GRAMMY's..

Damn!!!! Jonas Brothers didn't win a thing!

*sad sad sad*

Actually, I didn't watch the Grammy's. I heard it from radio. No point watching it when they didn't win. Hahaha...

I wanted to watch them perform. But since they didn't win aything, I assume they won't perform.

I did watch a little at the beginning. Luckily, I get to watch Miley Cyrus and Tylor Swift perform. I think that wasn't their song. Never heard that song before. Fifteen... Hmm... Doesn't sound familiar at all. Browse it later cause it sounded quite good.

After that was coldplay performance I think. Didn't watch that. Not a huge fan of coldplay. Went up to take my shower cause it's already quite late. (Almost 10pm!!)

Sad thing cause Rihanna and Chris Brown didn't perform that night due to some problemo~~~

Anyways..... Conclusion is,,,,,,,, I didn't watch the Grammy's and..............

JONAS BROTHERS DIDN'T WIN!!!!! ARGHHHH........!!!!

JB JB JB JB JB~~~~!!!!!!!!!

I mean... JONAS BROTHERS. * hahahaxx...!!!!!*

SO SO IN LOVE WITH THEM!!! SO cute!!!!!!!!! SO DARN handsome.

Gosh!!!!! Handsome and cute at the same time.

AHHH....!!!! Crazy for them!

Erm... Maybe not all the three of them. Not so into Kevin. He is not as cute or handsome as Joe and Nick.

AWWW~~~~~ keep thinking of them each time when i'm listening to their song. I can't like Nick cause he is a year younger than me *sobs* Anyway.... I still have Joe!!!!

Hands up for Joe!!!!!!! So cute looking. When he sings, GOSH!! U'll faint man!! So darn good looking!! His vocal was great! SUPERB MAN! And he is a year older than me. Lucky me~~ Have the chance to have a crush on him.

At first, I thought they weren't good at all and they are just another cute boyband that can't sing very well. Well...... I'M WRONG!!!! They can sing!!! And very well too. Gosh gosh gosh....!!!!!

So happen to be at my grandma's house. So happen nobody watching the tv. So happen I change the channel to Hallmark. So happen it's Oprah Winfrey show. So happen Jonas Brothers was the guest of the day. AAHHH...!!!!! HOW LUCKY AM I!!!! Then, they started singing. Gosh!!! They can sing live!!!! My heart melted that instant. By the way, they have good cameramen. They manage to get their good looks. SO SO SO DARN CUTE! When they reach the chorus, GAWD!! Can't describe my feelings anymore. The lyric was so touching!!

When You Look Me In The Eyes,
And Tell Me That You Love Me.
Everything's Alright,
When You're Right Here By My Side.
When You Look Me In The Eyes,
I Catch A Glimpse Of Heaven.
I Find My Paradise,
When You Look Me In The Eyes.

MuSIc M@nI@c~~~

This is what happen when Miss Joanne got so damn freaking bored. Her mind will be wondering everywhere beyond her wildest imagination. Muahahaha....~~~!!!!!! Starting to laugh like Rico. The little spanish boy from Hannah Montana. EVIL EVIL EVIL~~~

Music maniac isn't music maniac if it doesn't involve with music. Is just the same meaning like "whipped cream will not be whipped cream unless cream is not whipped by a whip. *Hahahaxx..* Alright. I'll cut all the crap right now. Look what I've done to song lyrics when I'm boring. It sounds like this...

she: It's over

he: Say it isn't so.

she: Hate that I love you!!!

he: I do, cherish you....

she: Your love is a lie!

he: I swear!

she: Beautiful liar!!

he: I drive myself crazy....... If I ain't got you

she: So what??!!!

he: I'll never break your heart. This I promise you.

she: No promises..

he: You must love me!

she: Quit playing games with my heart!!!

he: Sorry...

she: Too little too late.... It ends tonight!


Good??? Not bad huh. See!!! This is what happen when I'm seriously bored!!

*just in case you guys wanna know those songs were sang by who.

Jesse McCartney- it's over
Gareth Gates- say it isn't so
Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo-hate that I love you
98 degrees-i do( cherish you)
Simple plan-your love is a lie
98 degrees- I swear
Beyonce & Shakira- beautiful liar
N'Sync-I drive myself crazy
Alicia Keys- if I ain't got you
Pink- so what
Backstreet Boys-I'll never break your heart
N'Sync-this I promise you
Shayne Ward- no promises
Evita- you must love me
Backstreet boys- quit playing games with my heart
Buckcherry-sorry
Jojo- too little too late
All American Rejects- it ends tonight

Missing SCHOOL LIFE~

Okey..... I'm too bored. Being a school leaver ain't no happy at all.

No school, no friends, no teases and plenty of time to spend.

SO FREAKING BORING!!!

Goshhhhh...... What to do? What to do??

I never thought that no books and no teachers will be as boring as this. So lifeless!!!

U see, I have a very very very superb school life.

I got great friends whom I love them SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!

They were always by my side when I'm sad and happy. They share my joy and pain together. We brought foods to school and eat when we were having classes. We spent most of our reccess time wondering around the school. And during classes, we laugh, we shout, we play like one BIG FAMILY. Although the way we sit in class like we hated each other( all the girls on the left and all the guys on the right) we still love each other. We enjoy teasing each other though. SO SO miss them.

Besides my buddies, I miss my teachers TOO!!!!!

Okey, I admit. I don't like all of my teachers. But i don't dislike them totally. Just the okey okey type. *giggles* The teacher I miss most will be Pn Angeline or we call her Mrs. Wong. She's the angel for all of us. She treated us like her own children. Taught us knowledge that are useful for us. New bombastic words that we never know those words even exist in this world. She even celebrated special occasions with us. last year which was 2008, we celebrated 29 february which only comes to us once every 4 years. She remembered our birthdays and gives us little presents. How lucky we were for us to have such a great teacher.

Me myself has quite a number of posts in school which make my school life kinda hectic sometimes. ( I get PISSED OFF easily)

I was the head librarian in school. Since I got the post, I hardly enter library. PHOBIA MAN!! I scare of doing works u know. I only enter library when I have things to do or meetings to attend. Otherwise, u won't see me near library. If I enter the library, the whole atmosphere will be even noisier when i start scolding every single person who contributes to the noisiness in the library although some of them were just whispering. So sorry for them but I couldn't control my anger. Besides that, I was the chairman for the ELS(english language society) MAN!! we only gather our members once a year. Not bad huh. *chuckles* But when it comes to language week... ARGHHH!!!! Busy like mad. Running up and down like a maniac searching teachers everywhere. GOSH... How embarrassing when I'm not in my best. But that's fine with me. At least teachers thanked me for my hardship and appreciated my help for them. Furthermore, I'm also the vice-pres. for the softball club. I hardly do anything for that club cause most of the members are guys. They can handle everything themself. *Evil Laugh* Last but not least, as MC for school's activities. Well, kinda feel bad for my school students cause they have to see me everytime when school is having any events. Cause I'll be the MC. Poor thing. Pity them and MYSELF!!!!

Losing A Family Member

On the 7th day of chinese new year, I lost my granny. She wasn't my maternal granny. She's my granpa's 2nd wife. We got the news that she passed away when we were on our way to the hospital. Before she passed away, I received a phone call. It was my mother's handphone. She didn't bring it out as she was attending a cny something something which I forget what something something was that. Upon answering the call, all I could hear was shrieks and shoutings. All I could listen was "auntie.... hospital.....". I'm not sure what is happening that moment. I thought someone was playing a prank or what so ever. I pass the phone to my sis and she thought the same way too. So, she hung up the phone. Few minutes later, my mum's handphone rang again. This time, my sis answered it. Then, everything starts to tensed up. My sis expression changed. I overheard the conversation and asked my sis what's going on. She told my that my granny fell unconscious suddenly. We quickly ran into my parents room and woke my dad up. We wasn't sure about what is going around. Dad decided to wait till my mum comes back. But the phone kept ringing. This time was my aunt calling. She asked my dad whether we received any call regarding my granny. After that call, another call was entering. But we don't know who called. But he told us that mr granny is in a critical condition. We all got nervous and decided to go and look for my mum so that we can go to the hospital together. When my dad was getting ready to go out, I received another call on my mum's handphone. The guy call us to hurry up to go to the hospital. They were doing CPR to rescue my granny. When I heard that, all I could do is to hurry my dad and called all the possible numbers on my mum's handphone so that we could track her down and pick her up to go to the hospital. Luck wasn't seem to be on our side. Each time I call, they don't know where is my mother. All they know is my mum when back already but they don't know whom my mum with. We cant contact my mum as her handphone is with us. All we could do is go to every house that she might be. Then, my sis saw my mum in someone's car. And my dad says to my sis "everyone also looks like your mother one la" He continue driving without bothering. But luckily he drove slowly. It was really my mother in that car. We picked her up and went straight to hospital. When my dad was finding a place to park his car, my mum receive a call from my aunt saying my granny had passed away. My sis and I went down from the car and straight into the hospital. We waited there as we didn't know which floor to go. When we reached my granny ward, my mum had a talk with my uncle whom is a doctor and make decisions for my granny's son who stays at Singapore. I hid myself in a corner and cried. After holding back my feelings and waited for my aunt who is a nurse to clean my granny's body, my sis and I had a little flashbacks. We remembered those days when my granny and my grandpa were still alive, they brought us to Pekan. I couldn't remember much as I was so young that time. All I have now was pictures and my sis tell me of what she knows. Both of us were trying to hold back our tears. We also mentioned those days where my granny came down from Singapore to stay in the old folk's home. My granny had a great fall and the living expenses in Singapore is rather high. So, my uncle decided to put her at Kuantan. I can remember distinctly those days we visited her at the old folk's home. We bought kiwi for her as she had diabetes and can't eat anything sweet. My mother always cooks steam Dory fish for her during the weekends when we visit her. Then, few years later, my uncle decided to bring my granny back to Singapore as she was recovering from her injury. I went down to Singapore in 2007 and visited her. That was the last time I've seen her when she's still alive. After finishing all the procedures, my granny body was brought to 'jik sin tong'. It was a place to put bodies to be prayed by family and relatives. The day she passed away, my whole family spent the night there until 1 something in the morning as my uncle was on his way coming from Singapore. The next day, my mum went there around 1pm to take turns to look after there. My dad, sis and I only went there after we had our dinner. We wore a blue t-shirt while my mum and dad wore white t-shirt to represent how we are related to the deceased. That night, we had a praying ceremony. It went on almost for 2 hours. After that ceremony, my sis broke into tears. I managed to hold back my feelings. On Tuesday was my granny's funeral. The person in charge told us to take a last look at our granny before they close the coffin. Earlier on my sis told my how thin was my granny was when they visited her at the hospital on Friday. I took a glance at my granny. She was so thin compared to the last time I've seen her. I was sobbing and trying to hold back my tears. All of the family kneel down in front of her coffin and bow down. As they were carrying the coffins to the middle, we were told to turn back and do not look when they were moving the coffin. We gave our last respect accordingly. When it is my turn, i kneel and gave my last respect. That moment, I started crying. After that, we stood beside the coffin. I was standing there crying the whole time. My sis was standing beside me and pat on my back to comfort me. We holded a crysanthymun flower on our hands and give respect to those who attended the funeral. When they were about to carry the coffin into the car, we circled around the coffin few times. And I was still crying. I couldn't hold back my feelings. When they carry the coffin in to the car, we kneel down and we are told to look down. We followed the car in front to the place where my granny's body is to be burnt into ashes. We hold a josstick in our hand and called my granny soul to leave to body. My uncle cried. I look as they pushes my granny's body in to the flame. There goes my granny forever...... She'll always be in our heart no matter what happen. Although she's not my real granny, but she treated us like we were her own grandchildren. May she rest in peace in her new world. God bless her.

Chinese New Year

This is the day to be merry as chinese were looking forward to celebrate this auspiscious day. Few days before cny i started baking cookies. And this year was the most cookies I ever baked!!! There were a total of... i forgot. Maybe almost ten. Gosh!!! I can't believe i baked this much. Anyway, such a waste cause no one visited my house. (I'll tell it later on my next blog) 1st day of chinese new year, I went to my grandma's place. Help my grandma a little and started gobbling down those foods. Ma Ma Mia!!! Delicious!!! Oh ya! Forgot to mention. My family celebrate cny with dinners!!! 3 days in a row!!! everyday dinner!!!! My face turn into a round ball now. (not that serious, just joking) 1st day of cny was fun. Gambled with my cousins. And we called those who work at singapore to be the 'chongker'. Duh!!!! They are richer when convert their money to Malaysian currency. I think I lost around RM20. I'm not sure. Who cares. Once in a year. Time to be jolly~~!!! * giggles* During dinner, kinda drunk a little. The next day, went to my friend, shi yun's house. Ate, chit chat, met up with my friends that went for national service and took some photo. *sigh* I was so so so so so freaking FAT!!!! need to start my diet plan!!! I can start my diet plan because I had another dinner that night!!!! Arghhh!!!! How am I suppose to start my diet plan!!! 3rd day of cny, went to my uncle's place which is Nick's house. My aunt from Malacca came down to visit us. Upon stepping into the house, I can sense a strong aura. It was so strong that i kept pulling me into the house. My heart was beating non-stop. My palm starts to sweat. My legs were shaky. Okey!! I'm doing my story telling. Excuse me for doing that. *chuckles* Anyway, they were gambling when I reach. Find a spot to put my big butt in and put my bet on the floor, it's time for me to win some CASH!!! After 2 hours of gambling, guess what? I only win RM2!!!!!!!!!! DAMN LAME MAN!!! nevermind... At least i didn't lose a penny. 4th day of my cny, went to crash gate some friends( who are not my friend but some how tag along with my another friend. so... i consider myself as their friends) Genius me!! *evil laugh* It wasn't that happy though....*sobs* I mean, I don't know who they are and I was ALONE!!!Gosh Gosh Gosh!!! Wanted to go home so desperately that day. The 5th day of cny, I think I want to keep this day for myself. This is what we call P&C ( private and confidential) 6th day of cny, followed my gang to do a little house visitting. Extremely happy!!!! To tell the truth, I miss my school life. I miss my friends so much. I miss the way they tease me too. I even miss those times we laugh so loud that we got scoldings from next door teachers. U wont know how happy am I. Few hours later, joined HIM. Went to his friends house(which make me a little boring because I was the stranger!!!) Visited our teacher. Ate some cookies and went back home. A little tired and disappointments. Somehow..... I wish for something else. But it seems that that is that. And that is my faith. Maybe I'm a little fussy. Anyway, there are some pics which I'm so so so puff up.




A picture of my whole family. Excluding my other relatives. It'll be a big big big picture if everyone takes together. Let me introduce. *Ahem* Standing from left is none other than me, my bro jonathan and my 2nd sis june.
Sitting in front is my elder sis jessica, my mummy and daddy.

A drunk Joanne after few sips of wine. SO not a good drinker.

Okey. This is not a nice pic of me. Just to show off my cute friend. hahahaxxx.... So not me!! Few weeks later I'll be slim again!!! Argghh!!!

Got Hired N Fired On The Same Day

It's been two weeks time since the last time i touched on my blog. Many things happened. There were happy ones and sad ones. I gain experiences and loses a family member within these 14 days. I never expected that so many unexpected things to happen i such a short period.

I'll start off with my working experience. Okey.. This is a bit lame. Can u imagine?? I got hired in the morning and got fired at the end of the day. It was on the19th of January. I just finish writing my previous blog the other day. Then..... Out of the blue~~ I received a phone call. Okey. I admit it. It wasn't out of the blue. A day earlier which was on the 18th, I went to east coast mall to shop with my family. My friends were all working for a roadshow there as U-mobile's promoter. Then, we were fooling around and one of my friends took off his shirt and call me to try to promote. (I was crapping a lot of how to promote. Should have keep my big mouth shut!!) Anyways.... I chickened out a few minutes later. My friends went and tell the supervisor how good i am which i'm not!!! They convinced me I can do it. So... I left my number to that supervisor. The very next day, voila~ I got a job. As a promoter for U-mobile. *hahahaha...* He called me around 12pm and im in my mum's office. He called me to come immediately but i couldn't. So, i told him i can only make it around 1.30pm and he says that's fine with him. I went to work and after much explanations, wore that cute t-shirt of theirs and started promoting. Got to know 3 new friends that day. It was a monday. No one will come for shopping on monday. We were playing instead of working. Then, after 2 or 3 miserable hours without customer, i finally manage to get my 1st ever client. This was our conversation

jo: Bang, sekarang ni kita u-mobile tengah adakan promosi. Starter pack kita bagi percuma. Lepas tu, bang ada free 1 jam free call untuk u to u.

customer: betul ke? macam mana dengan call pulak?

jo:betul! call rate kitorang pun murah bang. setiap saat bang call ialah hanya 0.008 sen. tak sampai 10 sen pun. (keep pushing the paper to show him)

customer: baiklah. mana nak daftar?

jo:kat situ aje. Bang ikut saya ya.

reached our booth and showed him the list of number. Thank god I'm smart. his girlfriend was standing there. So I crap "a little bit more"

jo: Bang, belilah satu untuk teman bang. kalau bang beli 2 pack, bang ada 1 jam untuk borak dengan dia. lepas tu, dia pun ada 1 jam untuk borak dengan bang.

customer: Yang, nak tak? (Asking his gf)

customer's gf: terpulanglah...

jo: (I 'sampuk' in) Bang, kitorang sekarang ada nombor untuk couple. Bang tengoklah nombor couple.

Yippee~~!!!! I managed to sell two pack. Thanks to that abang. But the rest of the day was boring!!! No other customer!! At the end of the day, our supervisor grouped us all together to have a little talk. He told us that the company decided to close the booth because the result wasn't good enough. He worried that we might be upset and keep explaining to us that it wasn't our fault. After that little meeting, we were so so so happy. It's because we were tired and we wanted to quit. But if we quit, we might not be able to get our salary. So, we decided to keep doing until we got fired. The supervisor was curious when he saw us so happy. Anyways, i got my salary even though I work a day. It was tough man!!!! Oh ya! forgot to tell something. My supervisor's name is so damn cute!!! His name is Wymen. Which sounded like 'feed mosquito' in cantonese. *hahahahaxxx....!!!*