Love

LOVE
By, Jo

If there were a second chance,
I would turn back and take a glance,
To see into those deceiving eyes,
Whether they are true or just lies.

I was always in the dark,
Hoping for a spark,
To lead me out to the bright,
Where the world is full of light.

I never knew what love was,
Somehow I feel so lost,
I thought love was all about happy things,
But sadness and disappointments is all it brings.

Is love a commitment?
Or just a short entertainment?
I hope I can have the answer to it.

Miss them..

Having too much time these few day
And keep thinking of my past
Those songs I used to listen when I was a little girl
And......... I remembered THE MOFFATTS
So So So miss them
It's been ages since the last time I listened their songs.
Their songs.........
How much I've missed them.
My personal favourites: Miss You Like Crazy and I'll Be There For You
Somehow, I felt their songs are very very very touching and meaningful.
I mean, when you're heartbroken and so happen the radio play these songs....
Man!!!!!! Cry like nobody's business.

They seems to have vanished from this world
Didn't heard of any news about them.
Anyways, manage to 'dig' them out.
*hahahaxx....*
These are the lyrics of my favourite songs from THE MOFFATTS.

Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffatts
I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of youI dont know what to doWhen will I see you again?
Chorus:
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I'm so down when you're love's not around
I miss you Miss you Miss you
I miss you like crazy
You're all that I want
You're all that I need(You're all that I need)
Can't you see how I feel?
Can't you see that my pain's so real?
When I think of youI dont know what to do
When will I see you again?
Repeat Chorus x2
I miss you like crazy

I'll Be There For You - The Moffatts
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'll be there na na na na na na na na na na na
Saw you this morning with that look in your eyes
I hate to see you lookin' like your lost and lonely
It isn't easy when you're all by yourself don't you worry
I hear you
Cause I know what's it like
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind
Cause baby
Chorus:
I'll be there for you
When you need somebody
I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feelin' blue
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I wanna show you how good it will be
Never needed anyone the way I need you right now
You know you'll never be alone anymore
We can make it togetherIt's gonna be alright
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind
Cause baby
Repeat Chorus
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'll be thereNa na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind
Cause baby
I'll be there be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you want somone who cares
When you're down and feelin' blue
I'll be thereI'll be there for you
Cause baby
Repeat Chorus
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'll be thereNa na na na na na na na na na na na

Copied this on a website.
In case I forget about them next time.

A.G.

Okey...
Continue about my previous blog.
American Gladiators!!!!
*woohoo.....*
both my favourites won!!!!!!!
But I can't imagine Evan will be part of A.G.
He's so tiny compared to those gladiators.
But he's kinda good. Especially at the 'WALL' event.
Wolf wasn't his opponent.
He climb up to the top without giving any chance to wolf.
So MACHO!!!!
It's Evan vs Alex.
*hahaha...*
Somehow Alex was weak that day.
Keep losing.
As for the girls, it was Monica vs Shanay.
I supported Monica from the beginning.
So, damn happy when she won the tittle.
*haha.....*
End of A.G 2008.
Waiting for A.G 2009 so that I can jump on my feet again.

Things to be happy about........

That previous post was a sad case.
Anyways, I know I should deserve something better than that.
Feel like ill-treated!
Okey, got to stop mentioning him.
Well, the only happy day for the whole week was yesterday.
I'm glad I had my sis by my side.
Instead of relying on 'someone' who is not trustworthy.
Went to McDonald at TC. Ate my favourite chocotop (which made me feel so much better)
Went home, watch a movie called 'ENOUGH'
Learnt a lot form that show.
1: Don't trust on men's promises
2: If they say you'll be safe by his side, you're not.
3: Men are abusive!!!
4: Love is something scary.
5: Kill him if he is trying to kill you.

See, the movie was on aired on the right time. Somehow, I felt a lot better now.

At night, waited till 10pm to watch our favourite show.
AMERICAN GLADIATORS!!!
*woohoo.......*
It was the grand finale.
I don't even dare to sit on the sofa. I was so excited and jumping all around the living room.
And so is my sis. *hahahaxx.....*
ooppss.....
no time.
tell later on my next blog.

JO.......END.....

Well...............
Went through a miserable week
Waited for him to finish his exam.
I didn't cause any problems for him the whole week so that he can concentrate.
Waited patiently. SO SO SO patiently.
In the end, he brush me aside like yesterday's dandruff.
Who am I? A doormat?
All he cares is himself......
For pete sake!!!!
Cried the whole night on Saturday. Somehow, I was disappointed once again.
Did he care??
No........
Not even a single message.
That's the last day I cried for him.
No more tears........... Is time for me to put a cork to it.
Did he ever think for me for just one time?
When was the last time he comfort me? NEVER!
Did he keep to his promises? NO!
Did he stay by my side when my granny pass away? NO! And I got the blame for 'STRESSING' him.
Man!!!!!
Anyways, don't want to feel the pain anymore.
Never want to feel DISAPPOINTED, FORGOTTEN and NEGLECTED!!!!!
In fact, I don't want to mention about him anymore....
I feel so stupid sacrificing my scholarship for him.
Stupid me!!!!
I would have went to Taylor's and leave this miserable place.
Why did I rejected that scholarship just to celebrate his birthday and valentine for him??
Why am I so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did he care???
NO!!! And NEVER!!!!!
Talking about scholarship......... GOSH!!!! I feel like an idiot now.
If I didn't care for him so much that time, I could have saved so much money on my education!!!
Why am I so silly??!!!!
I could have save approx. RM30K TO RM50K for my whole course!!!!!
*Arghhhhh...........!!!!*
The next time, no such things will happen again.
I really want to leave Kuantan desperately!!!!
If possible, I want to go overseas!!!
I want a brainwash now!!!!!!
Man!!!! Stupid me!!!!
Oh ya, I watch a show yesterday called 'ENOUGH'
That show just made me hate men even more. And promises are all lies!!!!!

I Drive Myself Crazy

Had my very 1st 'on the road with real car' driving lesson.

The 1st time I drove was at the institute itself. So, not that worry I might knock into someone's car.

But yesterday, I drove on the road. So dangerous!!!!! I mean..... Cars were everywhere and I feel like they will knock me any time. (not that I care cause that's not my car) *hahaxx....*

After explaining all the things to me, I switch places with uncle. Gosh....!!! Damn nervous. My hand was so shaky when I hold the steering wheel. Oh ya, and one disadvantage of being short is that........ MY LEG CAN'T REACH THE PEDAL!!!!!

I was trying to change gear with the help of my uncle. I step on the clutch already but somehow I can't change my gear. Then, uncle started to sound me. "Step until habis habis. If not can't change the clutch!" I was like.............. "I tekan all d"

Man!!!!! My leg not long enough to step the pedal really in. And I can't adjust my seat. If I pull it nearer, my chest will be sticking to my steering wheel. Hello~~~~ How am I suppose to drive in that akward position???

Anyways, got used to it after few minutes. Then we stroll around TC. TC man!!! It was suppose to be something romantic to stroll near that area. But, too bad. I was with uncle. So, no romance~~~

After 4 or 5 rounds turning at the same area, it's time too head home. Here is the exciting part. *woohoo.....* my engine went off. * hahahaxx.....*

It was at the traffic light and I was the 1st car. Uncle say first car must always get ready so that won't too slow and eventually will block behind. Then, when the light turn green,...... there goes my engine. SO SO SO embarrassed. I mean..... nothing went wrong until I was heading home. WHY WHY WHY??? That time I was too nervous. I released my leg off too fast from the pedal. A little jerk and my engine went off.

Bravo~~~~ got 'lectured' from uncle. And that uncle keep mumbling. Can't listen clearly what he's trying to tell me. I can't differentiate when he say 'GO, SLOW, GOOD' This 3 words keep bugging me when he say it out. Anyway, I think he won't say good to me. Maybe it was just my imagination.

Went home, told my family about everything. When my engine went off, it was near my father's office. So I asked him........

Jo: pa, just now I drive near your office. Then hor, I mati enjin at the traffic light there. You saw me or not??

daddy: no. But I heard many people laughing.

=.= naughty daddy!!!! Hurt my feelings *sobs*

Will be driving again later. Crossing my fingers hope that my engine won't go off again

P/S: L license really is the boss on the road. *giggles* No one dare to horn me *wicked laugh*

OKU GANG

O.K.U stand for people who has disabilities in various situation.

And hey..... No one is perfect in this world man.

We had some fun when we were crazy-ing all day long. Someone came out with this idea of having a group name OKU.

The 1st 2 letters O and K stands for 'orang kurang' which meant 'someone who is disable of' or 'someone less of'

Then, I forgot how did this happen, Yen Nee which was the leader of this group claims that she didn't have enough of brains. So, she named herself OKO. (I'll describe later what it mean)

From that moment onward, our gang suddenly had all sorts of funny crazy nicknames. We call each other by our nicknames. And it sounds funny when outsiders can't get what the heck we are doing. Those questions marks were appearing on their heads.

These were our names:

*check it out*

President: Yen Nee @ OKO 'orang kurang otak' lack of brain

Vice Pres.: Bao @ OKW 'orang kurang wang/waras' lack of money or insanity

Secretary: Ker Lee @ OKK 'orang kurang ketinggian' lack of height

Members:

Shi Yun @ OKL 'orang kurang lemak' lack of fat

Joanne @ OKH 'orang kurang hati' lack of sympathy

Pui Mun @ OKG 'orang kurang garang' lack of anger

Sin Hui @ OKA 'orang kurang air' lack of water

Su Yi @ OKN 'orang kurang nutrien' lack of nutrients

Sathia @ buruh @ OKM 'orang kurang moral' lack of morality

Loh @ OKB 'orang kurang buntut' lack of butt

Kit Yan @ OKR'orang kurang rendah' lack of shortiness

Our gang's picture.

We will be laughing at this after 5 years.

Chef In Command!!!

Instead of holding my spatula and mixing flours with butter, I ventured into cooking. With pots and pans, slicing up pieces of chickens... *eewww...~~*

My gourmet skill, is as good as my baking skill. *praising myself..... lalala.....*

2 days, I've been stuck in the kitchen preparing lunch and dinner for my family. It didn't took me a long time to prepare those stuff. I mean.... I'm talented. *hahahaxx....*

The 1st day,

I wanted to cook spaghetti since the day I saw my friend ate one at Crocodile Rock. And when I really wanted to cook, I'll do everything without anyone forcing me to do so.

Anyways, when I cook, no one is allowed to disturb me. I will lose my concentration. So, NO INTERUPTIONS. Otherwise, you'll see me in flames instead of the stove.

Washing, chopping, slicing, dicing, and so on........... I did it myself. I want perfection. And I got it. It tasted better than I expected. I used to cook spaghetti. But not SEAFOOD spaghetti. So, kinda worry that the dish will be ruined by me.

Eventually, the food is edible. No one vomitted or fainted after the meal. So.... IT'S A SUCCESS!

Thumbs up!!!

Presenting....

SEAFOOD SPAGHETTI WITH GRILLED AUBERGINE.

The 2nd day,

After that spaghetti thing, my mum put me in charge of my family daily meal. *t.t* Which means, I'm hook on to this 'job'. So, decided to make something less fancy as my previos one. So that they will hate my cooking.

And so, repeated all the procedures. This time, use something less pricy. Meehoon. *hahahaxx....* Damn cheapskate man me.

I can't decide how to cook or what to cook. I wanted to cook something Thai cause I had lemons and chillies and fish sauce. In the end, I cant make up my mind cause i never cook Thai cuisine before and I got no idea which to go into the pan first.

In the end, I didn't cook anything Thai. I threw all my ingredients in the pot and stir-fry them. Then, add some liquid, salt and pepper. Oh ya, and an egg to make it not that watery.

So, imagine my surprise. Voila~~~~ It's edible and tasty. Experiment, succeeded. *woohoo...*

And after that day which was Tuesday, I didn't cook anymore. *hahaxx...* My laziness came back to find me.

Presenting......

Meehoon something something something.

Don't know what to name it.

Gladiators....

This is something silly that my sis, my mum and me did last night when we were bored.

1st up,
THE MOSQUITO GLADIATORS

Venue: home
Time: 7.30pm to 8.00pm
Judge In Charge: mummy
Gladiators: June and Joanne

Rules & Regulations: Person who killed the most mosquitoes wins. Claiming the victory of being 1st mosquito gladiator in the Lee family.

Somehow, mosquitoes are 'attracted' to me. As in a lot. What to do... Having sweet blood is to hard for the mosquitoes to resist. *giggles*

And the winner is....................... ME!!!

Result: 5 vs 1. Jo claimed the victory. *Woohoo........*


Well, eventually, my sis wasn't satisfied with her performance. So, we had another match.

THE BACKSIDE GLADIATORS

Venue: piano chair
Time: 8.30pm
Judge In Carge: none
Gladiators: June and Joanne

Rules & Regulations: During the competition, the person's butt who was pushed down from the chair loses. Hands and legs are allowed to used to 'tease' their respective opponent.

This is silly yet funny. We were using our hands to tickle each other. Pushing against one another with our butt.

Guess what? I lose. I was afraid the chair will fall apart. So, I chickened out. Leaving my sister claiming her victory. She won!!!!

Anyways, we had fun doing these kind of things. *cheers...*

Secondhand Serenade.

This is so touching. *sobs*

At first, I thought that this was a boyband name. When I read the article about Secondhand Serenade on the papers, I realised that this is a one-man-show.

I mean..... WOWW...!!!!!!

The singer name is John Vesely if I'm not mistaken. So, since it's a one-man-show, why name it like a boyband? Why name it Secondhand Serenade?

Well.... It seems that he name it Secondhand Serenade specially for his wife. How sweet is this!!!!! Awww....~~~~

This is the story....

Every single song that he composed and sang, his very 1st audience is his wife. His wife will be the first person to listen to his creations. *so touching*

As for his fans, they will be the second person to listen his songs after his wife.

That's how he came out with the idea. Secondhand Serenade...

P/S: His song 'fall for you' is very very touching.
Part of the lyric: Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

So meaningful.....

Virginity

Don't get me wrong.
I meant my blog. okey? *big deal*

Virginity of Joanne's blog......

Let's see. At first, thought of making use of this blog as..... Something which I want to blah out everything without anyone knowing it.

BUT...... *tada...* Mr David has taken away my blog's virginity. *hahaxx....*

Anyways,,, I think no one knows this besides him. Keep myself as low-profiled as possible. *like I will. Hahaha...*

So, welcoming my very first guest to my blog.

I shake you warmly by my hand. ( copy this sentence from Willy Wonka)

Valentine's Day

Imagine my surprise.....

NO flowers

NO chocolates

NO handmade gifts

What's my feeling??

PATHETIC!!!!

A store-bought gift. I mean..... Okey, maybe I'm a little picky.

Well, SOMETHING is better than NOTHING.

Got a point right there.

Okie dokie...... End of story.......

Full stops.........................................................................................

Valentine eve

Okey.... No such thing as Valentine eve. Crap it out. * Hahahaxx...*

Will I receive a bouquet of flowers??

Perhaps a box of chocolates??

Or a handmade gift??

I wonder~~~~

Fringe??

Yes or no?

To cut or not to?

The answer is..................... NO!!!!!

I'm not gonna cut my fringe anymore. And I mean it!!! Pissed me off when I found out that 'someone' cut her fringe and the same style!!!!!

Not that I care. Maybe a little. SO pissed me off. ARGH!!!!!

Nevermind...... I don't want to cut my fringe anyway. Gonna leave it long and cut a bang!!

Gosh...... Really feel like cutting my fringe. But I must be firm with my decision!!! Cause I don't wanna share the same style as that 'someone'!!!!

It's quite annoying when my hair is neither long nor short. Keep pricking into my eyes. And it's ITCHY!!!! DUHH...!!! And I look like some weirdo with my fringe keep covering my eyes.

Anyway, it's a good opportunity for me to change my style. school life is over now. SO...... It's time for me to change my hair style too. Though I look silly and ugly right now, no harm giving it a shot. It might turn out nicer than last time. ( console myself. t.t)

I got natural straight hair. So, no worries... Everything will be find after..... I don't know. Perhaps, 2 months from today onward. *sad* So long more...

Can I manage to hold on for that long?? Will I give up??? I don't want to have that childish hairstyle anymore,DUHH..!!!! Look silly now, be pretty later!!! Crossing my fingers now!!!

It's KL

Went down to KL on Sunday. Started our journey around 10.30am. The whole journey was so noisy. Thanks to me. *laugh out loud*

1st, tried some CD's whether they are still in use or not. So that we won't get bored when there's no line and can't get any reception of radio stations.(especially HITZ!!)

2nd, pump petrol so that we won't run out of petrol.

Then, it's KARAOKE TIME!!!!!!! For Joanne Lee only. *hahahaxx...* My dad and sis have to listen to my UNTALENTED, DEAFENING, EAR-SORING, OUT OF TUNE singing of mine. Throughout the whole journey, i sang and sang and sang. Thanks to HITZ!!!!

Once we reached KL, met up with my bro and pass him to some foods to replenish his 'stock'. Buscuits, cookies, shandy......etc

Headed to my aunt's place after that. Spending 3 days 2 nites there. Went to KLCC with my cousin and her neighbour friend. A funny guy he is. Anyways, thanks for the ride. Walked around KLCC. Ate my favourite AUNTIE ANNE'S CINNAMON SUGAR PRETZEL. Yummo~~~ But nothing much there. Can only afford to do window shopping. Went home around 7pm. Ate our dinner at Asia Cafe. The food...... Quite nice but the portion is a little too big for my tummy.

The next day, took KTM to KL Sentral then LRT to Bukit Bintang. 1st stop, Sungai Wang. Only manage to buy a dress. Cost me 15 bucks only. And the clothes there are almost the same. I wanted to get a sweater. But.... GOSH!!!!! All Stars. So freaking ugly!!!! Is like they only have star template to print. Gawd!!!!!! me and my sister reaction was... " eewwww...~~~" Anyway, she promised me will get me 1 any Aussie. YIPPEE~~~ better than getting an ugly 'out of season star templates sweater'!! After that we went to Low Yat. My sis bought a hard disc for her HEROES, GREY'S ANATOMY, GOSSIP GIRLS.....ETC ETC. After that, went to Times Square. Gosh!!! Nothing attracted my attention. So not my type of clothings and I think it's so out of season. Headed to Pavilion to meet up with my elder sis. She brought us walk to her favourite shops. But didn't get a thing too cause all were having season clearance and sooooo out of season.
Went back to Subang after that around 6pm. My cousin pick us up and went to Subang Parade. Kinda quiet there but still okey. Ate Sakae Sushi. DELICIOUS!!! Walked around until 9 pm and headed home. For what?? So that my sis can watch Coldplay perform during Grammy's. *hahahaxx...*

3rd day there. Ate flour noodle for breakfast. NICE!!! So spongy and tasty. Say goodbye to my aunt and we went to Sunway Pyramid before we went back Kuantan. The deco there was so nice. So well decorated for Valentine Day. Ate some ice shaving there. The shop name was 'MILL WHEEL' if I'm not mistaken. My sis ordered mango snow while my dad ordered ice cake. Nice!!!!
So cold so sweet so soft and most importantly.... SO YUMMY~~~!!!!

Headed home after that. Kinda happy. Going again 2 weeks later from now. YEAH~~~!!!!!

GRAMMY's..

Damn!!!! Jonas Brothers didn't win a thing!

*sad sad sad*

Actually, I didn't watch the Grammy's. I heard it from radio. No point watching it when they didn't win. Hahaha...

I wanted to watch them perform. But since they didn't win aything, I assume they won't perform.

I did watch a little at the beginning. Luckily, I get to watch Miley Cyrus and Tylor Swift perform. I think that wasn't their song. Never heard that song before. Fifteen... Hmm... Doesn't sound familiar at all. Browse it later cause it sounded quite good.

After that was coldplay performance I think. Didn't watch that. Not a huge fan of coldplay. Went up to take my shower cause it's already quite late. (Almost 10pm!!)

Sad thing cause Rihanna and Chris Brown didn't perform that night due to some problemo~~~

Anyways..... Conclusion is,,,,,,,, I didn't watch the Grammy's and..............

JONAS BROTHERS DIDN'T WIN!!!!! ARGHHHH........!!!!

JB JB JB JB JB~~~~!!!!!!!!!

I mean... JONAS BROTHERS. * hahahaxx...!!!!!*

SO SO IN LOVE WITH THEM!!! SO cute!!!!!!!!! SO DARN handsome.

Gosh!!!!! Handsome and cute at the same time.

AHHH....!!!! Crazy for them!

Erm... Maybe not all the three of them. Not so into Kevin. He is not as cute or handsome as Joe and Nick.

AWWW~~~~~ keep thinking of them each time when i'm listening to their song. I can't like Nick cause he is a year younger than me *sobs* Anyway.... I still have Joe!!!!

Hands up for Joe!!!!!!! So cute looking. When he sings, GOSH!! U'll faint man!! So darn good looking!! His vocal was great! SUPERB MAN! And he is a year older than me. Lucky me~~ Have the chance to have a crush on him.

At first, I thought they weren't good at all and they are just another cute boyband that can't sing very well. Well...... I'M WRONG!!!! They can sing!!! And very well too. Gosh gosh gosh....!!!!!

So happen to be at my grandma's house. So happen nobody watching the tv. So happen I change the channel to Hallmark. So happen it's Oprah Winfrey show. So happen Jonas Brothers was the guest of the day. AAHHH...!!!!! HOW LUCKY AM I!!!! Then, they started singing. Gosh!!! They can sing live!!!! My heart melted that instant. By the way, they have good cameramen. They manage to get their good looks. SO SO SO DARN CUTE! When they reach the chorus, GAWD!! Can't describe my feelings anymore. The lyric was so touching!!

When You Look Me In The Eyes,
And Tell Me That You Love Me.
Everything's Alright,
When You're Right Here By My Side.
When You Look Me In The Eyes,
I Catch A Glimpse Of Heaven.
I Find My Paradise,
When You Look Me In The Eyes.

MuSIc M@nI@c~~~

This is what happen when Miss Joanne got so damn freaking bored. Her mind will be wondering everywhere beyond her wildest imagination. Muahahaha....~~~!!!!!! Starting to laugh like Rico. The little spanish boy from Hannah Montana. EVIL EVIL EVIL~~~

Music maniac isn't music maniac if it doesn't involve with music. Is just the same meaning like "whipped cream will not be whipped cream unless cream is not whipped by a whip. *Hahahaxx..* Alright. I'll cut all the crap right now. Look what I've done to song lyrics when I'm boring. It sounds like this...

she: It's over

he: Say it isn't so.

she: Hate that I love you!!!

he: I do, cherish you....

she: Your love is a lie!

he: I swear!

she: Beautiful liar!!

he: I drive myself crazy....... If I ain't got you

she: So what??!!!

he: I'll never break your heart. This I promise you.

she: No promises..

he: You must love me!

she: Quit playing games with my heart!!!

he: Sorry...

she: Too little too late.... It ends tonight!


Good??? Not bad huh. See!!! This is what happen when I'm seriously bored!!

*just in case you guys wanna know those songs were sang by who.

Jesse McCartney- it's over
Gareth Gates- say it isn't so
Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo-hate that I love you
98 degrees-i do( cherish you)
Simple plan-your love is a lie
98 degrees- I swear
Beyonce & Shakira- beautiful liar
N'Sync-I drive myself crazy
Alicia Keys- if I ain't got you
Pink- so what
Backstreet Boys-I'll never break your heart
N'Sync-this I promise you
Shayne Ward- no promises
Evita- you must love me
Backstreet boys- quit playing games with my heart
Buckcherry-sorry
Jojo- too little too late
All American Rejects- it ends tonight

Missing SCHOOL LIFE~

Okey..... I'm too bored. Being a school leaver ain't no happy at all.

No school, no friends, no teases and plenty of time to spend.

SO FREAKING BORING!!!

Goshhhhh...... What to do? What to do??

I never thought that no books and no teachers will be as boring as this. So lifeless!!!

U see, I have a very very very superb school life.

I got great friends whom I love them SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!

They were always by my side when I'm sad and happy. They share my joy and pain together. We brought foods to school and eat when we were having classes. We spent most of our reccess time wondering around the school. And during classes, we laugh, we shout, we play like one BIG FAMILY. Although the way we sit in class like we hated each other( all the girls on the left and all the guys on the right) we still love each other. We enjoy teasing each other though. SO SO miss them.

Besides my buddies, I miss my teachers TOO!!!!!

Okey, I admit. I don't like all of my teachers. But i don't dislike them totally. Just the okey okey type. *giggles* The teacher I miss most will be Pn Angeline or we call her Mrs. Wong. She's the angel for all of us. She treated us like her own children. Taught us knowledge that are useful for us. New bombastic words that we never know those words even exist in this world. She even celebrated special occasions with us. last year which was 2008, we celebrated 29 february which only comes to us once every 4 years. She remembered our birthdays and gives us little presents. How lucky we were for us to have such a great teacher.

Me myself has quite a number of posts in school which make my school life kinda hectic sometimes. ( I get PISSED OFF easily)

I was the head librarian in school. Since I got the post, I hardly enter library. PHOBIA MAN!! I scare of doing works u know. I only enter library when I have things to do or meetings to attend. Otherwise, u won't see me near library. If I enter the library, the whole atmosphere will be even noisier when i start scolding every single person who contributes to the noisiness in the library although some of them were just whispering. So sorry for them but I couldn't control my anger. Besides that, I was the chairman for the ELS(english language society) MAN!! we only gather our members once a year. Not bad huh. *chuckles* But when it comes to language week... ARGHHH!!!! Busy like mad. Running up and down like a maniac searching teachers everywhere. GOSH... How embarrassing when I'm not in my best. But that's fine with me. At least teachers thanked me for my hardship and appreciated my help for them. Furthermore, I'm also the vice-pres. for the softball club. I hardly do anything for that club cause most of the members are guys. They can handle everything themself. *Evil Laugh* Last but not least, as MC for school's activities. Well, kinda feel bad for my school students cause they have to see me everytime when school is having any events. Cause I'll be the MC. Poor thing. Pity them and MYSELF!!!!

Losing A Family Member

On the 7th day of chinese new year, I lost my granny. She wasn't my maternal granny. She's my granpa's 2nd wife. We got the news that she passed away when we were on our way to the hospital. Before she passed away, I received a phone call. It was my mother's handphone. She didn't bring it out as she was attending a cny something something which I forget what something something was that. Upon answering the call, all I could hear was shrieks and shoutings. All I could listen was "auntie.... hospital.....". I'm not sure what is happening that moment. I thought someone was playing a prank or what so ever. I pass the phone to my sis and she thought the same way too. So, she hung up the phone. Few minutes later, my mum's handphone rang again. This time, my sis answered it. Then, everything starts to tensed up. My sis expression changed. I overheard the conversation and asked my sis what's going on. She told my that my granny fell unconscious suddenly. We quickly ran into my parents room and woke my dad up. We wasn't sure about what is going around. Dad decided to wait till my mum comes back. But the phone kept ringing. This time was my aunt calling. She asked my dad whether we received any call regarding my granny. After that call, another call was entering. But we don't know who called. But he told us that mr granny is in a critical condition. We all got nervous and decided to go and look for my mum so that we can go to the hospital together. When my dad was getting ready to go out, I received another call on my mum's handphone. The guy call us to hurry up to go to the hospital. They were doing CPR to rescue my granny. When I heard that, all I could do is to hurry my dad and called all the possible numbers on my mum's handphone so that we could track her down and pick her up to go to the hospital. Luck wasn't seem to be on our side. Each time I call, they don't know where is my mother. All they know is my mum when back already but they don't know whom my mum with. We cant contact my mum as her handphone is with us. All we could do is go to every house that she might be. Then, my sis saw my mum in someone's car. And my dad says to my sis "everyone also looks like your mother one la" He continue driving without bothering. But luckily he drove slowly. It was really my mother in that car. We picked her up and went straight to hospital. When my dad was finding a place to park his car, my mum receive a call from my aunt saying my granny had passed away. My sis and I went down from the car and straight into the hospital. We waited there as we didn't know which floor to go. When we reached my granny ward, my mum had a talk with my uncle whom is a doctor and make decisions for my granny's son who stays at Singapore. I hid myself in a corner and cried. After holding back my feelings and waited for my aunt who is a nurse to clean my granny's body, my sis and I had a little flashbacks. We remembered those days when my granny and my grandpa were still alive, they brought us to Pekan. I couldn't remember much as I was so young that time. All I have now was pictures and my sis tell me of what she knows. Both of us were trying to hold back our tears. We also mentioned those days where my granny came down from Singapore to stay in the old folk's home. My granny had a great fall and the living expenses in Singapore is rather high. So, my uncle decided to put her at Kuantan. I can remember distinctly those days we visited her at the old folk's home. We bought kiwi for her as she had diabetes and can't eat anything sweet. My mother always cooks steam Dory fish for her during the weekends when we visit her. Then, few years later, my uncle decided to bring my granny back to Singapore as she was recovering from her injury. I went down to Singapore in 2007 and visited her. That was the last time I've seen her when she's still alive. After finishing all the procedures, my granny body was brought to 'jik sin tong'. It was a place to put bodies to be prayed by family and relatives. The day she passed away, my whole family spent the night there until 1 something in the morning as my uncle was on his way coming from Singapore. The next day, my mum went there around 1pm to take turns to look after there. My dad, sis and I only went there after we had our dinner. We wore a blue t-shirt while my mum and dad wore white t-shirt to represent how we are related to the deceased. That night, we had a praying ceremony. It went on almost for 2 hours. After that ceremony, my sis broke into tears. I managed to hold back my feelings. On Tuesday was my granny's funeral. The person in charge told us to take a last look at our granny before they close the coffin. Earlier on my sis told my how thin was my granny was when they visited her at the hospital on Friday. I took a glance at my granny. She was so thin compared to the last time I've seen her. I was sobbing and trying to hold back my tears. All of the family kneel down in front of her coffin and bow down. As they were carrying the coffins to the middle, we were told to turn back and do not look when they were moving the coffin. We gave our last respect accordingly. When it is my turn, i kneel and gave my last respect. That moment, I started crying. After that, we stood beside the coffin. I was standing there crying the whole time. My sis was standing beside me and pat on my back to comfort me. We holded a crysanthymun flower on our hands and give respect to those who attended the funeral. When they were about to carry the coffin into the car, we circled around the coffin few times. And I was still crying. I couldn't hold back my feelings. When they carry the coffin in to the car, we kneel down and we are told to look down. We followed the car in front to the place where my granny's body is to be burnt into ashes. We hold a josstick in our hand and called my granny soul to leave to body. My uncle cried. I look as they pushes my granny's body in to the flame. There goes my granny forever...... She'll always be in our heart no matter what happen. Although she's not my real granny, but she treated us like we were her own grandchildren. May she rest in peace in her new world. God bless her.

Chinese New Year

This is the day to be merry as chinese were looking forward to celebrate this auspiscious day. Few days before cny i started baking cookies. And this year was the most cookies I ever baked!!! There were a total of... i forgot. Maybe almost ten. Gosh!!! I can't believe i baked this much. Anyway, such a waste cause no one visited my house. (I'll tell it later on my next blog) 1st day of chinese new year, I went to my grandma's place. Help my grandma a little and started gobbling down those foods. Ma Ma Mia!!! Delicious!!! Oh ya! Forgot to mention. My family celebrate cny with dinners!!! 3 days in a row!!! everyday dinner!!!! My face turn into a round ball now. (not that serious, just joking) 1st day of cny was fun. Gambled with my cousins. And we called those who work at singapore to be the 'chongker'. Duh!!!! They are richer when convert their money to Malaysian currency. I think I lost around RM20. I'm not sure. Who cares. Once in a year. Time to be jolly~~!!! * giggles* During dinner, kinda drunk a little. The next day, went to my friend, shi yun's house. Ate, chit chat, met up with my friends that went for national service and took some photo. *sigh* I was so so so so so freaking FAT!!!! need to start my diet plan!!! I can start my diet plan because I had another dinner that night!!!! Arghhh!!!! How am I suppose to start my diet plan!!! 3rd day of cny, went to my uncle's place which is Nick's house. My aunt from Malacca came down to visit us. Upon stepping into the house, I can sense a strong aura. It was so strong that i kept pulling me into the house. My heart was beating non-stop. My palm starts to sweat. My legs were shaky. Okey!! I'm doing my story telling. Excuse me for doing that. *chuckles* Anyway, they were gambling when I reach. Find a spot to put my big butt in and put my bet on the floor, it's time for me to win some CASH!!! After 2 hours of gambling, guess what? I only win RM2!!!!!!!!!! DAMN LAME MAN!!! nevermind... At least i didn't lose a penny. 4th day of my cny, went to crash gate some friends( who are not my friend but some how tag along with my another friend. so... i consider myself as their friends) Genius me!! *evil laugh* It wasn't that happy though....*sobs* I mean, I don't know who they are and I was ALONE!!!Gosh Gosh Gosh!!! Wanted to go home so desperately that day. The 5th day of cny, I think I want to keep this day for myself. This is what we call P&C ( private and confidential) 6th day of cny, followed my gang to do a little house visitting. Extremely happy!!!! To tell the truth, I miss my school life. I miss my friends so much. I miss the way they tease me too. I even miss those times we laugh so loud that we got scoldings from next door teachers. U wont know how happy am I. Few hours later, joined HIM. Went to his friends house(which make me a little boring because I was the stranger!!!) Visited our teacher. Ate some cookies and went back home. A little tired and disappointments. Somehow..... I wish for something else. But it seems that that is that. And that is my faith. Maybe I'm a little fussy. Anyway, there are some pics which I'm so so so puff up.




A picture of my whole family. Excluding my other relatives. It'll be a big big big picture if everyone takes together. Let me introduce. *Ahem* Standing from left is none other than me, my bro jonathan and my 2nd sis june.
Sitting in front is my elder sis jessica, my mummy and daddy.

A drunk Joanne after few sips of wine. SO not a good drinker.

Okey. This is not a nice pic of me. Just to show off my cute friend. hahahaxxx.... So not me!! Few weeks later I'll be slim again!!! Argghh!!!

Got Hired N Fired On The Same Day

It's been two weeks time since the last time i touched on my blog. Many things happened. There were happy ones and sad ones. I gain experiences and loses a family member within these 14 days. I never expected that so many unexpected things to happen i such a short period.

I'll start off with my working experience. Okey.. This is a bit lame. Can u imagine?? I got hired in the morning and got fired at the end of the day. It was on the19th of January. I just finish writing my previous blog the other day. Then..... Out of the blue~~ I received a phone call. Okey. I admit it. It wasn't out of the blue. A day earlier which was on the 18th, I went to east coast mall to shop with my family. My friends were all working for a roadshow there as U-mobile's promoter. Then, we were fooling around and one of my friends took off his shirt and call me to try to promote. (I was crapping a lot of how to promote. Should have keep my big mouth shut!!) Anyways.... I chickened out a few minutes later. My friends went and tell the supervisor how good i am which i'm not!!! They convinced me I can do it. So... I left my number to that supervisor. The very next day, voila~ I got a job. As a promoter for U-mobile. *hahahaha...* He called me around 12pm and im in my mum's office. He called me to come immediately but i couldn't. So, i told him i can only make it around 1.30pm and he says that's fine with him. I went to work and after much explanations, wore that cute t-shirt of theirs and started promoting. Got to know 3 new friends that day. It was a monday. No one will come for shopping on monday. We were playing instead of working. Then, after 2 or 3 miserable hours without customer, i finally manage to get my 1st ever client. This was our conversation

jo: Bang, sekarang ni kita u-mobile tengah adakan promosi. Starter pack kita bagi percuma. Lepas tu, bang ada free 1 jam free call untuk u to u.

customer: betul ke? macam mana dengan call pulak?

jo:betul! call rate kitorang pun murah bang. setiap saat bang call ialah hanya 0.008 sen. tak sampai 10 sen pun. (keep pushing the paper to show him)

customer: baiklah. mana nak daftar?

jo:kat situ aje. Bang ikut saya ya.

reached our booth and showed him the list of number. Thank god I'm smart. his girlfriend was standing there. So I crap "a little bit more"

jo: Bang, belilah satu untuk teman bang. kalau bang beli 2 pack, bang ada 1 jam untuk borak dengan dia. lepas tu, dia pun ada 1 jam untuk borak dengan bang.

customer: Yang, nak tak? (Asking his gf)

customer's gf: terpulanglah...

jo: (I 'sampuk' in) Bang, kitorang sekarang ada nombor untuk couple. Bang tengoklah nombor couple.

Yippee~~!!!! I managed to sell two pack. Thanks to that abang. But the rest of the day was boring!!! No other customer!! At the end of the day, our supervisor grouped us all together to have a little talk. He told us that the company decided to close the booth because the result wasn't good enough. He worried that we might be upset and keep explaining to us that it wasn't our fault. After that little meeting, we were so so so happy. It's because we were tired and we wanted to quit. But if we quit, we might not be able to get our salary. So, we decided to keep doing until we got fired. The supervisor was curious when he saw us so happy. Anyways, i got my salary even though I work a day. It was tough man!!!! Oh ya! forgot to tell something. My supervisor's name is so damn cute!!! His name is Wymen. Which sounded like 'feed mosquito' in cantonese. *hahahahaxxx....!!!*