single shit of that paper.
Luckily I told my parents that I will fail that paper.
Cause I have to confidence at all
Not even a single bit.
Having maths paper tomorrow.
Hope I can score better.
Sighhh....
Examination is such a torture.
Will be having MUET on Saturday.
Hopefuly, nothing will cause me a nervous breakdown.
Gonna have fun after all those sutffs.
Can't wait for movies on Friday (Skipping school = P)
Heading to Maran on Sunday for baby Joshua
Maybe follow dad down to KL on Monday.
Yipesss!!!!
Planned so many things for the holidays.
Too bad I can't travel far.
Otherwise, I'll go Singapore to visit my ahma.
Australia to visit June.
And US to visit Alyssa.
Sobbbsss........
I miss them so so much.
No one to bully me...
Praying hard my STPM next year will end earlier.
Then I can go to Australia~~~
Woohoo......

Sighh.... Miss him....

Crying Over Spilt Milk

No point doing so.
Though I do it quite often.
Just that my heart refuses to listen to my brain.
So...
Well, I think I've done what I could.
And my friends had been very supportive too.
They try not to mention his name in front of me.
Even the not so close friends of mine did the same thing too.
Which I appreciate a lot.
Hmm....
3 more weeks before school ends.
Form 6 life wasn't as hectic as he told me last year
Experiencing it myself makes me feel he was avoiding me instead of being really busy.
Very well, at least I know it now.
Still hope the very best for him.
Hope he gets good grades for his STPM.
Hope he finds a better companion.

Moving on is such a hard thing.
Stepping out of the box is a hard thing.
Leaving everything heavy-heartedly is a hard thing.
Forget that he once exist in my life is a hard thing.

Can I do it??
AAAAHHHH~~~~!!!!!
I don't know.
Really wish none of these happened.
So heartbreaking
Damn! Those tears....

Through My Windows

Don’t want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it’s just another day
Telling me why, I’ll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

Sighhhhhh........!!!!!

I didn't even had the chance to make my first step!!!
And he's gone!
Ahhhh~~~~!!!!
Damn sad man.
Aimless already...
So disappointed...!!!