Farewell Dinner

Looks like I've neglected my blog for some time now.
I'm not sure what I'm busy about cause it seems like I can't remember what I've did.
Hmm.. There goes my short term memory.
Anyways, my first year of Uni is about to end (Excluding my exams!)
We had our last dinner together last night as ErHua-ians.
And yes I'm still kinda awkward with them although it's been almost a year.
My bad.... I just can't mingle with them.
I can't help it.
But good thing is we sat with 2 funny seniors which cracked us till the max.
Gosh... Their gags are like super insanely funny.
Hahaha....
Oh, and my 'wind' did not appear yesterday.
Hahaha!!! I know who he is already.
And my guessing is accurate.
I'm GOOOOD!!! ( I need a little self praising = D)
I'm too lazy to post any pictures of yesterday's event here

I'm too eager to go home now.
Knowing the fact that sis has brought and bought things back from Korea for me.
YES!!! Lee Seung Gi~~~
The much treasured~
Can't wait for Thursday!
And almost 2 weeks of holidays!
I can scream in delight but roommate is around so no point freaking her out
Owwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!11
All I'm thinking about is food again.
I've been searching for recipes like mad.
Gonna try making steam cakes. (Got addicted after trying them!)
And yes Kimchi is a must must.
But then it all depends on whether I have enough time to do so or not.
I'll be making trips to the hospital everyday I guess.
So that mum won't have to be so busy.
I know there's lots of things she has to deal with now.
And that's the reason why I don't call back home.
Not even to ahma.
Cause I know I'll be a cry baby and complaining stuffs to them.

Oh well...
Hopefully popo gets well soon.
To be honest, I hate the feeling of losing a family member.

I'm Being Emotional = ' )

I don't know why I'm being so nervous about
It's a funny thing that although certain occasions have nothing to do with you
Somehow you're being excited for others
It's something to be happy about and I think it's worth to celebrate.
But there's this certain sadness that I have at the same time.
Not as it BAD sad things... but it's those GOOD sad ones
You know.... Those kind of happy tears...
When we've known someone long enough
Our relationships are very close
Our family members know who our friends are
Till the extend we can call them as part of our family...........
That's the time we find it hard to let go

It's not easy to find friends like these
And I'm whole lot glad that I have found them
Those hours, days, weeks, months and years we've spent with each other
There are times where we just rely on each other
And those crazy fun moments we've had
Sharing our happiness, sadness, frustrations, problems and not to mention GOSSIPS!
Hahahaha.......
Just thinking about it makes me laugh
Of all these are the things that we've done together
(Did I miss mentioning about studying?! XD We just don't study together. Don't we??)

Sigh.........
It's sad that we all grew up and took different paths in our future.
Some are near and some are far
And someone is going even further
It's sad thinking about it
But then...........
It's a great opportunity for that person and a bright future is waiting ahead of her
Hopefully, our friendship will not be forgotten
And we'll always be in each others' hearts

LOLness....
Can't wait for that person to announce!
I'm freaking nervous about it.
Don't ask me why XD

Just remember this! = )

♥

Humans!

Am I glad I'm not in that situation.
And yes not expressing your angers or dissatisfaction is a wise choice.
It's damn true we get to witness all kind of people in Uni life.
Taking a step front or taking a step back makes so much different.
We as friends can't do much too cause there's nothing much we could do
Oh well......
It's up to them.
They're mature enough to solve this.

Don't you think life is easier when you're younger?
What's with all the problems as we age??
Is it a must??
If only we wouldn't grow old.
Be naive and know nothing about the dark side of the world.
And live happily ever after~

YOU WISH!

They're Just Humans

Oh gosh....
Never knew things were getting worse these days.
My 1 week emo period is over.
But it seems like others are not in good relation these days.
Boy I'm glad I just blah my dissatisfaction here instead of other places.
Cause it seems like there are people are are not in favour of each other.
Well it's a bad thing cause after all we're course mates.
The problem is we don't know what other people thinks.
And ya it's partially our fault too for making our own assumptions.
But then it goes back to them where they were being dishonest towards us.
Maybe I shouldn't use the word dishonest.
It's more like not telling out everything situation.

Sometimes I'm just glad I'm being able to hold back my anger here and at least I just show black face.
Cause somehow I know there's no point arguing about something and in the end every bonding just breaks off just like that.
Hopefully they'll work things out.
Although it's none of my business
But still it affects the whole group in a way or so.
We all know people have different attitude and things like that.
I myself have my own attitude.
But at least I make sure I have done my part of the job so that others can't blame on you.
That's what I think because I believe when problems pop out, definitely people will be pointing fingers at each other.
And of course I don't want to be blamed or being responsible for the faults.

Well, it's just human nature that we are born with peculiar attitudes or behaviours that might somehow offended others.
To think about who's wrong or who's right, it'll be a very loooooooooooooong process.
Things get even more complicated when we hear different versions of the whole process.
Who to trust and who is right??
How do we know.
In the end, we 'viewers' will conclude based on our assumptions and that might not be the right thing.
So many things happened and somehow these happens around the same time.
When we compile everything up and solve the puzzle, we realise that
"Oh......... So this is it. Why didn't you say earlier? Why didn't you ask earlier?"

There are times that we don't know what is the best thing to do at that moment.
We don't know what other thinks.
So it comes to an end that humans are scary!

Scary people, scary human.

I Dare You!

Well....
It seems like my blog posts and Facebook updates are getting more violent day after day.
Know why???
Cause that's the truth!
Damn I'm angry.
Do not piss me off when I'm not in the mood, you people!
Darn you people keep taking me as a joke!
I just had my happy mood back a while ago and here you are posting silly stuff on my wall.
What do you wanna prove?
Don't ever make me show black face in front of you guys!
Wanna mess with me?!
Bring it on!!
I'll have my nails well trimmed!
One day when I can't hold back any longer, you'll get a whole lot of ugly dirty stuff from me!
Believe me.
I'll make your life miserable!

We'll see who'll be the laughing stock...
Never ever evoke me!
NEVER!

Gone With The...

Lol.........
Told 'ya its just a silly crush.
I practically lost all the feelings during the meeting.
Don't ask me why.
It's just gone...
Just like that!

And what's wrong with me?!
I feel like I blog too often nowadays...
Am I having to much problems??
Or is it just plain me crapping like nobody's business??
Aigoo.......
Who cares!
No one sees this anyway!
Hahahaha.........

Sigh.......
Entering uni has so much responsibilities where every single little things you do counts.
It's a never ending story.
How much I wish to go back to secondary school days.
Where you can just pause or freeze or escape any moments as you wish.
Well........ Maybe it's just me.
Perhaps some kind of disorder?

I got a feeling I can't stop complaining these few days.

It's like every tiny issues annoy the hell out of me.

I'll freak out!!! 

But not when there's people around of course.

I just freak out here and blah all my dissatisfaction out here.
Self-contradicting
Don't you just LOVE being crazy.
This is what happen when you see me write crazy stuff in the middle of the night!
Ooppss........
Correction!
It's early in the morning!
Crap.......
Having goosebumps now for no reason.
Damn I feel like shouting and scolding people!
It's not that I'm pissed off...
Just that there's this certain feel in me where all i want to do is @#$%^$#@$$%%
Maybe i should just curse at the wind.
 
Anyway, the I had a crush thing is over!
That's all = )

Mentally Strange

Feel like secondary school life all over again.
Not the skipping classes part nor eating, partying and sleeping in class.
Just that here I am.......
At my own corner......
With my only laptop............
Typing and talking to myself (LOL!)
Falalala........
As usual!

It's presentation month and YES I'm so not ready for it = (
And YES I refuse to present today.
Hence, BLOGGING here like nobody's business.
Man I'm a bad student!
I never was a good one upon entering Form6.
Hahaha!!
Let's blame on the school that I've attended during Form6 (Typical me! Blaming others XD)

FOREVER ME~~!!!
ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!
Let me be selfish for a little while = )
Or have I been selfish all these while??
Now I'm confusing myself!
What the heck!

Whole or Hole?!

Sigh........
Is GROUP assignment still considered as GROUP assignment when your GROUP members are not working as a GROUP??!!
I'm so tired!
I really don't understand what are they so BUSY about??
You think I have nothing better to do is it?
Then I also find a partner and go out with him all the time and when it comes to assignment time can I say I'm BUSY too??!!
I couldn't even spent more time with my parents when they came to visit me
All because I have to do all the shit work myself! (excuse me for being rude)
I also want to do the easy job...
Better yet, I don't want to do a single thing
I'm reluctant even it's just lifting up my fingers to type those reports.
Can I?? Can I?? Can I??

I'm willing to do it because I care for my marks!
And not doing copy and paste works which pissed me off even more.
I'll have to do the extra works to clean the mess you people made!
Damn I'm MAD!
I'm angry I'm the one doing most of the things!
I'm angry some of them never do anything at all!
I'm angry they did not contribute even after i ask them to do so and so!
Damn it pissed me off!!!!!!!!

There's Nothing Perfect

People always try their best to be perfect.
So.......... are there any ways to measure 'perfect'??
How perfect is considered as perfect?
Are perfectionist really perfect?
Sometimes, it's flaws that make a person stand out among others.
No matter how smart, how great, how strong you are
There's definitely something that ought to be your weakness.
People, never push a person beyond their limits.
Everyone has a limit.

Lol........
I hope I can use those things that I've advised my friends on myself.
See.... I'm good with words, not so good with actions.
Hahaha.........
I miss being with them

♥

SECRET

Hahaha....
Nothing secretive about this post.
Just that I'm at Secret Recipe
That's all.
I've been sitting at the same spot for almost 2 hours.
I can feel my butt has been flatten out.
But good thing is,
there's a very good looking guy sitting right in front of me probably waiting for his girlfriend to come
But who care....
Feast my eyes for a moment will not hurt much = )

Lol....
And I'm crazy updating status cause I'm too bored!
DAMN................

Oopsie!!!

Gosh... I think I had a crush on someone!
OMG~~~!!!
I'm so dead!
>.<
Man......
Why this feeling all of the sudden???
Arghhhh......
Not now....
어떻게??
어떻게??
어떻게??

Joanne lee!!!
Wake up!!!
Study!
Assignments!
Tests!
Final!

Stop dreaming... It's bad!