When people sit down together for a conversation, you realize how scary human can be.
It's not easy to find a person who is willing to share your stories.
I find that telling secrets to others in Uni is like spreading out your own rumours to the world.
Somehow they just don't get the idea of 'SECRET'
Anyways, at least I have one but I'm just sad that we could not share much conversation this semester.
All those midnight chats and heart-to-heart talks.........
I miss those moments very much and yes I wish she is my roommate again this year
But sadly, that's not the case.
It always make me feel safe telling my feelings to her.
Cause we always respect each others' decisions.
We really do keep secrets among ourselves and that is what I love most when I'm having close conversation with people.
It's not like I don't enjoy being with my course mates but I do believe they can't keep secrets.
These days, conversations with them are mostly about whether to stay in college or not.
Honestly, I'm indecisive.
If possible, I would like to stay because the environment here is good (I'm not talking about the activities!)
But then, I know I'm not active in joining activities and my merits are definitely insufficient for me to stay.
So, the option is to move out.
Here comes the problem.
Firstly, it's not easy to stay with people who's hard to please.
Secondly, cleaning will be a big headache.
And lastly, friction might occur but you still have to face them because you're under one roof!!
But there are also benefits of staying out (those are personal matters)
There's so many things to considerate if I opt to move out.
That's why I was thinking of moving back and stay at my sisters' place.
In other word, I would rather be with my sisters.
That's just how I feel now.
There's still another semester to go....
I told you I'm indecisive....
Damn...
I'm being emo again.
Gonna watch some gag shows!
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