Waterful!

Oh nothing much to write about...
Just that Kuantan flooded and it was the worst in 65 years ( according to newspaper)
Nothing much....
Just pools of water everywhere...
Rubbish floating like balloons...
And I'm trapped in the clinic!!
At least the dentist and nurses are with me.
But then the whole building blackout!
Luckily it was still bright outside...
Otherwise I'll be screaming like mad.
I stared outside for a long long long time waiting for my dad to arrive.
I knew he'll be late because he was stuck somewhere else too.
So FB came to the rescue to solve my boredom.
At first I thought it was just the area I'm at experiencing flood.
But then my FB wall was full of flood posts of many parts in Kuantan.
So reaction was...... WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Well they say sharing is caring.
So I caringly shared the news to the nurses.
And just then water start entering the premise.
Another reaction......... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I just move my butt from one sofa to the one slightly inner.
Just then, received a call from mum.
"Opposite Voon Pharmacy already flooded! Are you at home?"
"No.... I'm at the clinic"
"Nobody jaga the dogs! Don't know our house flooded or not. Call papa go home check"
"Papa can't even pick me up how to go home and check?"
"Cham lo the dogs..."
And yes I FBed right after the call! XD
There's nothing else I could do... Not that I don't want to help.
After several waits, daddy came.
Rolled up my pants, 1 hand holding my bag and the other holding an umbrella.
Plunged into the pool of water trying to cross to the opposite road.
Have to walk very carefully cause there's drains.
And I nearly make a stupid move of trying to cross a big drain which I can't see how big it is.
I eventually gave up after dad told me to walk further up the road before crossing.
SO....
There's one big me in the middle of the road walking like a tilting statue in the water.
Reaction......... OTTEOKHAE~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I literally screamed that out loud that people at the shops look at me.
What a sight!
But then I manage to enter the car safely!
Phew~
Reached home and saw mum standing inside neighbour's house because someone parked his car right in front of our house till we can't even open our gate.
The good thing is our house is not flooded and the dogs are safe.
XD
End of story!

This was before the dentist check my teeth.
Just imagine how high the water rose after my checkup.

A Crack.

It's a crazy world out there.

When people sit down together for a conversation, you realize how scary human can be.

It's not easy to find a person who is willing to share your stories.

I find that telling secrets to others in Uni is like spreading out your own rumours to the world.

Somehow they just don't get the idea of 'SECRET'

Anyways, at least I have one but I'm just sad that we could not share much conversation this semester.

All those midnight chats and heart-to-heart talks.........

I miss those moments very much and yes I wish she is my roommate again this year 

But sadly, that's not the case.

It always make me feel safe telling my feelings to her.

Cause we always respect each others' decisions.

We really do keep secrets among ourselves and that is what I love most when I'm having close conversation with people.

It's not like I don't enjoy being with my course mates but I do believe they can't keep secrets.

These days, conversations with them are mostly about whether to stay in college or not.

Honestly, I'm indecisive. 

If possible, I would like to stay because the environment here is good (I'm not talking about the activities!)

But then, I know I'm not active in joining activities and my merits are definitely insufficient for me to stay.

So, the option is to move out.

Here comes the problem.

Firstly, it's not easy to stay with people who's hard to please.

Secondly, cleaning will be a big headache.

And lastly, friction might occur but you still have to face them because you're under one roof!!

But there are also benefits of staying out (those are personal matters)

There's so many things to considerate if I opt to move out.

That's why I was thinking of moving back and stay at my sisters' place.

In other word, I would rather be with my sisters.

That's just how I feel now.

There's still another semester to go....

I told you I'm indecisive....

Damn...

I'm being emo again.

Gonna watch some gag shows!

Say What?! = )

Ok... Now I feel bad for him.
Having closed interview is bad enough because the fans could not see him being interviewed.
The interview was carried out so poorly because he had to stand there answering questions.
Not even a seat and a table like a normal interview should have.
Then on his concert day, fans that are being called up on stage do not know how to sing his songs.
Arghhhh..........
So depressing... No wonder he sulked more than he smiled.
It's obvious that he did not smile like he used to on any other concerts.
(I know it cause I watched his videos! = D )
I don't think he will come back to Malaysia...
Thanks to the organizers and the 'fans'
We left a bad impression.
BAD~~~!!!

A few new songs are out this week.
Didn't really like the songs very much at first.
But after listening for few times and knowing the meaning of it, they get pretty catchy and absolutely loving it now!




Rainy days like this makes me lazy.
Hiding in the room cuddling my pillow while listening to music.
Perfecto~! = )

He's Here!!!

I know I've been crazy posting about SeungGi's stuff on my FB again.
I'm sorry if I've bothered anyone or might feel annoyed because of all the postings popping out in front of them.
Well.....................
I CAN'T HELP IT! XD
Hahaha...........
I even screamed at the bus stop when Seung Gi was on one of red fm radio segment.
And as embarrassed as it may sound, I'm still so contented about it!
Yes.. It's pretty embarrassing because there's people there and I shouted like nobody's business.
Sorry ei.........
I just got excited... Maybe 'overexcited' suits this situation better.
But it's such a sad thing that I could not go to the airport to pick him up.
Imagine! I can just shout something silly then he might pay attention to me.
Then a silly fan like me might get a smile or a weird stare from Seung Gi!
Anyway it is, at least he noticed me =D
Sadly, I was having class at that hour!
But luckily he let us out at 7 sharp!
Just in time to tune in to radio.

It's so cruel of my lecturer to put the account test today.
Can't she understand my feelings towards Seung Gi?!
Maybe she can't but I'm desperately eager to meet him.
There goes my long awaited to-meet-SeungGi chance.
What a tragic.
I freaked out in the room since Wednesday.
I even thought of skipping my test and just resit the paper another day.
I know this is EXTREME!!

Small complaint: SeungGi's cody/stylist or whoever you are! Do your job properly! Look at SeungGi's hair during his interview!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!! Please style SeungGi smartly... PLEASE~~~~!!!

Anyways, Seung Gi still look good ♥

You know I'm in good mood when...

Had a brief moment back at Kuantan.
I'm so glad ah ma is alright now.
Except that she still feels slight pain on her fingers.
Well... It's better than seeing her all weak and frail like the past few weeks.
I feel like I haven't really went back to Kuantan although I did!
It's so weird!!!
Everytime I go back, I don't have enough time for what I want to do.
This moment I'm in Kuantan, that moments I'll be back in KL again.
Sighh...
So depressing!
If only my semester break is this week.
I miss hanging out with my friends.
I don't mind them teasing me anymore.
Just let me be with you guys~~
It's such a sad case that I have to wait till next year to meet them.
It's like... "WHAT THE HECK!"
Ah well.......... Life goes on~~~~

Yes!
Family Day ended!
Yes!
Our ED won 2nd place!
Yes!
We got last for our overall performance because we are The Thing from Fantastic 4.
4th placing then...!!! XD
Woohoo...........
Like I bother!
I mean I do bother about my ED but the overall thingy is not up to me to bother.

Hahaha........
I find myself weird at times.
Everyone had been sick for the past week and I happily brag that I did not and could not get sick this semester.
I brag so much that I even told them I wish I were sick.
There you go... My wish came true.
But at a perfectly WRONG timing.
I mean.... Of all time, why happen during my super duper short weekend holiday trip back to my beloved hometown where I've prepared a thousand to do things????
But then...... That's the consequence for bragging non stop.
Congratulation Joanne Lee. You have won the award for the best bragging tittle.
Your prize is your long time wish "To Be Sick During Your Holiday"
*clap clap clap clap clap*
Damn it!

Did I mention my sis went to Big Bang's concert?
She did!!!
And that makes me want to attend SeungGi's concert even more!
I even asked my mother "Can I skip my test and attend SeungGi's concert?"
She answered "What's not meant for you is not for you"
Sad to the max!
SeungGi, don't worry!
The next time you come, and if there's no sudden obstacles (thank you account test 2!), I'll definitely go to you!
And if you might not come Malaysia again, don't worry!
I will make sure to fly to Korea after I get my butt out of Uni.
But then if I'm still a crazy fan like now and you haven't enlist in military = )
So make sure you remain active like you used to be... PLEASE!
I told my mum that she can deactivate Astro because you're no longer in 2 days 1 night.
I know... I'm crazy! XD
Please please please have a new variety show and make sure it's on KBS because mum does not subscribe other channels!
Thank you very much! <3 p="p">
Oh gosh...
Why am I writing to SeungGi??
Sorry... It must be from the sore throat that I'm having.
Makes my head and heart sore at the same time.
Aihhh...
Jiwangnya!

Exploded

Gosh... I can't believe I got mad and raised my voice on the spot.
It's like "BAM!"
I'm the bad person in everyone's eyes now.
I don't care anymore...
I don't mind you people not being serious but please at least play your own roles!
It's so hard to explain it.
Seriously, I've lost my senses today.
Juniors, seniors, friends...
I don't mind you all change impression of me or not but that's that.
If you think I'm overreacting then that's fine with me.
I give up being good.
Let's just get back to the old me.

FIRE UP!

Silenced...

It's this time of the year again...
The busiest period in our college where all of us have to gather at our 'respective' families till late night!
Arghhh.....
I hate it so much but yet we have to deal with this.
My eye bags and dark circle are so freaking obvious now thanks to these activities.
And I have a serious case of insomnia!
Man.... I have to wait till 2am to be able to fall deep sleep.

Most of the time I'll be watching my dramas and movies!
Oh!!! Talking about movie, there's this one movie that I've been longing to watch!
And yes i finally found it with English subs!
I literally celebrated with joy in the room.
Ya... Imagine me hopping, jumping and screaming!!!
But the story of this movie is a little...
Well... a bit heart wrenching...
And to make things worse, it's a true story.
It revolves around the students and staffs of a school for deaf.
It's already unfortunate enough for the children to be born with impairment and yet they still do those immoral      things to them.
Bullying... Assaulting... Raping.......
It feel like a horror movie to me.
I can't imagine how terrified those kids were...
Although what's showed are just play and act, but knowing that it is based on true story just makes me....
Urghhh... I can't find a word to describe my feelings.
I just manage to watch the first part and yet it already leave such impact on me.
It was such an emotional movie.

I get to know this movie when it was being reported on TV as it was consider as a controversial movie.
Somehow they think that this movie will reflect on every schools there is although it is just that one school who actually did that.
Anyways, they aired it and I'm glad they did.
Thanks to that movie, several new acts and law had been set to punish those immoral people.
Imagine, an educator suppose to give good example and be a role model to the young.
Instead, they did those awful things to the children.
I never knew I could get angry because of this movie.
Usually is those sad sad movie that can move my heart.
But somehow I feel the unfairness for the children.
I think I got carried away now, although I just watched the first part.
Well... That just show they are good actors and actresses in that movie!
They brought the emotion out so REAL!

And you think all K-drama and K-movie are those love love and love stories.
Ah Ha! Think again!