Trial

Tomorrow marks the first day for my trial.
And... I haven't touch any of my books!
I know... I'm that lazy.
But I really really really doesn't have the mood to study.
Studying have to depend on mood?
For my case, yea....
Gosh...
Kill me!!!!
I'll study later, maybe.
I don't know.... I have tough time to force myself to study.
It's the first time I totally ignored books during exam.
What's wrong with me??!!
Sigh...

I want to get good results for this trial.
Seriously!
But I ain't motivated to study at all.
I sucks!
Can anyone throw me to a river and just drown me to death?!