Finally, my sis came back from Aussie. Well, she comes back every year. But for a short period only. Anyway, she's going back to Australia again next month. *sobs* She reach around 2.30pm yesterday. That dumb dumb Jerry ran towards her. Usually Jerry will bark at strangers. But everytime when my sis comes back, he will not bark. Know why?? Cause that dumb dumb dog thought my sis was my elder sis. *giggles* He got confused every year. Last year funnier still. When my elder sis came back from KL during chinese new year, Jerry got confused. Both my sister was standing in front of him. Then he stood in front of them with curiosity. All this while he tot my 2nd sis was my elder sis. Its so funny to see his blur blur expression. *haha..* Cant wait for this year's chinese new year. Get to see that cute dog expression again. This time gonna take a picture of his funny look. Anyway, back to my sis. She reach KLIA around 6am. Thanks to my aunt. If my aunt didn't drive all the way from subang to KLIA, my sis will have to find her own way back. And its like in the early morning. Who wanna wake up that early? So, thanks a lot to my dear aunt n cousin. Oh ya, because of my sis, my aunt have to make 2 trips to the airport. So happen my cousin is coming back from America on that same day too. But her flight will reach at 7pm. So so so thankful. Gotta go now. Need do some things. Chaoz~~
I'm suppose to be happy. But i don't know what happened. It's was his birthday on the 16 jan. A day earlier i started baking some cookies for him. I couldn't think what else i can do for him. Actually I already bought a gift for him. Since he is someone special for me, that's why i thought of doing something extra for him. That night i did 2 types of cookies. (SO SO SO freaking tired) It was like 1 something in the early morning when i finish packing all the cookies for him. Then i wrote a letter for him cuz i'm not giving it to him directly. Seek help from his friend. (Thanks a lot to him!!) After finish writing that letter, it was 2a.m. Went to my room and lie down on my comfy bed. Doze off few minutes later cuz i was extremely tired. 4 hours later, my alarm rang. Gosh!!! I was so tired. Pull myself up and waited for Han Nan to come my house to take those stuff. He has to go to school. And after schooling he has to work. So I don't really had the time to celebrate his birthday for him. *sobs* Then, have to thank Han Nan again. Cuz he helped to plan his birthday. I bought a green tea cake which has so much fattening cream in it. But it taste good. On that night, we went to koos idea. Actually that wasn't the actual plan. (The shop we wanted to go was closed : P) Eat, talk, eat, talk, eat and talk. After much chit-chatting, we ate the cake. Thanks to me they get to eat another cake on that they. *giggles* It was 12 something when i reached home. Clean myself and went to bed. Then don't know which stupid mosquito bite me. Make me wake up to apply some repelent. Thought of sleeping back again. But i couldn't. My mind was overtaking me. Kept tinking of all those awful things again. Tears started dripping out of my eyes. Tried to control them. But couldn't. Those things kept reappearing on my mind. Lasted for 2 hours. Messaged him around 6 in the morning. But he didn't reply me. Thought that he could comfort me a little. But i didn't get what i want. *sigh* Actually, I've been waiting for him to say thank you to me. He did thank me for the present and the cake. But i wanted him to thank me for baking cookies for him. The present and the cake is what I bought. But the cookies is something I did specially for him. I asked him whether the cookies taste good or not. All he say was he haven't tried it yet. Till today he never mentioned anything about the cookies. I want to feel appreciated. *hopeless*
