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Lee Seung Gi!!!!!!!

Yes! He's the cute guy with a charming smile on 1 night and 2 days.

I watch the that programme twice a week just to see him!

Ahhhh!!!

He's so adorable!

Listening to his music now.

Soooooo nice (though I don't understand a single word)

But it's so relaxing and very touching

I can't find other words to describe him.

He's really really cute!!!!

I'm so gonna watch all of his dramas and listen his songs!

♥Lee SengGi!

Jo Alone Again

My sisters left me!!!!!!

Sobs.....

I was crying all the way back after dropping them at the bus station.

And there's this guy who stared at me in his car.

Crying while driving is so not a good thing to do!

But I can't help it!

When I reached home, no one greet me.

I'm back to facing four walls and a tv with a dog.

There's no one to talk to now.

Sigh.... I'm sad......

And I'm still crying.

Hope this wifi never go missing.

Cause this is the only place for me to talk (type actually)

No one to sleep with

No one to talk with

No one to play with

No one to quarrel with

= (

Times Flies...

Haven't update my blog for a very looooong time.
Hahaha...
Partly is because I don't have internet access.
Yes! Again! I wonder what happened to that free wifi services....
Too many users like me I guess XD

Anyways, about ME now.
Went for a 4 days trip to Sabah.
Yawn yawn.... Nothing fun or interesting there.
I rather stay in Kuantan.
I didn't even eat any seafood!!!!!
No crab, no prawn, no lobster, no clam, no nothing!!!!
But it wasn't that bad cause I'm allergic to seafood and my lips were cracking.
The worst part was my dad wanted to take a look at UMS.
A total NO NO for me!!

Last week, went back to school for Anugerah Kecemerlangan.
Some sort of ceremony where I'll attend only because I'm in the list.
Haha!!
I know... Bad!
It's my first time and my last time to be on a stage to accept any awards during my secondary school life.
A bit late right?
But better than nothing.
We have to dress in a robe!
For pete's sake! We're just 20. We haven't even enter university.
And why on earth do they have dress code if they already planned something for us.
Total waste of money for me to buy something appropriate!
At least we look better than the younger ones.
Imagine those 16-year-old kids wearing them.
*Laugh!*
The best part was the cash!
RM250. Not bad!
Took some pictures.
Unfortunately it's in my sister's camera.
Can't upload!
Sobs!

About my job.
Gosh... I'm so bored of it!
Those kids really drive me crazy.
I wanna quit! So badly!
I can't take it any longer!
I wanna go to kl.......
Have to wait and see.
Hope luck is on my side
*crossing fingers*

I guess that's it.
I brag about my job so many times till I don't feel like mentioning it.
Just makes me sick.

Guess Who?! XD

It's obvious I'm free now.
I thought it'll be fun to do something silly like this.
I laughed while typing this.
Believe me.
I think so hard about you guys and realise we did quite a lot of silly things together.
The more I think of you guys, the funnier things get.
You guys are really very cute at times!

Now, this is how to play this game.
Simply read those characteristics that I write and guess who I'm talking about.
1)______________________
This person is a real blur one.
Always lost in our conversations.
Very funny and sociable.
We always gather in the room.
And we adore this person grandmother's food!
Hahaha... We crave those food so much especially fried rice!

2)_____________________
Hmm... This person is a strong silent type.
You'll never see her in anger.
Well-mannered, polite and lovable.
You'll never find any friend like this person.
But... Don't under estimate this person's stregth.
A whack will give you a big bruise.

3)_____________________
A person who is good in academic and non-academic.
Very well organised.
Always working hard to achieve goals.
Look strong outside, but very fragile deep inside.
Loves pink A LOT
My listener when I'm down.

4)_____________________
The scary one....
We always get molested when this person is around.
Very hardworking in reading certain type of articles (you know what XD)
Has great command of English
Very cute and adorable!
We'll never get bored when this person is around.

5)_____________________
This person is a DIY freak.
Good in handcrafts and lots of other stuff.
Another no temper person.
Gets a little silly at times.
But is a very fun loving person.

6)____________________
The emo one. VERY!
Complains about almost everything.
Good in basketball and mathematic.
And an excellent eater!
Used to have the most special hair among my friends.
But it seems they're back to normal.

7)___________________
My taufufah partner!!!!
The one who brings me for food.
A future accountant (Am I right??)
This person always wants to win.
Teaches me lots of cantonese words.
Including the bad ones = P

Guess them yourselves.
This is too easy.
And I think the clues that I give are pretty direct.

Dilemma

I have a weird feeling now!
It's like....
Before taking result, during taking result and after taking result,
I still feel so freaking nervous!
The problem that I have now is to choose the right course and the right university to enter.
I know what some may think
"Just pick whatever you're interested in!"
Well.... I wish I can do that
BUT I CAN'T!
Know why??
Cause I might and I will choose to be a pâtissier or better known as pastry chef
And my parents will slaughter me for good if I chose that course!
So... Still thinking hard.
Accounting is the only proffesional course I can choose now.
No I don't want to be an educator.
My little chicks ruined that dream of mine.
I don't want kids yelling at me "teacher teacher teacher!!" anymore.
Business management?
It's like the whole world is studying business management.
It's becoming a common course
It seems that any graduates you ask on what course they took, they'll answer you "Business"
Finance... Hmm....
it's okay for me but I'll still be studying that subject under accounting.
I might as well just take up accounting.

It's so hard to choose.
I know what I want to be but I can't opt for that.
I might have that slight opportunity if my result is slightly lower.
See.... Good grades bad grades equally bad!
Gives me headache for no reason!
This is killing me!

Till then,
Jo....

To That Someone

Hey... You know what?
This is the first time I feel like thanking you for dumping me.
Thanks to you I studied so hard night and day
Fill my time with homeworks and tuitions just to forget you.
You chose the right time to leave me.
Thank you thank you thank you.
If it wasn't because of you breaking my heart
I wouldn't have worked so hard from the beginning.
And thanks to you
I got nothing else to think of besides my studies.
At least my hard work paid off.
And this just proves the power of breaking up with you.
Though there're some miserable nights when I sobbed just because you're not around
Well.... I don't care anymore.
Know why?
Cause I know it's not worth it!

I won't ruin myself just because you left me.
Instead, I become stronger.
So much better than you'll think of.
It feels so good right now.
Without you... So???
I'm still breathing, walking, eating...

People! I got 3.75!!!
Though I'm not the best, but I've put in all my efforts.
Better than my expectation.
Thanks to all my friends for all the supports and encouragements.
You guys are my best buddies ever!!!
2A for my econ and general paper, A- for my accounts and B+ for my maths.
A bit disappointed with my maths but it's still okay overall.

One lesson learnt.
Love isn't everything.
Stand back up from the place you fell.

Prove them wrong and make them regret!

My Valentine ♥

No! I don't have a boyfriend!
BUT
I get two kisses.
One from my 5 years old kid in the kindergarten
And another one from my grandma.
Haha...
I know it's funny.
It's been years since my grandma last kissed me.
And that little girl....
It was so sudden.
"teacher.... *muackz*"
Anyway, this proves I don't need a boyfriend to be loved!

I received a news too on valentine's day.
Not that someone had a crush on me or anything like that (though I'm wishing for that. Just kidding... XD)
Apparently, STPM result will be out on next Monday 21/2
Which is 6 days from today.
AHHHHH.............
Yeah... That's the exact thing I did when my friend told me.
My sister was so annoyed by my screams she wrote it on the newspapers in both sections.
Mum and dad saw it but they didn't ask much.
It's kinda early to release the result on that date.
Imagine.... If the result is good, then you'll have a bundle of joy.
If it turns out bad, you have to suffer for 7 months before you'll enter into local uni.
Saddest part is you're not even accepted in any local uni.
How sad is that!!!
Better not think much.

I guess that's what happened on my valentine.
Oh ya, and I lost my voice mid way teaching my kid.
It got worse this morning
= (