Dilemma

I have a weird feeling now!
It's like....
Before taking result, during taking result and after taking result,
I still feel so freaking nervous!
The problem that I have now is to choose the right course and the right university to enter.
I know what some may think
"Just pick whatever you're interested in!"
Well.... I wish I can do that
BUT I CAN'T!
Know why??
Cause I might and I will choose to be a pâtissier or better known as pastry chef
And my parents will slaughter me for good if I chose that course!
So... Still thinking hard.
Accounting is the only proffesional course I can choose now.
No I don't want to be an educator.
My little chicks ruined that dream of mine.
I don't want kids yelling at me "teacher teacher teacher!!" anymore.
Business management?
It's like the whole world is studying business management.
It's becoming a common course
It seems that any graduates you ask on what course they took, they'll answer you "Business"
Finance... Hmm....
it's okay for me but I'll still be studying that subject under accounting.
I might as well just take up accounting.

It's so hard to choose.
I know what I want to be but I can't opt for that.
I might have that slight opportunity if my result is slightly lower.
See.... Good grades bad grades equally bad!
Gives me headache for no reason!
This is killing me!

Till then,
Jo....

To That Someone

Hey... You know what?
This is the first time I feel like thanking you for dumping me.
Thanks to you I studied so hard night and day
Fill my time with homeworks and tuitions just to forget you.
You chose the right time to leave me.
Thank you thank you thank you.
If it wasn't because of you breaking my heart
I wouldn't have worked so hard from the beginning.
And thanks to you
I got nothing else to think of besides my studies.
At least my hard work paid off.
And this just proves the power of breaking up with you.
Though there're some miserable nights when I sobbed just because you're not around
Well.... I don't care anymore.
Know why?
Cause I know it's not worth it!

I won't ruin myself just because you left me.
Instead, I become stronger.
So much better than you'll think of.
It feels so good right now.
Without you... So???
I'm still breathing, walking, eating...

People! I got 3.75!!!
Though I'm not the best, but I've put in all my efforts.
Better than my expectation.
Thanks to all my friends for all the supports and encouragements.
You guys are my best buddies ever!!!
2A for my econ and general paper, A- for my accounts and B+ for my maths.
A bit disappointed with my maths but it's still okay overall.

One lesson learnt.
Love isn't everything.
Stand back up from the place you fell.

Prove them wrong and make them regret!

My Valentine ♥

No! I don't have a boyfriend!
BUT
I get two kisses.
One from my 5 years old kid in the kindergarten
And another one from my grandma.
Haha...
I know it's funny.
It's been years since my grandma last kissed me.
And that little girl....
It was so sudden.
"teacher.... *muackz*"
Anyway, this proves I don't need a boyfriend to be loved!

I received a news too on valentine's day.
Not that someone had a crush on me or anything like that (though I'm wishing for that. Just kidding... XD)
Apparently, STPM result will be out on next Monday 21/2
Which is 6 days from today.
AHHHHH.............
Yeah... That's the exact thing I did when my friend told me.
My sister was so annoyed by my screams she wrote it on the newspapers in both sections.
Mum and dad saw it but they didn't ask much.
It's kinda early to release the result on that date.
Imagine.... If the result is good, then you'll have a bundle of joy.
If it turns out bad, you have to suffer for 7 months before you'll enter into local uni.
Saddest part is you're not even accepted in any local uni.
How sad is that!!!
Better not think much.

I guess that's what happened on my valentine.
Oh ya, and I lost my voice mid way teaching my kid.
It got worse this morning
= (

Heaven!

My long awaited day had arrived!
I'll be FREEEEEE from this very day...
Hip Hip Hooray~~!!
No kids, no shouting, no heart attacks
I'm in for a lovely week <3
Waiting for my friends to be back.
I miss them loads!!!
Miss crapping the most though....
It's like our routine.
Everytime we're together, the chit chatting times will be never ending.
Talking about these makes my mouth itchy already = D

The thought of no kids for a week really puts a grin on my face!
I feel so bad for feeling this way.
But I guess this kind of thought is acceptable, No? = P
There's a few cute ones that I'll miss though...
Well... I better enjoy the week before heading back to the jungle.
It's pretty wild out there.
Believe me... very wild!
Like monkeys jumping all over the place swinging form branch to branch.
Haha...
Maybe I exaggerated a little.
But it felt that way to me.
You have to be in my shoe to understand me.
I know... They're just kids...
What harm can they do??
A lot!!!!

Just finish baking.
Have to rush for orders.
Oh so tired~~~
Have to continue tomorrow.
$$$

Updates!

I think it's a bit too late to update about what's happening in my life recently.
But better than nothing rite? = P

First of all, I'm in my twenties now!
Sad case!
But the good news is, I'm not officially 20. (I will not admit until it's my birthday!)
When you're young, you wish to be older so you can do 'adult stuff''.
When you pass your teenage life, you wish you could turn back time and be young all over again.
Sigh.... Let's just face it.
Let's age gracefully~ XD

What I'm doing now??
Oh nothing... Just hanging around my house.
Stuffing food in my mouth, baking 24 hours a day, watching every single shows and advertisements on the tv and sleeps after every yawn.
Hahahaha....
That's just what I wish to do after finishing my exams.
Unfortunately... NO!!
My life didn't work out that way.
In fact, I'm now a teacher.
Teaching, screaming, chasing pre-school chidren.
Yes they drive me crazy!!!
I was like.... AHHHHHH~~~~!!!!
In my mind of course.
Otherwise they'll think I'm a freak.
But the nice part is they're seriously cute.
I call them 'the sweetest devils'
I also give tuition to a 9 years old girl.
She's the most adorable girl!
Though a little mischievous which makes me go nuts sometimes.
At least she's better than those little chicks!
I got to say, my job is pretty simple.
All I have to do is make sure she finishes her homeworks before going home.
And if it's still early, I'll just give her do some exercises.
That's all!
Easy earning money when you're a teacher.
Though the way they call me makes me feel so OLD
But look on ther brighter side $$$
And the fun part is, I'll have holidays whenever they're having their break!
Ain't that the coolest?!
No works, money keeps flowing in!

What else??
I have to start baking for chinese new year cookies!
Had orders already but I can't make them too early as it'll not taste as good as freshly baked ones.
I keep telling my mum I'll bake later but she doesn't understand it.
Seriously, cookies taste awfully bad if they aren't fresh!!!!
But no one seems to agree.
All they want is cookies right in front of their very own eyes.
Who cares!!!
I'll do everything at my own pace.
Thought of doing cupcakes on valentine.
But have to see.
I don't like doing things half way.
Is either do or nothing at all!!
Besides, my old faithful eaters aren't around!
Who'll eat for me then?
Might as well wait for them to be back.
Chocolate truffles, cupcakes with swirly cream, valentine heart shaped cakes~ *dreaming*

Oh oh oh!!!!
I forgot to mention my Singapore trip!
Well, I think this post is a bit too long.
Will brag about it in my next post!

*winks*

For Real!

Yes!!!
This is for real!!
I finally have internet access!!!
Woohoo~~~!!!! *jumping/hopping/clapping*
Yay...!!!!
Had been waiting for this for so freaking long!
It's a bit too late now.
Will upload some pictures and videos
And of course update my stuff (believe me, there's lots of stuff i wish to blah out here!)
Anyways....
l'll continue writing tomorrow.

Nitez people~!

Happy New Year

Yay!!! It's 2011 guys!!!
Happy new year to everyone~!
It was pretty fun last night
Though it's just the 2 of us ( ShiYun and me)
We did silly things like 'listing potential boyfriends', nail polishing and we drank 'you know what'
Hahahaha....

There's nothing much to do when there's only 2 people in a room
We did lots and lots of gossiping (as usual!)
And we constantly check on Mr KS's profile to see whether that 'someone' posted anything on his wall
Unfortunately, NO!
KS, if you're reading this, I must tell you something.
Yun and I are very DISAPPOINTED cause that 'someone' didn't post!!!
But we spammed your wall anyway XD

That's pretty much everything.
The sun is out today!
Bright and shiny to warm up the gloomy weather!!!
In 2 days time I'll start working.
(please please don't cry. Otherwise I'll cry with all of you *sobs*)

p/s: I deleted my cbox cause there's many weirdo leaving comments there. Anything just comment on my post. Baking will resume tonight (hopefully!)