reminisce

It's been very long since I last write any thing here.
I have this sudden urge to blog again.
Mainly because I'm all alone and have nothing better to do.
I should get my hands on the assignments now but urghhhh....
You get what I mean.
Was browsing through fb and here to look back on my past.
Hell I saw my past!!
There are many of those 'how can I be so silly doing that' moments.
And not to mention how much I've aged.
Better not touch on that. *sensitive issue! *

Anyway, I obvious thing that I realise about myself is that, as time pass, I become more passive and introvert
Something must have gone wrong somewhere!
Ever since I broke up with *ahem*, I guess it's hard to start a whole new relationship.
Of cause I have fond feelings towards others.
It's not like I'm lesbian or what ..!!
Just that it's hard to open up again.
Better not talk about this too cause this topic is no fun! XD

Actually, I have nothing to write about.
Hahaha...
Just so happen the thought of visiting my blog pops out.
And I ended up writing this post.
Hmm.... I guess I'm missing something somewhere.
Well.... will search for the missing pieces and place them back.
I miss my ji mui(s)!!

Talking about randomness!
I love you! To whoever you may be in the future.♥
JIWANG!!

Red

new hair colour = )
I wanted red but was afraid.
Even the stylist who did my hair asked me whether I'm scared or not.
Freak out the moment she took out a pink palate for me to see.
But she reassured me that it'll look like dark red on my hair.
And I love it! =D

too ow wan threee

Weeeeeee~~~
People! Human! It's 2013!
Happy new year~!
Notice how every year I'll set my new year resolutions
Sadly, I think I hardly achieve any
Hahaha!!!
Nothing to be proud of but still....
Well, since it's 2013, I have another chance to set another new year resolution
For 2013, my new year resolutions are...........
*drum roll*
2012 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
No point being over ambitious.
Will just stick to the old resolutions until I achieve them
(I guess I'll be using the same one next year or maybe many more years! XD)

Am I giving too much impression to others that I only like korean guys??
Well... Maybe I did announce that I only like Koreans
Let me correct this.
I totally like non korean guys too
As long as they are guys.
But still I prefer Koreans! XD
LOL!
It's so sad not to have a boyfriend now.
Especially hearing my friends stories of their planned weddings!
I was like...........
Okay.........
Time to have a bf...
Maybe that's a little too random. XD
But the funny part is they already have plannings.
Yeah I did knock my head in disbelief that I'm listening about their future wedding.
I laugh like mad..
And our conversation got louder and louder till the tables next to us turn back and look at us.
Now I know what couples talk about when their relationship last long.
Still... SHOCKED

Anyways,
it's a new year.
Geez... I'm 22. OLD!
Whatever!
Shall take good care of myself.
yeah... 2013 probably is a me me me me year.
Man I sound so selfish.
Maybe a little you, he, she and it... = )
2013 favourite: still LSG! <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Pledge: be BOLD!
Confession: *secret*

Waterful!

Oh nothing much to write about...
Just that Kuantan flooded and it was the worst in 65 years ( according to newspaper)
Nothing much....
Just pools of water everywhere...
Rubbish floating like balloons...
And I'm trapped in the clinic!!
At least the dentist and nurses are with me.
But then the whole building blackout!
Luckily it was still bright outside...
Otherwise I'll be screaming like mad.
I stared outside for a long long long time waiting for my dad to arrive.
I knew he'll be late because he was stuck somewhere else too.
So FB came to the rescue to solve my boredom.
At first I thought it was just the area I'm at experiencing flood.
But then my FB wall was full of flood posts of many parts in Kuantan.
So reaction was...... WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Well they say sharing is caring.
So I caringly shared the news to the nurses.
And just then water start entering the premise.
Another reaction......... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I just move my butt from one sofa to the one slightly inner.
Just then, received a call from mum.
"Opposite Voon Pharmacy already flooded! Are you at home?"
"No.... I'm at the clinic"
"Nobody jaga the dogs! Don't know our house flooded or not. Call papa go home check"
"Papa can't even pick me up how to go home and check?"
"Cham lo the dogs..."
And yes I FBed right after the call! XD
There's nothing else I could do... Not that I don't want to help.
After several waits, daddy came.
Rolled up my pants, 1 hand holding my bag and the other holding an umbrella.
Plunged into the pool of water trying to cross to the opposite road.
Have to walk very carefully cause there's drains.
And I nearly make a stupid move of trying to cross a big drain which I can't see how big it is.
I eventually gave up after dad told me to walk further up the road before crossing.
SO....
There's one big me in the middle of the road walking like a tilting statue in the water.
Reaction......... OTTEOKHAE~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I literally screamed that out loud that people at the shops look at me.
What a sight!
But then I manage to enter the car safely!
Phew~
Reached home and saw mum standing inside neighbour's house because someone parked his car right in front of our house till we can't even open our gate.
The good thing is our house is not flooded and the dogs are safe.
XD
End of story!

This was before the dentist check my teeth.
Just imagine how high the water rose after my checkup.

A Crack.

It's a crazy world out there.

When people sit down together for a conversation, you realize how scary human can be.

It's not easy to find a person who is willing to share your stories.

I find that telling secrets to others in Uni is like spreading out your own rumours to the world.

Somehow they just don't get the idea of 'SECRET'

Anyways, at least I have one but I'm just sad that we could not share much conversation this semester.

All those midnight chats and heart-to-heart talks.........

I miss those moments very much and yes I wish she is my roommate again this year 

But sadly, that's not the case.

It always make me feel safe telling my feelings to her.

Cause we always respect each others' decisions.

We really do keep secrets among ourselves and that is what I love most when I'm having close conversation with people.

It's not like I don't enjoy being with my course mates but I do believe they can't keep secrets.

These days, conversations with them are mostly about whether to stay in college or not.

Honestly, I'm indecisive. 

If possible, I would like to stay because the environment here is good (I'm not talking about the activities!)

But then, I know I'm not active in joining activities and my merits are definitely insufficient for me to stay.

So, the option is to move out.

Here comes the problem.

Firstly, it's not easy to stay with people who's hard to please.

Secondly, cleaning will be a big headache.

And lastly, friction might occur but you still have to face them because you're under one roof!!

But there are also benefits of staying out (those are personal matters)

There's so many things to considerate if I opt to move out.

That's why I was thinking of moving back and stay at my sisters' place.

In other word, I would rather be with my sisters.

That's just how I feel now.

There's still another semester to go....

I told you I'm indecisive....

Damn...

I'm being emo again.

Gonna watch some gag shows!

Say What?! = )

Ok... Now I feel bad for him.
Having closed interview is bad enough because the fans could not see him being interviewed.
The interview was carried out so poorly because he had to stand there answering questions.
Not even a seat and a table like a normal interview should have.
Then on his concert day, fans that are being called up on stage do not know how to sing his songs.
Arghhhh..........
So depressing... No wonder he sulked more than he smiled.
It's obvious that he did not smile like he used to on any other concerts.
(I know it cause I watched his videos! = D )
I don't think he will come back to Malaysia...
Thanks to the organizers and the 'fans'
We left a bad impression.
BAD~~~!!!

A few new songs are out this week.
Didn't really like the songs very much at first.
But after listening for few times and knowing the meaning of it, they get pretty catchy and absolutely loving it now!




Rainy days like this makes me lazy.
Hiding in the room cuddling my pillow while listening to music.
Perfecto~! = )

He's Here!!!

I know I've been crazy posting about SeungGi's stuff on my FB again.
I'm sorry if I've bothered anyone or might feel annoyed because of all the postings popping out in front of them.
Well.....................
I CAN'T HELP IT! XD
Hahaha...........
I even screamed at the bus stop when Seung Gi was on one of red fm radio segment.
And as embarrassed as it may sound, I'm still so contented about it!
Yes.. It's pretty embarrassing because there's people there and I shouted like nobody's business.
Sorry ei.........
I just got excited... Maybe 'overexcited' suits this situation better.
But it's such a sad thing that I could not go to the airport to pick him up.
Imagine! I can just shout something silly then he might pay attention to me.
Then a silly fan like me might get a smile or a weird stare from Seung Gi!
Anyway it is, at least he noticed me =D
Sadly, I was having class at that hour!
But luckily he let us out at 7 sharp!
Just in time to tune in to radio.

It's so cruel of my lecturer to put the account test today.
Can't she understand my feelings towards Seung Gi?!
Maybe she can't but I'm desperately eager to meet him.
There goes my long awaited to-meet-SeungGi chance.
What a tragic.
I freaked out in the room since Wednesday.
I even thought of skipping my test and just resit the paper another day.
I know this is EXTREME!!

Small complaint: SeungGi's cody/stylist or whoever you are! Do your job properly! Look at SeungGi's hair during his interview!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!! Please style SeungGi smartly... PLEASE~~~~!!!

Anyways, Seung Gi still look good ♥