Heaven and Hell

I got a very big shock on sunday night.
I was having dinner with my parents at a restaurant.
As usual, I'll look at people everywhere I go.
Out of no where, I saw someone resembling him.
Not thinking much, I thought it's him.
To be honest, I was terrified to the max.
All I was thinking were "why is he here", "how can I be that unlucky" and things like that.
I didn't even dare to look up to take another look at him.
When I finally have the courage to do so, I looked up!
And so happen he was looking back at me.
I stared at him for few seconds and look down again.
I was so scared to see him.
I don't know what I'm scared of.
But that feeling of fear was all over me!
I kept repeating those questions in my head!
I really do hate that sort of feeling.
Then suddenly it came to my senses that that fella is not even in the peninsular of Malaysia!
So how on earth I can meet him here?!
It took all my guts to look to that direction again.
And I'm glad I did so!
It wasn't him!
Thank goodness sake!
The people around him wasn't his family members.
I stared a few times at him.
Damn! He look so alike him!
I'm so not returning to that restaurant again.
That second when I realise it wasn't him, it felt like someone pulling me out of hell.

Well, about 3883.
It started of with a single crush.
But I think I've went a little deeper.
It's beyond ordinary like.
I know it sounds weird to love a total stranger.
But... I can't help it.
It's so hard for me to resist.
I can't stop thinking of him.
Every single time I pass by that row of shop, it's a must for me to take a glimpse into the shop.
As if something is attracting.
It's hard to defy such gravity!
I know it's silly to like a guy without knowing anything about him.
Not even his name.
But I do fall head over heels when I sees him.
And everytime cars which resembles his pass by, I would check out the carplate and hoping is his.
I do get over-reacted sometimes!
Thinking of him brings smile on my face.
Brings joy to my life.

Happiness is around the corner.
Who knew thoughts will give so much delight in one's life

= P