Sigh....

No one was happy for me. My family members wasn't satisfied with my results. Especially my grandparents. *sobs..*

My mom break the news to them. I wasn't around that time. My mom told me that they weren't happy with my result. Somehow I feel that no one congratulated me. My dad keep encouraging me to take up hotel management but that wasn't my interest. Not that I don't like that course but that wasn't what I had in mind. I mean...... 7As. Really that bad??

But they don't know I was under pressure all these while. Being the youngest isn't fun at all. My siblings all did very well in every major examinations. 3 of them scored full A for their UPSR. I only manage to get 4. PMR they all get straight A. I get only 4. They all entered SMART school. I only manage to get into an ordinary Air Putih school. I was always the loser in the house. The weakest one.

I was trying hard not to be the worst in my house. Their SPM results...... Elder sis 9As, bro 7As, 2nd sis 11A1, me 7As. At least I didn't break my family record this time. But I know they weren't happy with the amount of A's.

Looks like I will always be the loser in the family. I just isn't good enough for them.