Learn To Be Lonely?

Smile


Don't frown


Are there people around you
To be with you all the time
Protecting you from harm and danger
Guard and guide you all the way
Pacing road to your future
Comfort and care for you
Cherish those little details you do for them
Appreciate every 'thank you' you've said
Accept every 'sorry' you've apologized

Are there people beside you
Constantly accompany you where ever you go
Sat by your side when your heart breaks
Lend you a shoulder to cry on
Cuddle you up in his/her arms when you're sad
Puts you in their mind every minute every day
Shower you with love
Spreading joy together

Are there anyone up there
Listens to all the prayers you've made
Grant your wishes and dreams
Gives you the will and power to stay strong
Creates magic and unexplainable events that happens on you
Makes you believe that there are miracles in this world
Allow a little fantasy in our harsh surrounding
Of fairies and angels taking care of us

Family, friends, enemies and strangers.
God makes world a better place to live.

Live your life!

A Little Little..

♥ ♥ ♥

I miss him.
haven't seen him in a week.
the side view of him doesn't count!
Miss him a lot...
Can I see him tomorrow?
Can I can I can I????????

♥ Happy being at the right corner at the right time.
♥ Doesn't mean I have to own him.
♥ Don't have to be devoted and be hurt in the end.
♥ Having conversation with him.
♥ Giggling about him.
♥ Missing him.

p/s: PaiWan helped me to destroy my 2008 belated water bottle birthday present.

And I'm so so so so so HAPPY!!! = )
Muahahaha.... Shuts! I shouldn't have returned that watch. Otherwise, I'll be able to smash it! Dumb Joanne! Next time, don't go against yourself!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ JoJo miss him a lot
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ JoJo will see him tomorrow~~~~

I think today is not my day.
Many unwanted things happened.
Kinda sad, disappointed, moody, etc etc...
Sigh...

Had a dream last night.
Ain't a good one.
Any dream with him in it is nightmare for me
School was rather boring today.
Nothing interesting happened.
We had to wear a silly red ribbon for some anti-drug campaign.
Talk about that dumb PIBG fees we have to pay.
Stupid larhhh...
Make us pay so much.
Want us beg under the bridge is it??!!

Went for my very first threading session.
Pain like mad!!!
but at least my face is smoother!!
Love it!
Gonna do it once a month!
25bucks... Not too expensive~

Quite clumsy today.
Spilled drinks on my grandpa >.<

Two Can Play A Game

F*ck to whoever that person who keep text massaging my mum.
Even if it'll shorten my life by 10 years,
I'll still curse you!!
You useless, idiot, son of a b*itch, f*ucker loser!!!
You wanna play??
Fine! I'll play with you.
Let you feel a dose of your own medicine.
The revenge starts tomorrow!
No matter how much it'll cost me,
I'll harass you till I'm satisfied!
Who you think you are??
You're just a stupid jerk.
Brainless!

I curse you!
Curse you curse you curse you!!!!
Don't even think we're easily fooled!
Tomorrow you'll die!!!!
DIE!!!!
YOU ARE SO DEAD SUCKER!

Tiredness OVERLOADED

Woke up at 7am this morning.
Went for breakfast as usual with my grandparents.
Had lots of toufu!!!
My favourite~~~ Yum yum yummmmmmm........

Did some baking right after that.
Broke my own record this time.
Didn't know I could bake so fast.
Specially for Firdaus.
Cause he asked me so many times and it's kinda bad to turn him down.

Went for my 2nd breakfast of the day around 9am.
With KerLee and Bao.
Boy I was so full that time!
Hang out at Shean's place for a while after that.
Sobsss....
She left to Malacca.... Againn...
Miss her so much...

Head to Semambu badminton court after that.
Saw quite many people whom I know.
Most of them are familiar faces.
They were talking about a handsome guy at that moment.
But... He's not that good looking larhhh...
He looks like a duck to me.
I don't know why...

Purposely went to that vegetarian shop today.
Just to show KerLee the guy I was talking about.
We couldn't see him at first.
When I'm done, we get to see him!!!
But only his side view t.t
Purposely turn another round to see but he went in, I think.
Sighhhh....
Oh.. He wore like the others now.
Maybe that's why we couldn't spot him.
He look so different!
Prefer him wearing those office look.
= ) So good looking....
*Dream dream dream....*

Went to ecm around 4pm
Met up with Firdaus and Jiali.
Was half dead that time.
Was exhausted though I hardly did anything.
But I was fatigue.
Eat again....
I've been eating for the whole day!
2 breakfast, 2 lunches, 2 dinners....
And the funny part is... I'm on a diet.
And that is so not dieting!!!
All the calories.... AHHHHH........
(Someone said I'm broader now! Damnnnnn..... Diet again!)

Tomorrow... have to wake up early.
Very early....
Have to wait for Monday to see him again = )
Oh ya... Don't feel like giving up.
Want to continue my 'peeping' activity = P

p/s: Jie is back. Expenses will be fully paid by Jessica. Muahahaha... Trimming my brows tomorrow. Better be good!

There Goes My Dream....

Sighhh....
Have to give up now.
He smokes....
Ahhh... A perfect image!
Shattered with a few puff of cigarrette..
Gosh.... What a waste!
I mean... Such ideal person, so perfect!
But with a little flaw.
Well... That explains no human is flawless or perfect.
Damnnn......

Laid my hands on crochet for the first time today.
Made a flower = )
Quite ugly though....
But....!!! It's still a flower.
Learning to make other things now.
Hopefully I'll be talented enough to make a scarf.
For that special someone = )