reminisce

It's been very long since I last write any thing here.
I have this sudden urge to blog again.
Mainly because I'm all alone and have nothing better to do.
I should get my hands on the assignments now but urghhhh....
You get what I mean.
Was browsing through fb and here to look back on my past.
Hell I saw my past!!
There are many of those 'how can I be so silly doing that' moments.
And not to mention how much I've aged.
Better not touch on that. *sensitive issue! *

Anyway, I obvious thing that I realise about myself is that, as time pass, I become more passive and introvert
Something must have gone wrong somewhere!
Ever since I broke up with *ahem*, I guess it's hard to start a whole new relationship.
Of cause I have fond feelings towards others.
It's not like I'm lesbian or what ..!!
Just that it's hard to open up again.
Better not talk about this too cause this topic is no fun! XD

Actually, I have nothing to write about.
Hahaha...
Just so happen the thought of visiting my blog pops out.
And I ended up writing this post.
Hmm.... I guess I'm missing something somewhere.
Well.... will search for the missing pieces and place them back.
I miss my ji mui(s)!!

Talking about randomness!
I love you! To whoever you may be in the future.♥
JIWANG!!

Red

new hair colour = )
I wanted red but was afraid.
Even the stylist who did my hair asked me whether I'm scared or not.
Freak out the moment she took out a pink palate for me to see.
But she reassured me that it'll look like dark red on my hair.
And I love it! =D

too ow wan threee

Weeeeeee~~~
People! Human! It's 2013!
Happy new year~!
Notice how every year I'll set my new year resolutions
Sadly, I think I hardly achieve any
Hahaha!!!
Nothing to be proud of but still....
Well, since it's 2013, I have another chance to set another new year resolution
For 2013, my new year resolutions are...........
*drum roll*
2012 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
No point being over ambitious.
Will just stick to the old resolutions until I achieve them
(I guess I'll be using the same one next year or maybe many more years! XD)

Am I giving too much impression to others that I only like korean guys??
Well... Maybe I did announce that I only like Koreans
Let me correct this.
I totally like non korean guys too
As long as they are guys.
But still I prefer Koreans! XD
LOL!
It's so sad not to have a boyfriend now.
Especially hearing my friends stories of their planned weddings!
I was like...........
Okay.........
Time to have a bf...
Maybe that's a little too random. XD
But the funny part is they already have plannings.
Yeah I did knock my head in disbelief that I'm listening about their future wedding.
I laugh like mad..
And our conversation got louder and louder till the tables next to us turn back and look at us.
Now I know what couples talk about when their relationship last long.
Still... SHOCKED

Anyways,
it's a new year.
Geez... I'm 22. OLD!
Whatever!
Shall take good care of myself.
yeah... 2013 probably is a me me me me year.
Man I sound so selfish.
Maybe a little you, he, she and it... = )
2013 favourite: still LSG! <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Pledge: be BOLD!
Confession: *secret*

Waterful!

Oh nothing much to write about...
Just that Kuantan flooded and it was the worst in 65 years ( according to newspaper)
Nothing much....
Just pools of water everywhere...
Rubbish floating like balloons...
And I'm trapped in the clinic!!
At least the dentist and nurses are with me.
But then the whole building blackout!
Luckily it was still bright outside...
Otherwise I'll be screaming like mad.
I stared outside for a long long long time waiting for my dad to arrive.
I knew he'll be late because he was stuck somewhere else too.
So FB came to the rescue to solve my boredom.
At first I thought it was just the area I'm at experiencing flood.
But then my FB wall was full of flood posts of many parts in Kuantan.
So reaction was...... WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Well they say sharing is caring.
So I caringly shared the news to the nurses.
And just then water start entering the premise.
Another reaction......... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I just move my butt from one sofa to the one slightly inner.
Just then, received a call from mum.
"Opposite Voon Pharmacy already flooded! Are you at home?"
"No.... I'm at the clinic"
"Nobody jaga the dogs! Don't know our house flooded or not. Call papa go home check"
"Papa can't even pick me up how to go home and check?"
"Cham lo the dogs..."
And yes I FBed right after the call! XD
There's nothing else I could do... Not that I don't want to help.
After several waits, daddy came.
Rolled up my pants, 1 hand holding my bag and the other holding an umbrella.
Plunged into the pool of water trying to cross to the opposite road.
Have to walk very carefully cause there's drains.
And I nearly make a stupid move of trying to cross a big drain which I can't see how big it is.
I eventually gave up after dad told me to walk further up the road before crossing.
SO....
There's one big me in the middle of the road walking like a tilting statue in the water.
Reaction......... OTTEOKHAE~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I literally screamed that out loud that people at the shops look at me.
What a sight!
But then I manage to enter the car safely!
Phew~
Reached home and saw mum standing inside neighbour's house because someone parked his car right in front of our house till we can't even open our gate.
The good thing is our house is not flooded and the dogs are safe.
XD
End of story!

This was before the dentist check my teeth.
Just imagine how high the water rose after my checkup.

A Crack.

It's a crazy world out there.

When people sit down together for a conversation, you realize how scary human can be.

It's not easy to find a person who is willing to share your stories.

I find that telling secrets to others in Uni is like spreading out your own rumours to the world.

Somehow they just don't get the idea of 'SECRET'

Anyways, at least I have one but I'm just sad that we could not share much conversation this semester.

All those midnight chats and heart-to-heart talks.........

I miss those moments very much and yes I wish she is my roommate again this year 

But sadly, that's not the case.

It always make me feel safe telling my feelings to her.

Cause we always respect each others' decisions.

We really do keep secrets among ourselves and that is what I love most when I'm having close conversation with people.

It's not like I don't enjoy being with my course mates but I do believe they can't keep secrets.

These days, conversations with them are mostly about whether to stay in college or not.

Honestly, I'm indecisive. 

If possible, I would like to stay because the environment here is good (I'm not talking about the activities!)

But then, I know I'm not active in joining activities and my merits are definitely insufficient for me to stay.

So, the option is to move out.

Here comes the problem.

Firstly, it's not easy to stay with people who's hard to please.

Secondly, cleaning will be a big headache.

And lastly, friction might occur but you still have to face them because you're under one roof!!

But there are also benefits of staying out (those are personal matters)

There's so many things to considerate if I opt to move out.

That's why I was thinking of moving back and stay at my sisters' place.

In other word, I would rather be with my sisters.

That's just how I feel now.

There's still another semester to go....

I told you I'm indecisive....

Damn...

I'm being emo again.

Gonna watch some gag shows!

Say What?! = )

Ok... Now I feel bad for him.
Having closed interview is bad enough because the fans could not see him being interviewed.
The interview was carried out so poorly because he had to stand there answering questions.
Not even a seat and a table like a normal interview should have.
Then on his concert day, fans that are being called up on stage do not know how to sing his songs.
Arghhhh..........
So depressing... No wonder he sulked more than he smiled.
It's obvious that he did not smile like he used to on any other concerts.
(I know it cause I watched his videos! = D )
I don't think he will come back to Malaysia...
Thanks to the organizers and the 'fans'
We left a bad impression.
BAD~~~!!!

A few new songs are out this week.
Didn't really like the songs very much at first.
But after listening for few times and knowing the meaning of it, they get pretty catchy and absolutely loving it now!




Rainy days like this makes me lazy.
Hiding in the room cuddling my pillow while listening to music.
Perfecto~! = )

He's Here!!!

I know I've been crazy posting about SeungGi's stuff on my FB again.
I'm sorry if I've bothered anyone or might feel annoyed because of all the postings popping out in front of them.
Well.....................
I CAN'T HELP IT! XD
Hahaha...........
I even screamed at the bus stop when Seung Gi was on one of red fm radio segment.
And as embarrassed as it may sound, I'm still so contented about it!
Yes.. It's pretty embarrassing because there's people there and I shouted like nobody's business.
Sorry ei.........
I just got excited... Maybe 'overexcited' suits this situation better.
But it's such a sad thing that I could not go to the airport to pick him up.
Imagine! I can just shout something silly then he might pay attention to me.
Then a silly fan like me might get a smile or a weird stare from Seung Gi!
Anyway it is, at least he noticed me =D
Sadly, I was having class at that hour!
But luckily he let us out at 7 sharp!
Just in time to tune in to radio.

It's so cruel of my lecturer to put the account test today.
Can't she understand my feelings towards Seung Gi?!
Maybe she can't but I'm desperately eager to meet him.
There goes my long awaited to-meet-SeungGi chance.
What a tragic.
I freaked out in the room since Wednesday.
I even thought of skipping my test and just resit the paper another day.
I know this is EXTREME!!

Small complaint: SeungGi's cody/stylist or whoever you are! Do your job properly! Look at SeungGi's hair during his interview!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!! Please style SeungGi smartly... PLEASE~~~~!!!

Anyways, Seung Gi still look good ♥

You know I'm in good mood when...

Had a brief moment back at Kuantan.
I'm so glad ah ma is alright now.
Except that she still feels slight pain on her fingers.
Well... It's better than seeing her all weak and frail like the past few weeks.
I feel like I haven't really went back to Kuantan although I did!
It's so weird!!!
Everytime I go back, I don't have enough time for what I want to do.
This moment I'm in Kuantan, that moments I'll be back in KL again.
Sighh...
So depressing!
If only my semester break is this week.
I miss hanging out with my friends.
I don't mind them teasing me anymore.
Just let me be with you guys~~
It's such a sad case that I have to wait till next year to meet them.
It's like... "WHAT THE HECK!"
Ah well.......... Life goes on~~~~

Yes!
Family Day ended!
Yes!
Our ED won 2nd place!
Yes!
We got last for our overall performance because we are The Thing from Fantastic 4.
4th placing then...!!! XD
Woohoo...........
Like I bother!
I mean I do bother about my ED but the overall thingy is not up to me to bother.

Hahaha........
I find myself weird at times.
Everyone had been sick for the past week and I happily brag that I did not and could not get sick this semester.
I brag so much that I even told them I wish I were sick.
There you go... My wish came true.
But at a perfectly WRONG timing.
I mean.... Of all time, why happen during my super duper short weekend holiday trip back to my beloved hometown where I've prepared a thousand to do things????
But then...... That's the consequence for bragging non stop.
Congratulation Joanne Lee. You have won the award for the best bragging tittle.
Your prize is your long time wish "To Be Sick During Your Holiday"
*clap clap clap clap clap*
Damn it!

Did I mention my sis went to Big Bang's concert?
She did!!!
And that makes me want to attend SeungGi's concert even more!
I even asked my mother "Can I skip my test and attend SeungGi's concert?"
She answered "What's not meant for you is not for you"
Sad to the max!
SeungGi, don't worry!
The next time you come, and if there's no sudden obstacles (thank you account test 2!), I'll definitely go to you!
And if you might not come Malaysia again, don't worry!
I will make sure to fly to Korea after I get my butt out of Uni.
But then if I'm still a crazy fan like now and you haven't enlist in military = )
So make sure you remain active like you used to be... PLEASE!
I told my mum that she can deactivate Astro because you're no longer in 2 days 1 night.
I know... I'm crazy! XD
Please please please have a new variety show and make sure it's on KBS because mum does not subscribe other channels!
Thank you very much! <3 p="p">
Oh gosh...
Why am I writing to SeungGi??
Sorry... It must be from the sore throat that I'm having.
Makes my head and heart sore at the same time.
Aihhh...
Jiwangnya!

Exploded

Gosh... I can't believe I got mad and raised my voice on the spot.
It's like "BAM!"
I'm the bad person in everyone's eyes now.
I don't care anymore...
I don't mind you people not being serious but please at least play your own roles!
It's so hard to explain it.
Seriously, I've lost my senses today.
Juniors, seniors, friends...
I don't mind you all change impression of me or not but that's that.
If you think I'm overreacting then that's fine with me.
I give up being good.
Let's just get back to the old me.

FIRE UP!

Silenced...

It's this time of the year again...
The busiest period in our college where all of us have to gather at our 'respective' families till late night!
Arghhh.....
I hate it so much but yet we have to deal with this.
My eye bags and dark circle are so freaking obvious now thanks to these activities.
And I have a serious case of insomnia!
Man.... I have to wait till 2am to be able to fall deep sleep.

Most of the time I'll be watching my dramas and movies!
Oh!!! Talking about movie, there's this one movie that I've been longing to watch!
And yes i finally found it with English subs!
I literally celebrated with joy in the room.
Ya... Imagine me hopping, jumping and screaming!!!
But the story of this movie is a little...
Well... a bit heart wrenching...
And to make things worse, it's a true story.
It revolves around the students and staffs of a school for deaf.
It's already unfortunate enough for the children to be born with impairment and yet they still do those immoral      things to them.
Bullying... Assaulting... Raping.......
It feel like a horror movie to me.
I can't imagine how terrified those kids were...
Although what's showed are just play and act, but knowing that it is based on true story just makes me....
Urghhh... I can't find a word to describe my feelings.
I just manage to watch the first part and yet it already leave such impact on me.
It was such an emotional movie.

I get to know this movie when it was being reported on TV as it was consider as a controversial movie.
Somehow they think that this movie will reflect on every schools there is although it is just that one school who actually did that.
Anyways, they aired it and I'm glad they did.
Thanks to that movie, several new acts and law had been set to punish those immoral people.
Imagine, an educator suppose to give good example and be a role model to the young.
Instead, they did those awful things to the children.
I never knew I could get angry because of this movie.
Usually is those sad sad movie that can move my heart.
But somehow I feel the unfairness for the children.
I think I got carried away now, although I just watched the first part.
Well... That just show they are good actors and actresses in that movie!
They brought the emotion out so REAL!

And you think all K-drama and K-movie are those love love and love stories.
Ah Ha! Think again!

Breaking my breaks!

I feel like crying!!!
Why is our mid semester break different with other universities??
It's already hard enough for me to meet them.
Now it's even harder!!!!
Arghhh.....
I hate it when things are not going according to my plan.
(That's why I'm always mad!)
Darn I really miss them!
Those are the people whom I meet everyday during my school life.
Now, I can only meet them few times in a year.
And yet, this kind thing happens!
How am I suppose to meet them??!!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeee.............
I feel like screaming so badly.
But I'll do so when I'm back at the beach.
Then I'll go "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~"
I miss doing that!
I shall have a list of 'The Things to Do in Kuantan'
Seriously........... I'm like freaking out in my heart!!
I can't shout now unless if I want my roommate to think that I have some mental breakdown or whatsoever.
Anyway.......... I'll got back during Haji break!
Lalala.........

1 more thing!
I found my long lost primary schoolmate.\
Ei wait, it's him who found me.
I had a great laugh thanks to him.
Of all things to use to describe me, he said I'm fierce!!!
Ahhhh.......
I'm no longer fierce la........
I have to  be fierce last time.
But not anymore!
Maybe now still a little but not as bad as last time.
Arghhhh...........
"Wanna try a dose of my fierceness during my secondary school life?"
Hahaha............
Damn...........!!!!!!!
See...!!! Now I'm fierce!
Just kidding........

I can't help it if I look fierce.
My father look fierce too...
I got his genes! XD

I Have A Husband

Hahaha........
It's just an imaginary husband.
No point getting excited.
Anyways, the new erhua families are formed.
(I still don't understand why they choose me to be a mother! It'll be a total silence in my family)
College's family day started yesterday too.
I'm in ED. XD
Let's see how well I can act!
I wish to get evil character.
Know why? Cause all they do is to laugh loudly!
I'm very good at that = D

Lol....
This post is just for me to brag that I have a husband.
Sad case is that it's not real! XD
Gosh I'm so lame....

Dogtors!

Uni life starts again... (SO RELUCTANT!)
But many things happened that made me feel even more reluctant to be back in Uni.
The week before school starts, ah gong was diagnosed with stroke.
Glad that it's just a minor stroke but this is his second time.
I can't help but feel guilty cause I'm the one who brought him to hospital for his usual medical check ups during my break.
He complained his pain and feel numbness to the doctor.
But the doctor did not pay extra attention to what he said and sort of just brush this matter aside.
All the doctor gave was multivitamin and without any further checking or so.
She said that multivitamin will help to reduce the pain and numbness.
I should have insist her to give ah gong a proper check up but I didn't
2 days later, ah gong could not bare with the pain any longer.
That day so happen  to be National Day and most clinics and private hospitals are closed.
We manage to find 1 but the doctor told us to send ah gong to general hospital because his condition is  serious and his clinic does not have the equipment to test for stroke.
We ended up going to the emergency department and waited for nearly 2 hours before a doctor finally able to attend my ah gong (2 hours for EMERGENCY cases! WTH!!)
And the doctor.... Gosh.... I thought I will strangle her at one point!
Her diagnose report was gout.
Reason is, ah gong did not have all the symptoms of stroke. =.=
What kind of doctors are they??!!
The best part is, she gave us a letter to bring forward the next appointment date which is on December.
I went to the MOPD department on Monday to get a new date.
Guess what?
The earliest date that they can give is November.
What's the differences!!! It's only 1 month apart and my grandfather is 88 years old and in pain!!
Is that all you can do??
When I ask for an earlier date, she can't give me.
I ask her why and her answer was "Surat sini doktor tick 'TIDAK SEGERA'"
Doctor, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
My face turned black on the spot and I just grab my grandfather's appointment book and left.
I'm sorry for being rude but they are seriously irresponsible!
And they say doctors save life... (I want to smack them, punch them, kick them SOOO MUCHHH!)
After knowing that he have to wait such a long time, he finally decided to go to specialist.
And that was the day he was diagnosed and confirmed with stroke.
Felt so guilty... And I cursed the 2 doctors a lot!
Ah gong's car broke down too on that day.
And he said something that I don't know whether I should cry or laugh
"人病， 车也病"

I went back home last Friday and heard another shocking news.
Ah ma fell down again and it's serious this time.
She fell down once during my break but it wasn't that serious.
She just had difficulties standing after sitting too long.
But this time she bruised her body and had her arm dislocated.
She had her surgery on Thursday and was discharged on Friday.
No one told me about it until the day I was back at Kuantan.
It's hard to see her so weak and sick.
And the hardest part is that there's nothing I can help but to be by her side.
It's a relief that she's looking much better this morning before we left.
I wish I could go back often but I know I cant.
But still I'll be going back in 2 weeks time again.

Sigh...
I guess they're really old now.
It's just so sad to see them like this.
They're the ones who took care of me since I was young.
They care for me even more than my parents.
I just hope that they can recover...

It's Not Easy To Be Me

Will there be any peace??
Don't they get fed up??
The only time I get is when they are away from me.
For some reason that's the only time I have peace in my mind.
Once they're back,
All that's pop out in my mind are 'They're gonna start it again', 'They're gonna start again', 'Again...'
I have headaches every single time they come back.
EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
Is like I have to think of what to say, how to reply, how to react.
I'm literally acting in front of them.
With all the scripts running in my head... 'Say this', 'Don't say that', 'Should I keep quiet?'
Move, don't move... Hide, don't hide.... Speak, don't speak...
Even I start to doubt every thing I do now.
It's so annoying!!!
Sometimes I even thought of moving out
It's just so irritating and just URGHHHHH........!!!!!
 I'm proud of myself for being this great actor.

I'm happiest when I'm with my dog. ALONE!!!
I'd rather face the tv and laptop whole day then to see them for a minute!
That's my wish now!
To be by myself.
Don't blame me if one day I just leave

난 슬픈
난 아픔
너무 섭섭해
알아??
너... 몰라....

They're Same

Had a great time at the beach last night.
Met up with KerLee and Nana...
Hahahaha.... It's been a long time since I last seen Nana.
We used to be together during tuition since Form 1.
We always sat together partly because the only people we know in the class is each other.
Mum never allow me to attend tuition classes with my friends.
She sends me to where my siblings used to go and I shall continue the legacy... XD
Anyways, back to the story.
And so, she so happened to be in the classes.
I was lucky to have her there.
Otherwise I'll be all alone. ( Owh so sad!)

It's a small small world.
She so happen to be my friend's roommate in Uni.
How lucky!!!
To have someone whom you already know from the same hometown to be your roommate!
Hell yeah I'm jealous.
Can just joke around without worrying about offending because we are already so close.

We chatted all night till we didn't realize how fast time passed.
And our topics are what we usually talk about.
Uni life, studies, boys and boys and boys.
Okay...
So we talked mostly about boys.
And so the topic of past relationships starts!
And as she was telling me her story, about what cause them to break up,
Why there's such anger and stuff like that,
I somehow felt something.
I turned to her and said "This sounds so familiar!"
She then asked "Have you already heard my story before?"
I answered "Nah... It sounds exactly like my story!"
Bwahahaha!!!!!!!!
We laughed so hard. Or maybe it was just me!
I can't help it.
It's like every guys said the same thing when they have changed.
Is it that every guy had a similar script that they had thought of??
Lie no.1: I'm very tired
Lie no.2: I'm very busy. you'll know how I feel when you enter _______
And as they were giving these reasons to us, they find time to do other stuff which is not reasonable.
If it's stuff like studying or rest of course we can understand that.
But if it's like meeting up with 'friend' and complaining about how tired it is when we call or text,
then that's another story!
Is it us that cause you to be tired and busy??!!
Oh crap... bad memories are back.

I bet I can write a book 'How Much I Hated My Ex!'
Might be a bestseller.
Who knows! XD

Don't Touch Me!

Seriously... This is why I hate foreigners so much!
Or maybe he's not a foreigner but he looks like one to me.
And damn him for pissing me off so early in the morning.
Had my usual walk in the morning as usual with grandparents
And these silly men suddenly walk up and tried to talk to me in that silly mandarin of his.
'ni hao ma~' I was like... Giving him my ganas stare and ignored him.
And a second later his hand was approaching my back.
That's the WTF moment where I raised my voice and said "DON'T TOUCH ME!"
Ok... It's not just the voice that scared him.
Plus my furious stare and a finger pointing pointing straight into his eyes.
I would have punch him if I had the courage, for trying to lay his freaking dirty hands on my back.
He backed off "Okay... Okay..."
Boy I must be that mad for a man to be so taken aback with my reaction.
Seriously, I hate strangers doing things like that.
Who the heck you think you are??!!
Should had laid my fist on his face and screw his mouth!

I'm too stressed lately.
Many things happened at home.
And that idiot just make my day even worse!
 Urghh.......

There She Goes

Our beloved Yun finally went to Australia.
Awwwwww........
Missing her so much.
No more gossiping in her room for a year I guess.
= )
Hopefully she'll cope well there.
It's funny that we've been always together since we're 15.
Even our parents knew each other even before us.
Such fate... Hahahaha....
It's fortunate to have her as friend.
Makes things so much easier.
As in, if I want to go out and hang out with my friends, the easiest way is mentioning her.
"I'm going out with ShiYun."
And that's it XD
No more long questions.
Somehow my parents allow me to go out if I mention her name.
That's because they know her parents.
And allow me to go at ease.
Those were the good old times.
= )
4 of us would always sit together during classes.
Eating food when teachers are teaching in front.
Goofing and laughing around.
Talk like nobody's business.

IMU TAN SHI YUN

 ♥

Good Goodbye.

Finally, the time has come.
After all the long waits, days of loneliness, hours of boredom...
I'm out of here!
Yay...
Today is the last day to be in UPM for my first year!
My last day to be in 169 Rajawali to be exact.
My last morning waking up on my bed.

Hahaha...
I wonder who'll be staying in this room next semester.
They will surely complain about the speed of the fan. (Seriously stuffy!!)

Damn I should be studying for my statistics now!
What ordinary people will say :"Statistics, I'm gonna bring you down!"
What I will say :"Statistics, you're gonna bring me down!"
XD
Whatever....
This very last minute studying will not help much.
Will flip through later.

Awwwwww.........
I'm gonna miss blogging and crapping here.
Sigh...
Never mind.
I'll talk to my dogs.
Biber~~~

 Last day in 169. Adios~!

 

Indulging In Dreamland

Gosh I'm so tired.
It's 1 something in the morning and I'm still blogging.
Seeeee.... This is what happen when I have no one to talk to!
But I'm good at talking to myself for certain reasons.
Just finished my 4 hours intense statistics revision.
Ha.....
Never thought of doing revision but since there's a class, might as well just join.
And I'm glad I went.
Cause I knew I won't be doing anything in the room and feasting my eyes whole night. (Yes I'm talking about LSG. Who else?? XD )
I've been mentioning about giving up on statistics for days.
Looks like there's still chances in getting A.
Well... At least I can say I've put in effort (although not that much but still.... )

Weeeee.......
In less than 24 hours I'll be out of here.
Counting down.
But then I have lots of things to pack.
Whole room is a mess now but luckily room mate ain't around.
So... Who cares!
Better pack everything tomorrow morning.
Much to be done but not that much time.

Have lots of things in my mind.
Things to do when I'm back at Kuantan.
The most important is meeting with Yun.
I'm so gonna miss her!!!
Things to bake cause I haven't bake in ages.
Kimchi! Gonna do tons of it.
Traveling with family and friends.
And early morning walks with grandparents at the beach.
Yes I miss TC!!!

Oh well....
These will be done when I'm back.
I'm going home.
Home Home Home!!!
Ho~ Ho~ Ho~
The only thing I'll miss here is the internet access.
Sighhhh....
Never mind... I'll just go to mama's office.
= D

2 More Papers To Go!

2 more days and I'll leave this place.
Sounds like I'm leaving for good but unfortunately that's not the case.
This Friday marks the very last day for my first year in Uni.
Great!!!
Nothing to be happy about cause it's a hard start for me.
Hopefully next semester will be a better one.
Once I'm home, then everything will be the same just as before I enter Uni.
My home, my bed, my dogs and the people around me.
Only thing is that popo is not around.
Sigh...
Regrets are overwhelming.
It's over now and nothing much I can do.
Will spend more time with ah gong and ah ma.
Popo's death just give me so much fear that someday ah gong and ah ma might leave us too.

Gosh....
Room mate not around just makes me much more emo.
Missing her already.
Looks like we'll be having different room mate next semester.
It'll be great if she's still my room mate.
She's the one I can talk to...
Share my thoughts, happiness, sadness, craziness...
I'm gonna miss those late night pillow talks where we'll just chat and chat and chat

Gonna watch 2d1n now.
Need something to make me forget about those sad things.
If only my sisters are here.
At least they watch dramas and movies with me.
At least I'm not alone.